Chapter 123 is not easy

Ma Shi also sighed faintly and said: "Hui'er once chatted with me, Lan'er said that we all have the love of our parents, and the family is also warm and cared for."

But Xuan'er was the only one born in such a strange family, her father died not long after she was born, and her mother disliked that she was not a boy, and she couldn't let their mother and daughter live better, but suffered more friction.

It was only when she was dying that she came to her senses, and she took her on a long journey to our house, and she was at a loss for what to do, and she was inferior everywhere.

In addition, the only dependent mother is also gone, and we can't really understand her loneliness and hesitation, and our blame and incomprehension will only make her more afraid to retreat, thinking that we are all hostile.

In fact, there are some things that she can only come out of by herself, others can't replace them, and now she is finally sober, which is also a good thing, in the future, we will encourage one or two more, teach more can always learn well, the child is not already willing to learn well.

After all, if you want to go out of our house, you can't be too bad, and it won't be good for our daughter's reputation. ”

After Ma finished speaking, he also felt that Zhao Xuan'er, a child who was indeed pitiful, was less than seven years old but had already borne all the hardships of the outside world, making her quickly strong and independent, which was unrealistic in itself.

Xu Shi also sighed and said: "That's the truth, but we are also for her good, the more bad the conditions, the better we must be, otherwise it will be difficult to talk about relatives in the future." She is also a responsibility to us.

To be honest, I'm really disgusted with her mother, I used to keep doing it, and now I'm dying and throwing a child back for us to raise, it's all our responsibility, how can she do this.

Refuse her, she's dying, and going out is two lives, and the same will be counted on our heads; Take it and have a lot of responsibility, Xuan'er used to be a bit like her mother, she likes to buy and sell strongly, and she can't use her ideas with all her scheming, which is disgusting, and where does the sympathy come from.

If we were like now, we would definitely do it if we could do it, and it didn't matter if we were wrong, and we wouldn't really care about our children.

But you have to have the attitude and appearance of a junior, we hold you carefully, you step on the ground with our sincerity, and no one is happy. ”

Ma also nodded, they are all mothers, in fact, they all understand in their hearts that they are not born with a lot less patience, and their own children will be cold when they die repeatedly, not to mention other people.

"As long as she can learn well and understand the rules and be obedient, I don't mind teaching her. Let their sisters get along well, sisters can support each other for a lifetime, and they can understand each other's bitterness and suffering, which is better than that of their brothers. ”

The old lady said earnestly, saying that she didn't rely on the Yang family, but she still soft-hearted let the sisters support each other, or left Xuan'er to rely on and retreat.

Isn't relying on sisters the same as relying on the Song and Yang families, the forces behind this can also be used, and the husband's family doesn't dare to provoke it.

Xu and Ma glanced at each other, looked at each other and smiled, the old lady, hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, is a good person, and is also very tolerant and loving to their two daughters-in-law.

The three sisters were very happy, and the atmosphere was particularly good today, the three of them were laughing and laughing, and the garden was full of the laughter of their sisters like silver bells.

I took a break at noon, and got up in the afternoon and got up in the afternoon and took the drawing board together to paint, the peony picture last time was not finished, and this time Zhao Xuaner also added it, but she just started to paint, but she was very attentive, although it was not good-looking, but she was full of interest, with a happy smile on her face.

The three of them slept together at night, muttering and talking, and for the first time Zhao Xuan'er opened her heart to tell them what life was like in the Zhao family, which opened the eyes of Zilan and Shuhui, and that kind of environment is already very strong if you don't become a madman.

It's that she has experienced so much and actually seen it, maybe she really doesn't want to have anything to do with the Zhao family anymore, talking about these is like telling a story, and she laughs.

After heart-to-heart exchanges, the relationship between the three sisters is getting better and better, and Shuhui also understands why Zhao Xuan'er is so screwed, sometimes without this screwing, she may have died a long time ago.

Doesn't it all say that people live in one breath, and now it's her blessing to figure it out.

"Sister Xuan'er, it's not easy for you, we know that we are bitter in our hearts, but we can't replace you after all, and we can't really put ourselves in your shoes to understand your suffering, the Yang family is a family with rules.

I scolded you before, Aunt Xu is the queen mother's person, such a person teaches us is our blessing and honor guard, you learn well for you only good and no harm, you are an orphan girl, some things can not be left unsaid, orphan girls will be talked about upbringing.

That is, within five non-marrying, so my grandmother gave you Aunt Xu to teach you alone, not to resent you, but to hope that you would rely on you more, in fact, my grandmother is hard-mouthed and soft-hearted, she doesn't like your mother to use coercion to let her raise a child for no reason.

But you are innocent, she still did everything she could, your mother entered the Yang family and had nothing, you know this, when your mother got married, your grandfather's property was lost, and two-thirds of the dowry was given by my grandfather.

Now I have to give you another dowry, which is a trivial matter, but if you don't learn well, it will make the elders even more chilled.

Although sometimes everyone may show some dislike, it does not prevent you from interacting with us, in fact, this is the best reliance, we represent the Song family and the Yang family, which is your reliance. ”

Zilan talked to her in the dark night, the orphan girl is helpless and pitiful, but because of this, she should be even stronger and fight for her future.

"Good sister, I know that you have always been very good to me, and I persuaded me to help me, but I have been screwing it myself, and I don't blame others, I understand. With the Zhao family as a comparison, what else do I not understand, I am just pretending to be stupid, in fact, I know everything.

It's the resentment in my own heart that has nowhere to vent, why do you all have the love of your father, I'm an orphan girl; Why doesn't my mother like me, and keeps thinking about how nice it would be if I were a son? Why am I also the concubine of the Zhao family, but I am not as good as a slave to have face.

I hate it so much, my father is also a jinshi. But I didn't know who to hate, and the fire burned in my heart, and it burned so much that I couldn't breathe.

It wasn't until the old lady woke me up that I really woke up, as if I had a dream, that person was like a hidden demon in my heart, constantly instigating me, like a beautiful voice. ”

Zhao Xuan'er is honest about her heart, and she also has her own pain that she can't say.

"I understand, silly sister, you should tell us if you have grievances, what is there to say no to us directly, don't refuse our kindness, at least we treat you sincerely."

Zilan hugged her and patted her gently, sighing in her heart, it is not easy for women in this era.