In winter, the sky doesn't always light up so quickly. Even when it was time for school, the sky was only gray and a little light. The white crescent moon still hangs in the sky, not disappearing. The golden sunlight has not yet appeared, it is nowhere to be seen, and it is not known if it will appear on this day.

On the bare branches, a few birds paced back and forth in the middle. It seems to be joyful, but it can be chirped, but it is very bleak in conjunction with the winter.

I wrapped my coat tightly and walked out of the dormitory. Listening to the birdsong outside, my heart also felt sad, and I kept chanting the ancient poetry test point of "Badong Three Gorges Wuxia Chief, Ape Singing Three Tears". Gradually, I also understood the meaning of this exclamation from the fishermen of the Three Gorges because of the sadness of the desolate scene.

After I hastily bought breakfast in the cafeteria, I ran to the class as usual, nibbling on the bread in my hand.

Looking at the familiar and unfamiliar students on the school road, I don't know why, Zhou Jieyi's appearance gradually occupied my mind.

I stopped, hesitating. If you continue to go down, you will definitely see him around the corner. I don't remember when it started, but I remember that it was a long, long time ago, and he would buy an extra breakfast every day and wait for me just around the corner. Even if he was going to be late, he waited there, then sprinted with me, pressed the points together, and finally got cleaned up again.

But now I want to run away from him, I don't want to see him, because I don't know how to face him, how to face what he has done for me, how to face the relationship between us that crosses the line......

All this awakening came too slowly and too quickly, if I could understand Zhou Jieyi's feelings for me earlier, maybe I could have more confidence to reject him and refuse his contribution. If I could have understood it later, maybe I would have liked him who was stupidly guarding me.

I thought, maybe if I ran away, he would have forgotten about it. You won't be stupid.

But maybe the one who is really stupid is myself, because I can't even feel if I like him or not......

It will be natural to be with him, easy to be with him, and joyful with him...... Is this what it feels like?

The wind was a little cool and ran past my ankles. I stood on the school road in a daze, my heart was a mess, my eyes were a little dull and tired, and the world in front of me became a little bleak.

I silently turned around and walked towards the path at the back door of the cafeteria, trying to bypass the school road and avoid him.

The path behind the canteen was deserted and overgrown with weeds. But in the winter, it looks a little yellow, and it lacks the vitality that weeds should have.

I walked forward briskly, the crisp sound of my feet stepping on the dead leaves, accompanied by the whining of the wind. Everything was so peaceful.

Suddenly, the sound of a brawl came, followed by a scream.

The voice was so terrifying that it startled my back, and the hairs on my body stood on end. I clenched my sweaty hands, followed the sound, and poked my head into a shallow cul-de-sac beside the path.

Sure enough, the sound came from there, and there were four tall strong men standing in the dead end, and a relatively thin boy lying on the ground. But they are all wearing the uniforms of our school, and looking at the difference between the school emblems, they should be freshmen in the first year of high school.

"Hey, you don't have the money to borrow me, but you still have the money to buy breakfast?"

One of the standing boys spoke first, and kicked the boy who was already lying on the ground in the stomach.

The little boy on the ground screamed again, clutching his stomach and rolling on the ground.

"A bunch of!"

I hid by the wall at the mouth of the alley and watched, muttering quietly, and my teeth itched with anger. I stepped forward and took two steps forward to say a word for justice. The fist that was about to move wanted to rush up and beat them up.

But before I could move, I was spotted by one of the thugs.

He has a fat head and big ears, but his face is fierce, and his eyelids are swollen and sinking, covering most of his eyes, but there is the greatest malice hidden in his small eyes. He stared at me with a fierce look in his eyes. It seemed to warn me not to meddle too much, or else it would be rude to me.

I was stunned by the look in his eyes. My heart was beating uncontrollably fast, and my calves were somehow frozen in place, so I couldn't run away. The sweat in the palms of his hands was bubbling outward, his shoulders were trembling a little, and his throat seemed to be choked by something, and he couldn't say a word.

I clenched my fists even more and looked at the four of them, a blank mind quickly calculating how likely I was to win them, and the result was naturally impossible.

It wasn't until the thug came towards me with a fierce face that my instinctive desire to survive was awakened. My calves trembled, and I immediately ran out of the dead end and ran quickly across the path.

When I returned to the school road, I slowly withdrew from my fear and my mood slowly calmed down.

"A dozen four? How could I possibly beat those four of them? ”

"You bunch of garbage, I'll definitely find a way to clean you up!" I turned back to the path and cursed loudly.

Looking back at the corner at the far end of the school road, there was still the familiar figure, the hem of his clothes blown by the cold wind, and he was waiting for someone with a hot breakfast and cow in his hand......