Chapter 182: Not a Joke

I suddenly remembered when I was a child.

Ling Xuran always likes to dress up beautifully, standing in front of the mirror for a while, posing in a much more beautiful posture, saying things like "the same as the goddess scattering flowers", looking at the tulle ruffle dress he was wearing in the mirror, and sometimes tying a bow on the headband or headband.

The first time I saw Liang Beixuan, she was wearing a ruffled dress with pink butterfly light white gauze, and a pink and tender bow on the headband, inlaid with a circle of diamonds.

Since then, the tulle ruffle dress has become her lucky outfit, the bow has become her lucky token, and pink has naturally become her lucky color.

As everyone knows, after many years, she felt that pink was too tender, too pure and ignorant, and she fell in love with white...... and black. It's so clear, it's good.

Nanchen also remembered a lot of things, but it was not realistic to say it, and the hero of the story was right in front of him...... But he really felt that if he didn't say it, he would feel uneasy. He was afraid that he would never have a chance to speak out again in the future.

"I don't know why, but at first I was attracted by her fingers moving up and down the black and white keys of the piano, but when I looked up and saw her eyes, I couldn't forget it. It was a pair of eyes that did not eat the fireworks of the world, full of indifference and melancholy, but still had the warmth of the sun...... and hope, believing that the dawn is coming. ”

Nanchen fell into his own world, recalling all kinds of things, although he regretted again and again, maybe others didn't look at him once, but he still believed in it idiotically...... I also hope that I firmly believe that the dawn is coming.

You are the dawn, illuminating my heart through the lattice.

You are the dawn, and thousands of people can't stop you from coming quietly.

You are the dawn, illuminating others, warming yourself, and amazing time.

I......

I will wait and follow.

Thinking of the story of Pu Jia, I used to laugh at the reappearance of a female water ghost, but now that I think about it, isn't that it? But he was lucky, because he met a real person.

Do you believe in the saying: following is meaning in itself? When I was a child, I didn't understand anything, I just believed, and now I'm scared...... I'm afraid that when I follow, I'll step into the abyss. He who does not know who loves me, who loves me does not know...... Or rather, the people who love me just think it's impossible, it's a joke. ”

Ling Xuran didn't know why, these little awkwardness were all revealed, and he said them without reservation, and he even forgot that the boss next to him was actually the boss who only knew not long ago, a bad guy.

Bad guys, and you want to turn the orphanage into a hospital? What about the kids?

She just wanted to open her mouth to ask about the incident, but found that Nan Chen's eyes were full of clouds and light winds, but when she was drunk, she was alone: "You are not a joke. That's because he doesn't understand. Loving someone is never a joke, let alone a person who has endured it for so many years. ”

But he knew...... He doesn't like ...... It doesn't matter if he doesn't like it, he has people who love him, and the people he loves are really good, but I ...... Unwilling. Ling Xuran was first stunned by Nan Chen's words.

Few people in her memory would have spoken to her like that.

It has always been praise and praise, without substance; And now, someone really told her the truth.

She...... Not a joke?

Ignorant like an ignorant child, but she is really still a child in terms of feelings, and looked sideways at Nan Chen: "What you said is true?" ”

"Is it boiled?"

"The braised ones are not bad...... Of course, the steamed fresh, the braised one is a bit heavy. Of course, it's fish, and there is no such thing as steamed braised pork. ”

Hey, how do you talk about food?

Ling Xuran didn't realize that Nan Chen's sentence "Is it boiled" was joking, and even nodded very seriously, saying that he liked steaming......

I thought it would be inconvenient to talk, but Nan Chen didn't expect Ling Xuran to speak so ...... No turning. Still, he's pretty much the same.

He laughed out loud, not relentlessly, not realizing that he would laugh so naturally.

The usual laughter is too stiff, and it's not bad to be so comfortable and presumptuous once in a while.

It wasn't until he saw Ling Xuran looking at him with a puzzled expression that he realized his gaffe.

From Ling Xuran's eyes, he saw what had been...... I don't understand anything, and I am carefree of myself.

She laughed again, not even knowing what she was laughing at.

Ling Xuran changed from doubt to worry...... Such a boss, reliable?

Hey, worried about what he's doing? Unfamiliar with it......

Ling Xuran felt a burst of "Bah, Bah, Bah", and knocked on her brain to make her sober. Nanchen looked at her like this, a little distressed, a little cute, a little ...... Arrest?

Involuntarily, Nan Chen tilted his head, held his head with his palm, and looked seriously at Ling Xuran, who was scratching his head as if he had encountered an incurable disease.

Little cute.

He looked at it for a long time, and his eyes became stupid, and when he came back to his senses, he was facing a pair of dream hands.

Ling Xuran plays the piano very well, his fingers are naturally white and slender, and his delicate skin seems to pinch blood beads if he is not careful, it is fragile glass, and it will be broken if he is not careful.

"You ......" Ling Xuran wanted to remind Nan Chen that she was good-looking, but she was not used to being looked at openly and honestly for so long. It's a little awkward.

But after the word "you", there is no follow-up.

Why do you think that Mr. Nan is quite ...... like this Personal?

The two of them are like this, one is looking at it stupidly, the other is willing to be stared at, and there are a lot of things in the head that they think are inappropriate.

"What's wrong with me?" Hindsight, Nan Chen asked. He just spoke in an ordinary voice, with a slight deep silence, but in Ling Xuran's ears, it was inexplicably a little scratchy and scratching.

Isn't she voice-activated? Why do you think it's so beautiful and ethereal? Again, in fact...... Very average...... Right?

"You can do that without that...... Looking? When Ling Xuran spoke, a layer of suspicious blush quietly climbed on his face, and it was blurry under the light, but in his heart, it was clear to the extreme.

It turned out to be shy.

Nan Chen's vocal cords vibrated slightly, and a low but hearty laugh came out, which penetrated into Ling Xuran's ears, and the roots of his ears also flushed.

I'm sorry.

Nan Chen felt a burst of joy in his heart, and thought about whether to tease Ling Xuran again, but he didn't expect Ling Xuran to turn to face the repulse bay in front of him, staring intently at the rows of back waves rushing to the front waves, and said quietly: "By the way, the incident last time...... How did you think about it? ”

Nanchen couldn't take it anymore.

It was as if the white clouds on the edge of the sky in the last second had been empty for thousands of years, turning into the color of the clouds and ink.

yes, he's actually ...... Really shaken.

But I really faced a difficult problem and had to make a choice.

It is the interests of the first, and the relationship is restored after the reconstruction; Or do you want to put down your interests and be selfish?

This is a rare opportunity to defeat Nanshi......