During the period of eating in the cafeteria, Ye Yan asked about Su Jingwen's current class, which is not as decadent as her class, but there are also situations like her own class, some students sleep in class all day long, play with mobile phones, etc., while others are in contrast to what they think! Ye Yan sighed softly, remembering that when he was in class 135 before, wasn't he also in stark contrast to those classmates in the class who studied hard all day! Feng Shui takes turns, but I didn't expect that after I came to this bad class, I would become a representative of independent and good students! In this way, he continued to greet Su Jingwen for a while, Su Jingwen wanted to go out to play on the computer, and Ye Yan did not go with Su Jingwen because the living expenses were not much this week, so he returned to his current classroom, what he didn't expect was that there were still students in the classroom, he ignored the classmates in the classroom, returned to his seat in the last row, lay on the table, took out his mobile phone and looked, looked at it, he heard that the two male classmates in the class were doing unbearable things to a female classmate, although the female classmates were struggling, but he didn't shout, and he didn't know whether he wanted to get his attention or not to attract his attention, but he couldn't help but shout again, Ye Yan slowly raised his head and looked at the two male classmates with a wicked smile saying all kinds of unbearable words to the female classmates, and the female classmates also abused the two men with swearing words on the street, and they looked so happy in the past! Ye Yan shook his head and sighed, a little unbearable!

At this time, perhaps Ye Yan sighed too loudly, which made the two classmates notice Ye Yan, and when they saw Ye Yan looking at them, they seemed a little unhappy, and said in the direction where Ye Yan was

"What are you looking at?!"

Ye Yan looked at the two boys who were talking in his direction, looked back, and found that there was no one behind him, and then pointed to himself and asked them

"You ask me?"

I saw that the male classmate who spoke heard Ye Yan's words and said even more angrily

"Nonsense! That's you! Little mongrel! ”

Hearing the words coming out of the mouth of the boy in front of him, Ye Yan's expression changed slightly, and he said slowly

"Don't swear!"

Seeing Ye Yan say this, the boy who spoke scolded Ye Yan even more with excessive dirty words, Ye Yan listened quietly, and caught a glimpse of the other male classmate on the side and the female classmate who was playing with them just now, as if they were very happy, laughing non-stop on the side! In this way, the boy scolded for a while, seeing that Ye Yan was indifferent, he stopped for a while, and when he was about to continue to say something, Ye Yan stepped forward and grabbed the boy's neck, and then tripped the boy's foot with his foot, pressing him to the ground very much! I only heard the boy let out a retching sound, and it seemed that he didn't react to what was happening in front of him, Ye Yan pinched the boy's neck, looked at him expressionlessly and said

"I said it! Stop swearing! ”

The boy who was choked by Ye Yan's neck used his twins to break free of Ye Yan's hand, but when Ye Yan saw this, he gently let go and was about to stand up slowly

When I came, I saw that the boy had a red neck, and he roared angrily and rushed towards Ye Yan! Seeing this, Ye Yan flashed lightly to the side, and then immediately grabbed the boy's hand, and then twisted it slightly, the boy immediately wailed, Ye Yan looked at him and said

"What do you want to sit on?"

The boy gritted his teeth and said angrily

"What the fuck are you...... Let me go......"

Before he learned his lesson, Ye Yan's hand twisted even harder, and the boy screamed in pain, Ye Yan saw this and said

"Still not coming?"

The boy said slowly

"No, no, no!"

Seeing this, Ye Yan gently pushed him forward, then let go of his hand, then glanced at the other male and female classmates who were slightly surprised, slowly walked out of the classroom, and then walked around the playground after a long absence, and found that it was not interesting, looking at the first and second junior high school juniors who were playing basketball on the court, slowly came to the stairs and sat down, watching them play, remembering that he used to be the same as them, and came to the court to play after school in the afternoon! And now, how long has it been since I've touched a basketball? Ye Yan couldn't remember, Ye Yan sighed again, and then slowly walked up the stairs, came to the library, stood outside for a while, and then slowly walked in! The inside is still the same as when he came to borrow books before, there is no change, he walked slowly in the bookshelf, while walking on the bookshelf to find something, for a long time, he finally found it, gently took the book down, gently opened the library card inside, and found that it was already full of the name of the borrower, and the first place on the library card was written with Zou Min's name! It turned out that this book was the Norwegian Forest that he left a note for Zou Min before he and Zou Min broke up! Ye Yan slowly opened to the end of the book, and was surprised to find that there was a piece of paper at the end of the book, and his expression changed, thinking that it would not be the note he left for Zou Min! Hurriedly opened the note and found that it was not! I saw a passage from the book written on it

"I wish I had true love, even once! "What kind of true love do you want?" "Let's say I tell you I want to eat strawberry cake, you drop everything and run to buy it for me, then you pant and hand me the cake, and I say I don't want it now!" So you threw the cake out the window without saying a word, and that's what I call true love! "I don't think this has anything to do with true love", "Yes, I hope the other party will reply" Got it, it's all my fault, I'm such a brainless stupid donkey, I'll buy you something else, what do you want?" Chocolate mousse or cheesecake? "And then?" "And then I love him so much!" ””

Ye Yan read this passage, and couldn't help but remember that when he was with Zou Min before, it seemed that he thought it was good for Zou Min and did what he did, and he never seemed to ask Zou Min what he wanted to do, thinking that maybe what he had been doing was different from what she wanted for Zou Min

Shape! Ye Yan sighed, and when he was about to put the note back, he hesitated for a while, thinking, if he didn't read this book himself! Thinking like this, Ye Yan slowly took the book, came to the registration office, registered the library card, and then slowly walked out of the library, and then on the way back to the classroom, Ye Yan was still in a good mood, just as Ye Yan was about to enter the classroom, a familiar voice came from the stairwell next to him, Ye Yan couldn't help but stop, looked towards the stairwell, only to hear the sound of someone going downstairs quickly, as if someone was chasing something, and after a while, I saw a familiar figure coming down the stairs quickly, Ye Yan looked at the figure in front of him, and couldn't help but chuckle in his heart, and the figure didn't seem to see himself, after going downstairs quickly, and then running towards the playground next to him, and then there was a boy figure who went downstairs tightly and chased in the direction he ran away, Ye Yan looked at the two of them, stunned at the door of the classroom for a while, and then slowly walked into the classroom, and then returned to his seat, thinking about the person he saw just now, and the person who made his heart chuckle was Zou Min! He didn't understand, obviously he had broken up with her, and he had already made sure that he didn't think about her strange feelings, but just seeing her drinking other boys chasing and playing made his heart beat for a long time, as if he had been struck by something! Ye Yan couldn't understand why he was like this, why he still had mood swings, Ye Yan shook his head, thinking that he might not be as powerful as he imagined, and then slowly took a breath and began to read the book!

Soon, the afternoon break was over, and the evening self-study began, and the evening self-study did not have members of the student union to guard them to study on their own as before, but Teacher Li came to give a lecture, and Ye Yan took a look at the course content that Teacher Li was going to talk about, and found that it was not very difficult, so he did not listen to the class, took out the borrowed book, and looked again, the time to indulge in the content of the book passed quickly, and soon the evening self-study began, but Ye Yan still refused to go, and the second evening self-study on the straight road, Ye Yan was still indifferent, just like thatThe school teacher came to check if there were any students in all the classes who had not yet returned, and found that Ye Yan was still reading, Ye Yan slowly closed the book, and then left the classroom, on the way home, he was full of thoughts about the content of the book, and there were some things he didn't quite understand, such as "Why did Naoko commit suicide?" What is depression? I couldn't figure it out, and I didn't quite understand it, and then Ye Yan sighed, and suddenly thought that he could search on the Internet! I hurriedly took out my mobile phone and searched for the meaning of depression! I saw that it was written

"Depression refers to grievances, sorrows that cannot be told and depression in the heart, a manifestation of physical and mental illness, numbness and depression when confused and uneasy, about 80% of suicide patients suffer from this symptom!"

Looking at the explanation in his hand, Ye Yan was stunned, he didn't expect this depression to be a disease, depression? Ye Yan muttered repeatedly

This word, and then thinking about the explanation just seen, depressed people have long-term emotional instability, low mood, feeling sad, inferior, and even disgusted with the world, which leads to suicidal behavior! Thinking of these, Ye Yan couldn't help but be stunned, thinking that he seemed to have felt like this before, feeling that this world was so boring, there was nothing that could make him feel fun, what did he think he was doing in this world? It doesn't make any sense, it's just like you have to live in order to beat the game in the game! Ye Yan thought like this, he wouldn't be depressed too! Hurriedly shook his head, let himself not think crankily, although he did have this thought, but the idea of suicide was not! In this way, Ye Yan returned to his home, and after a simple wash, he replied to his room, and went to bed when he fell to bed!

(End of chapter)