Jiang Hongwen also knew that Jiang Yanli's appearance like Jiang Yingyue was extremely beneficial to him. If he looks like Xie Yuxuan, it will be worse.

What kind of existence Xie Yuxuan is for Jiang Yingyue, Jiang Hongwen really knows a lot in his heart.

If Jiang Yanli looks like Xie Yuxuan, stay by Jiang Yingyue's side, Jiang Yingyue often looks at that face, and he can think of Xie Yuxuan, and his life will definitely be sad in the future.

However, this child is not like his father, nor like his mother, but like his own sister. Jiang Hongwen really didn't know whether to say that this was fate or something, and it was a loss to give this child such a look, otherwise she would be so sad in the future.

After Jiang Yingyue and Chu Hancheng came out of Hongqiao's doctor's side, they came over to take Jiang Yanli and prepared to go home.

Because Jiang Hongwen really didn't have anything to do on Jiang Yingyue's side, it would be useless for him to guard here. After all, he is not a doctor, and he cannot prescribe medicine to cure diseases. And staying here, it is inevitable that she and Jiang Hongwen will feel uncomfortable in their hearts, it is better to go home after reading it.

Recently, Jiang Yingyue happened to be on maternity leave at home, although she was already out of confinement, but Mr. Chu insisted that he take an extra month off. After completely recuperating my body, I will go back to work in the law firm. Originally, Jiang Yingyue was also in a hurry to work, but seeing that the child was so young, she was a little reluctant to be around. So I agreed, Mr. Chu said to rest for a month more, anyway, he has rested enough this year, and he is not afraid of bites if there are more lice, not to mention that there are two right-hand men in the law firm, and his absence will not have any effect. It's just that some people who come to him to fight a lawsuit can't find a better lawyer than him.

However, even if she wasn't there, it wouldn't fall that day, so Jiang Yingyue was at home with peace of mind, but who knew that she just happened to get together and met Jiang Hongwen.

Two days later, Gu Heng sent good news to Jiang Yingyue. Jiang Hongwen's bail has been passed, and he has just received good news from Gu Heng here, and the prison guards over there have also withdrawn from the gate of the villa.

As soon as she evacuated, Jiang Yingyue arranged it as soon as possible, and took Jiang Hongwen out of the hospital and went to the cemetery.

Jiang Yingyue's mother has been gone for several years, and after several years of wind and sun, even the tombstone has traces of time. However, in the past few years, Jiang Hongwen has never come to see her.

This time, Jiang Yingyue didn't come with Mr. Chu, she pushed Jiang Hongwen's wheelchair and finally stopped in front of her mother's tombstone. I went over to clean the dust and grass on the tombstone first, and put the bouquet I had prepared before. When he turned around, he saw Jiang Hongwen's eyes, and he was a little stunned, probably because the photo on the tombstone completely aroused his complete impression of his wife.

For more than six years, even in Jiang Yingyue's mind, the image of her mother is gradually fading. Occasionally, when I think about it, the clear is only the outline, and the facial features and everything else have to be done with the help of photos. Looking at Jiang Hongwen now, it is obvious that he has forgotten more than himself.

"You've never been here in all these years, have you? Look at the look in your eyes when you see the photo. I know you're going to forget about her. ”

Jiang Hongwen couldn't refute this at all. Yes, it's been 6 years, and he has never come to take a look at it for more than 6 years, let alone sweep the grave. Even if he had such an idea, he would be pinched off by Xie Yuxuan. On the other hand, he is really busy and has no time to take care of it.

Living people, the little wives in the family can't love them, where do you remember this person who has been dead for many years?

Seeing that Jiang Hongwen didn't even have a word to refute, Jiang Yingyue's heart was extremely uncomfortable.

"She is also your wife, your first love, she has been with you silently for so many years, from your nothingness to your success. She gave up her career and her own share of the sky, just to protect you. In the end, because of your betrayal, you paid the price with your life. It turned out that all his efforts for so many years were in vain after all. You should understand by now why I hate you so much, because I have known for a long time that even if you are my biological father, you still cannot change the fact that you are a heartless person.

You're already so ruthless, but you still think you're amorous. When people reach middle age, they can even love again vigorously and marry a woman of the same age as their daughter. Maybe your love is not wrong, your feelings for my mother have come to an end, there is a lack of communication between you, the love between you is slowly wearing out, and the only thing left is a kind of family affection with me as a connection. And after all, I don't care about anything in your heart.

So. You have abandoned me, you have abandoned her. In the end, I married your so-called love, and you always felt that you were right, so you never refused to come here to see him in the past 6 years. Is that right? It's been 6 years, but it's only the first time you've come here when you're dying. Jiang Hongwen, Mr. Jiang, did you ever know that you yourself are such a ruthless person? ”

Jiang Yingyue looked at Jiang Hongwen, who was sitting in a wheelchair and had no strength, and asked question by sentence, Zhang Hongwen almost didn't know how to answer, he just stared at the tombstone with a pair of cloudy old eyes, wanting to cry without tears.

Jiang Yingyue said enough, looking at Jiang Hongwen's painful appearance. He didn't continue, but turned around and walked to the side, leaving the place to Jiang Hongwen and letting her face it herself.

Jiang Yingyue had only taken a few steps, and Jiang Hongwen couldn't help it, and tears rolled down from his eyes.

After all, it was because of him that his wife died. Still left so aggrieved, at this moment Jiang Hongwen was sitting here, stretching out his hand, wanting to touch the photo on the tombstone, but the whole person accidentally slipped directly from the wheelchair. didn't shout, Jiang Yingyue came over to help herself. Jiang Hongwen just lay on the ground like that, and then reached out and touched the photo on the tombstone.

The world is impermanent, who would have expected that he would regret it one day.

Jiang Yingyue is right, she was indeed in love at the beginning, and for the sake of love, she left behind everything she had been. greeted his new feelings, and he also paid a lot for his new feelings and new family. But the final result was still unsatisfactory, not only was he not satisfied, but even Jiang Hongwen regretted it. Yes, I didn't expect anything at the time, and I didn't have any regrets.

However, the more I felt that I had done the right thing at that time, and now I regret it. Probably this is really retribution, at this moment in life, the regret in the heart is incomprehensible.

Kneeling in front of the tombstone, Jiang Hongwen burst into tears.

"I'm sorry! I'm sorry! You and I have been married for many years, but I finally failed you. I was wrong, and I came to confess to you. Can you still hear it? I was wrong, I'm sorry. It's me who let you go so miserable, and it's also that I'm sorry for our daughter, who has made her suffer so much over the years, and it's me who is obsessed with lard. It's all me, it's all me, and if it weren't for me, none of you would lie here, and one of you would hate me forever. I know that everything now is my retribution, and I should bear it. If there is an afterlife, I will be a cow or a horse to repay what I owe to you. Even if there is no next life, you let me suffer in hell forever, I am willing, I am willing to bear all the suffering, I can repent to you. I don't dare to ask for your forgiveness, and I don't dare to ask for extravagance, Yingyue can still call me Dad. ”

After speaking, Jiang Hongwen cried uncontrollably in front of the grave.

By now, he couldn't forgive himself. I can't forgive myself, so how can I ask Jiang Yingyue to forgive myself. Now Jiang Yingyue can still bring him here to apologize and repent, which is already very worthy of him.

Jiang Yingyue allowed Jiang Hongwen to kneel in front of the grave like that, and kept saying apologies to her mother without any action. is also because he feels that Jiang Hongwen has done something wrong, and he needs to have an apology, even if the other party can't hear it.

Maybe this can also free Jiang Hongwen, people are about to die, what else can't be written off?

After returning from the cemetery, Jiang Yingyue took Jiang Hongwen to the hospital. After he was settled, he drove home. Mr. Chu and the two children in the house were waiting for him, getting rid of that very uncomfortable and uncomfortable emotion, and when he returned home, he could feel the warmth again, and Jiang Yingyue's heart was somewhat healed.

If you had been abroad for a long time and would never have chosen to come back, one day you suddenly heard the news that Jiang Hongwen was seriously ill, or if he was just a little sad for a while, he would no longer have any emotions. But after all, he came back, and after returning to China, he often faced his state of mind, which would cause some changes, so that by now, Jiang Yingyue was easily affected by the changes in things. Fortunately, there are Mr. Chu and the children in the house, otherwise he wouldn't know how his emotions should be treated.

You can't bury your emotions in pain forever, how tiring it would be to live like that.

"How about it, you didn't let me accompany you, are you okay?"

Jiang Yingyue nodded: "It's okay." At least in her lifetime, whether my mother could hear it or not, Jiang Hongwen had already apologized to her. A long time ago, I couldn't even imagine that a person whose wife had not visited the grave for six years after her death would one day go to the tombstone to apologize. ”

"Actually, I don't care what he does, all I care about is your emotions, Mrs. Chu. Every time I let you do these things, I feel extra nervous, you know? ”

"I'm fine, Mr. Chu. I'm fine and haven't been affected by too many emotions. At least for now, I think it's good. Although when I do these things, I feel pressured, annoyed, and reluctant to face them, but after doing them, I feel relaxed, at least that's what I want. His apologetic mother couldn't hear a word anymore, but I could hear every word of his apology clearly. Whether it was or not, it was almost the end of my life that I had to have such an apology, but at least for me it was a real apology, and I needed to hear such an apology to sustain me to keep going. Maybe when I chose to return to China, it was for this day, but now, I am very happy to be benevolent. ”

"Okay, as long as you feel good. Let's go see the children, they are all exceptionally obedient today. After eating and playing for a while, you will go to sleep quietly, and if you don't cry or make trouble, it is also very attractive. ”

Chu Hancheng said words that relieved Jiang Yingyue, but he also wanted to reassure her. She has to worry about Jiang Hongwen's affairs, and Mr. Chu refuses to let her bother anymore about the affairs of the family.