After soaking for forty minutes, Su Yihuan put on her pajamas and came out, during which Li Chengan did not call her outside. But as soon as she walked out of the bathroom door, she found that Li Cheng'an was already in the bedroom.

As soon as the bathroom door opened, Li Chengan smelled the smell on Su Yihuan's body, which was beyond his expectations. Su Yihuan went to bed and spontaneously nested into Li Cheng'an's arms, because she took a bath and her body was very hot, Li Cheng'an tightened her in his arms.

"What surgery failed today?" Li Chengan didn't plan to ask Su Yihuan, but she felt that this was a major event in her life, so she asked softly.

Su Yihuan dragged the quilt with her hand, because she didn't make a sound for too long, and her voice was a little hoarse when she spoke again, "The pregnant woman was not rescued in time, and the fetus was stillborn." ”

Li Chengan's hand, which was originally sorting out the broken hair on Su Yihuan's forehead, froze, "Are you afraid?" ”

"What's there to be afraid of?" Su Yihuan said lightly, and after finishing speaking, he didn't hear Li Cheng'an's squeak for a while. She continued: "I'm not afraid, I don't feel guilty, I just feel sorry for the mother and feel sorry for her." ”

"What caused it?" Li Chengan hugged Su Yihuan like this, and he couldn't see the expression on her face clearly, but her calmness made his heart suddenly grab. He could accept her crying, uncomfortable, and frustrated in his arms because of this, but it was not such a reaction.

"The mother accidentally slipped at home alone, and her husband went on a business trip to the field."

In the morning, the mother was called by herself, and when she arrived at the hospital, she was awake, and even the surgical consent form was signed by herself, and it was not until the afternoon that Su Yihuan saw that her family was late.

The woman's husband came out after a while, came over and asked who the attending doctor was, and then went straight to Su Yihuan.

"Where is my son?"

Su Yihuan looked at the man with red circles in his eyes opposite, and bit his lower lip, "I'm currently sent to the morgue." ”

"Born out of breath?" The man's eyes turned even redder, he touched the pocket of his clothes, took out a pack of cigarettes, and probably thought of where it was the moment he took it, so he didn't take the cigarette anywhere, but held the whole pack of cigarettes in his hand.

Su Yihuan nodded.

"My wife will trouble you." The man raked the hair on the rake head with his other hand, got up and was about to leave, but he slammed again, "Will she still be able to give birth in the future?" ”

"Yes!" Su Yihuan replied quickly this time, "Recently, I have been with the patient, pay more attention to the patient's emotions, and take care of it." ”

The second half of the sentence is Su Yihuan's selfishness, and what the mother needs most at this time is her husband's company. If he was older, Su Yihuan would definitely ask, when it was clear that his wife was already at the end of her pregnancy and it was inconvenient to move, how could you bear to leave her alone at home.

However, it was not her turn to speak. Beauty Nest

Li Chengan stretched out his hand and patted Su Yihuan's shoulder, as if he was petted.

"I was watching her in the operating room, and all I had in my mind was my mom." Su Yihuan looked at the ceiling, his eyes were not focused. "Because my mother died in childbirth."

Li Chengan's hand still patted for a while, and he didn't speak, he was a listener at the moment.

"And the situation is very similar, when my mom had a difficult birth, my dad was also on a business trip." Su Yihuan has never mentioned Wen Ruyan's matter to others, she always feels that she can't open her mouth, it is like a wound that is finally scabbed at the bottom of her heart, touching it will only make its healing period longer and more abrasive.

"It's funny to think about, originally Su Zhiyong should have had a son thirty years ago, but he didn't cherish it and couldn't keep it." Su Yi smiled happily.

"Do you know why I hate my dad so much?" Su Yihuan suddenly turned over and turned his back to Li Chengan.

"Huh?"

"My mother's due date is in early July, but my dad has basically never been home since May, and I still have the impression that my mom spends every day on the phone, when there is a phone, she sits on the landline with her stomach and calls my dad, most of the time it is not possible to get through, and the two quarrel when they get through. My grandmother came to take care of her, and I always locked me in my room as soon as school was over, and I wouldn't let me watch and listen to it. Su Yihuan stopped when she said this, the memory of being seven years old was so far away that she even needed to stop and sort it out.

"At first, I thought it was my dad who was too busy with his career and thought that my mom was making trouble unreasonably because she was pregnant, but then I gradually heard the clue from the fragmented phone call that it was my mom who suspected that my dad had someone outside." Su Yihuan had a nasal voice as she spoke, and tears came without warning.

Li Chengan gently turned Su Yihuan over, pulled a piece of paper from the bedside table, wiped her tears, and still didn't speak, he had been waiting for her to vent.

"After one or twenty days of this, my mother began to talk to no one, and her face was depressed, my grandmother and I were one old and one younger, and we didn't know anything about psychological common sense at all, and only when I grew up did I know that this was prenatal depression. Maybe because of the emotional impact on the delivery, my mother had a seizure after ten days of the due date. When she gave birth, she had a difficult birth, hemorrhage, and every time her younger brother in her belly came down, her body also plummeted. ”

Su Yihuan seemed to have finally finished speaking, snorted heavily, and after relaxing, he grabbed the pajamas on Li Cheng'an's chest and didn't let go, crying while speaking intermittently, "Su Zhiyong brought that woman home, my mother swallowed her anger for more than 20 years, my mother died of illness, I was about to swallow my breath, and the doctor called me in... I called her, she didn't answer me, I kept shouting, but she still shouldn't. ”

Li Chengan was afraid that Su Yi would be suffocating, so he lifted the quilt and exposed half of his body outside, although the air conditioner was turned on indoors, the temperature was not high, but he couldn't feel a trace of coolness, he felt as if there was a fire in his chest that was burning brightly, burning him painfully.

Li Chengan felt that his pajamas were already soaked, and Su Yihuan's tears began to dip on his skin little by little, "Good, rest." ”

"How can I have such a father, my mother was confused with excessive blood loss at the time, and she was still looking forward to him, he... He never showed up. ”

Su Yihuan cried in this position for a while, and in the end, the whole person trembled, stopped talking, and slowly calmed down. Li Cheng'an got up and went to the bathroom to wash a hot towel and came out, wiped her face and neck, then wrapped her tightly in the quilt, went to change into pajamas, and then went to bed.

Because he had experienced too much this day and cried again, Su Yihuan soon fell asleep, but Li Chengan didn't feel sleepy at all, listening to the breathing sound beside him, he felt that his chest was still as uncomfortable as a fire.