Chapter 306: Plan
Lin Wan helped Zhou Mi wipe away her tears, and said to Zhou Mi: "Okay, don't cry, wipe away your tears, everything is fine." Let's go in and discuss! ”
Zhou Mi realized that he hadn't let others into the house at all, so he smiled embarrassedly, "Look at me, I'm so excited after seeing you, I forgot to let you into the house, come in quickly!" ”
Lin Wan knocked on Zhou Mi's little head with a smile, "Let's see, what is in your head, the more times like this, the more you can't mess up, if you mess up, then we will expose everything to Aunt Zhou." ”
Zhou Mi heard Lin Wan say this, and knew that it made sense, so he could only say helplessly: "I also want to be calm, but I can't calm down at all, Wanwan, hurry up and tell me what way to save me." ”
However, after saying this, Zhou Mi said to himself: "Forget it, I know that what you said on the phone is just to comfort me, what can you do?" Even I couldn't come up with any ideas. ”
Lin Wan really didn't have an idea, but she couldn't bear to look at Zhou Mi like this, so she said: "I really didn't come up with a good idea, but I believe that as long as we work hard, we will always discuss a seamless countermeasure." ”
Now Zhou Mi has no choice but to believe in Lin Wan.
"By the way, doesn't Auntie particularly support your transformation?" Lin Wan asked.
"Needless to say, not to mention not supporting it, I feel that if my mother knows about this, she probably has the heart to strangle me to death." Zhou Mi touched his neck in fear.
"It shouldn't be", Lin Wan felt that Aunt Zhou also loved Zhou Mi, "I guess I will be angry with you for a few days." ”
However, I didn't expect Zhou Mi, who has always been very optimistic, to say, "Hey, you don't understand, you always thought that my mother loved me, but you don't know, when the third summer vacation of the Lunar New Year, I took advantage of no one at home, took her skirt, and her cosmetics to dress up in my room, at that time I really wished I was a girl, but what I didn't expect was that my mother happened to be playing cards that day."
I was so angry, so when I came home early and opened the room and saw me like that, you don't know how badly she beat me, and while beating me, she said that you are so embarrassed, and you are so ashamed......"
Zhou Mi thought of the scene at that time, and now she can't accept it in her heart, she doesn't understand that she is obviously her mother's child, but because she didn't live according to her mother's wishes, her mother beat herself up, and even released cruel words, if she does such a thing again, then she will leave this house, she will never want to accept her son again.
Therefore, it was from this beating that Zhou Mi never thought that his mother's love for her was higher than his mother's existing reputation, even if her mother loved her, she would not agree to let Zhou Mi change sex, and even said that she could understand Zhou Mi's own thoughts.
Although Zhou Mi went to the hospital to find out about this matter after becoming an adult, it was actually a disease and a mistake in psychological cognition.
It's not her fault that she has this disease, but what can be done? There are not so many people in this world who understand her, and even the mother who should understand her the most and who brought her into this world may not understand.
Lin Wan saw Zhou Mi looking so sad, and knew that she must have thought of the unpleasant things that had happened before, so Lin Wan looked at Zhou Mi and said, "I'm sorry, Zhou Mi, I shouldn't have mentioned this matter, but I made you sad again." ”
Zhou Mi looked at Lin Wan's self-blame, shook his head, and said, "It's not your fault, it's just that I remember the past in my own heart, and I'm a little sad, besides, what does all this have to do with you?" In my opinion, all of this is just predestined. Sometimes I wonder countless times if my parents were not them, if I had another family, would they have accepted me? Will I be allowed to do this? But this answer is unsolvable, because in this life I only have such parents who will not accept me and will not approve of my way of life. ”
Lin Wan looked at what Zhou Mi said so sadly, and she didn't know what to do in her heart, Lin Wan faced Zhou Mi and said: "Since that's the case, otherwise let's confess to Auntie, let her know the truth of all this, and see what it is."
It's not about being able to understand you, to be able to really think for you from your point of view. ”
Zhou Mi didn't dare to try it easily, because she was afraid, she was afraid that after confessing, she would really have no parents again.
Zhou Mi actually complained about his mother, but he cared about his mother very much in his heart.
"However, Zhou Mi, you have to know about this matter, if you plan to hide it, you may have to hide it for a long time, and you may not be able to confess it for the rest of your life, but are you confident?" Lin Wan asked.
In fact, Zhou Mi was moved by Lin Wan's words in her heart, because after all, she couldn't hide her mother for the rest of her life, so Zhou Mi nodded, "Okay, let's try it once, but if I fail this time, I may not have the courage to do it again in my life." ”
However, Lin Wan said to Zhou Mi with a little expectation: "No, I believe that your mother will not let us down, I think compared with your lifelong happiness, she should know which is more important." ”
Zhou Mi didn't want to live a lifetime in hiding like this, so he nodded and agreed to try under Lin Wan's instigation, just at this time Zhou Mi's mobile phone also rang, seeing that it was his mother's phone, Zhou Mi was a little nervous, he was always afraid that his mother would not accept him.
As soon as Zhou Mi received the call, he was connected at Lin Wan's signal, so Aunt Zhou's hearty voice came from there, "Zhou Mi, why are you so slow to answer a call?" What are you doing, the boss is not easy to find a job, and it is not easy to find a girlfriend. ”
Before Zhou Mi could speak, he heard his mother continue: "Okay, don't forget to come over tonight, otherwise it will take several days for me to eat when the meal is ready." ”
Zhou Mi agreed, "I know, by the way, Mom, do you remember the variety show I liked when I was a child?" ”
Zhou's mother listened to Zhou Mi ask herself this question, and felt very sudden in her heart, and said: "Why did you suddenly remember to ask this question, I have a little impression, is the host a deformed person, I have always asked you not to watch it, you have to listen, what a disgusting person, male not male, female not female?" ”