How much despair a person has experienced before choosing to end his life by suicide

I probably thought about it, and I had such a crazy idea during those days of mourning, but we don't have the right to have it, and we don't have the right to give it up

I guess I'm a coward

But I had no idea what the girl in front of me was thinking

"Lin Yi, it's dangerous there, can you come down quickly?"

I slowly approached her, I didn't know what I could do

But I knew it was cold and she would catch a cold in her dress, so I should take her back to my room

"Lin Yi, it's cold here, let's go back to the room, okay?"

I walked up to a few meters from her and held out my hand to her

At this time, I finally saw her tears, and I seemed to want to wipe her tears, but I couldn't

"Today they found it, wherever they went, they will find me, I can't escape, they're coming, they're going to take me back to that nasty place, it's like a prison,"

I wanted to say something to comfort her, but my throat seemed to be blocked by something, and I think I can understand what that sentence means

"Actually, I've always been an obedient child, and I've always complied with the family's arrangement, but I really, really don't want to have a choice for my whole life."

She lowered her head and covered her face with her hands, like a child

It was pointless to keep others from crying, and I could hear her crying clearly

"I'm probably going to be considered a bad boy and disgrace to my family."

"I'm like a robot, I can only execute, I really hate it, I hate myself like this"

"Teasing you like that some time ago.,It's the only thing that isn't in the order.,It's so funny and funny.,Say I like you seriously."

She suddenly raised her head, and the smile on her face was like that of a little girl who had found her favorite toy

Take a deep breath and feel relieved

"Sorry to get you involved"

"It's a bad boy's choice"

That smile seems far-fetched, it seems to be relaxed, it seems to give up everything

These meters are like thousands of mountains and rivers, and they want to completely separate the two of us

Such a good girl who is willing to speak to me from the heart, how could I let you die

I'm an irresponsible person, right

The distance from the sixth floor no longer makes me remember why I had the courage to jump like this

I guess it was a sudden brain fever last night and I made a decision to help her

Probably the girl who suddenly said she liked me, obviously she could live well alone before, what was I looking forward to, it was just her teasing me

I think I'm sorry for my family

If I think about it for a few more seconds, I won't jump off

However, the girl in my arms didn't give me any time to think

"What a fool."

These were the last words I heard

Let the world surround these two poor people who are warming each other

Then I felt the softness behind me, and it seemed that I had landed safely

I let go of my hand and let the rain hit me, but I didn't want to open my eyes either

'If you hold her hand, protect her to the end'

In that case, I guess I probably did

The sound of the engines of various cars, and the figure that seemed to be in a trance in front of him