Chapter 178: A Broken Heartbeat
The two parents watched Bujin for a while, and found that she showed no signs of waking up, Mrs. Chu stood up: "Let's go out and wait, there are some things I want to discuss with you." ”
Chu Yiran knew what to discuss as soon as she saw her mother's expression, she looked at Bu Jinyu helplessly, very entangled, and didn't know who to listen to.
They left Bujinyu's room one after another, and Mrs. Chu leaned against the wall outside the door and was silent for a while: "I plan to take Yangyang abroad, although abroad is not necessarily safer than at home, but at least let her settle down, don't always do those uncontrollable dangerous things." ”
If no one answers her, this is equivalent to asking Bujin to give up everything she has now, will she be willing?
Mrs. Lou knew that this was probably also the meaning of wanting to break off the relationship with Lou Xinglan, if Bu Jinyu hadn't met Lou Xinglan, maybe he would be an ordinary doctor now, and he would not have had the opportunity to come into contact with these dangerous things.
Chu Yiran pursed his lips: "Mom, don't be so decisive first, let's wait for Yangyang to wake up, can't we?" "It's for the sake of my daughter, but I also want to ask for other people's opinions, right?
"Do you think he'll agree?" Mrs. Chu looked at Chu Yiran fixedly.
Chu Yiran instantly realized, her eyes widened in disbelief: "Are you trying to take her away directly against her wishes?" ”
Mrs. Chu did not answer her, and her silent attitude already said everything.
Chu Yiran felt that her mother might really be a little overconcerned, and she controlled her emotions: "Mom, have you ever thought that Yangyang is not close to us now, and if you force her like this, you will completely push her out." ”
Chu Yiran's father also felt that this method was inappropriate, no matter how much he avoided the risk, he couldn't ignore her wishes: "It's better to wait for Yangyang to wake up, let her make her own decisions, children and grandchildren have their own children and grandchildren, it's better for us to intervene less." ”
Mrs. Chu covered her face with her hands and cried: "What can I do about this......
No one could answer her, and now the situation was stabilized, but there was no clear statement on the follow-up of those who were supernatural, not even a cure.
Although Bujin Yu didn't wake up, she knew what was going on outside, she was now in a very mysterious state, she could feel what was happening around her, even the screen window was blown by the wind, and she could hear the conversation outside the door, the only helplessness was that she couldn't wake up.
She was very conscious, more awake than ever, she was a little helpless, did she have to sleep for a few days and nights? This time it's okay, the heartbeat is steady, otherwise it would frighten another wave of people.
Lou Xinglan hurried over after getting off work, and when he saw everyone waiting outside the door, he suddenly stopped, Chu Yiran looked at him with a very complicated look, he had a bad premonition, but this was reasonable.
He greeted them one by one, and then stood quietly, waiting for the elders to speak.
Mrs. Chu looked at him seriously, and sighed after a while: "Xinglan, I speak more directly, don't be angry, if Yangyang wakes up this time and finds that the relationship between you is not as deep as you think, I will take her abroad, not to break you up, but to ......"
Mrs. Chu was interrupted by Lou Xinglan before she finished speaking: "Auntie, no matter whether I have a deep relationship with the goldfish or not, you can't take her abroad, the situation abroad is not better than at home, and the most important thing is that Mu Xi, the person who has been eyeing the goldfish has escaped from the country, if you take her abroad, you will be a sheep in the tiger's mouth." ”
Lou Xinglan said objectively, no matter how he and Bujin ended up, he didn't want her to have an accident.
"This ......" Mrs. Chu looked at Chu Yiran and them in embarrassment, but she didn't expect that there was such a thing among them: "But can you protect her if you stay in the country?" ”
Based on everything that has happened in the past few years, they no longer believe Lou Xinglan.
Lou Xinglan looked at their family apologetically: "I'm sorry, I haven't protected the goldfish well, but I promise that I won't let her be hurt a little bit from now on." ”
Mrs. Chu looked at him without talking, wondering if he could really do it.
"Okay, let's do it first, and the rest will wait for Yangyang to wake up, and you also have to listen to her opinion." Chu Yiran didn't want them to discuss her affairs over Bujin again, no matter how well they discussed, wouldn't they still have to listen to their own opinions in the end.
Bujin heard them struggle for a long time over what they were discussing, trying to wake up, but couldn't do anything about it. In the end, she also gave up, slowly calmed down, and many of the issues that she had ignored before now began to be reconsidered.
She is in an extremely unstable state now, she may fall into a coma at any time, and she may not wake up at any time, so she will only cause trouble to others, Lou Xinglan has so many things to do every day, how can she have time to take care of her?
Therefore, her biological mother avoided her shortcomings and accused Lou Xinglan of a certain amount of reason, she is really not suitable to promise anything to anyone in her current appearance.
Bu Jin Yu thought a little pessimistically, Lou Xinglan across the wall suddenly felt an inexplicable sadness, and the heartbeat that belonged to Bu Jin gradually became weak, and he was slowly about to lose his senses, something was pulling away from his body.
"Goldfish!" Lou Xinglan hurriedly pushed open the door and ran to Bu Jinyu's bedside.
"What's wrong?"
"What's going on?" Chu Yiran and the others also followed in a panic.
Lou Xinglan looked at the instrument next to the bed, the index on it was normal, and he listened to it close to Bujinyu's heart for a while, his heartbeat was still strong, so why couldn't he feel it......
"I can't feel the heartbeat of a goldfish." Lou Xinglan frowned and looked at Jiang Huaisheng.
In that instant, he felt nothing.
Jiang Huaisheng looked at him and then at Bu Jinyu, and said hesitantly: "It may be that Xiao Bu is subjectively unwilling to share her heartbeat with you, so the connection between you is broken." It may sound like a joke, but it's very much in line with the current state.
"Why?" Lou Xinglan didn't understand what this meant.
"The heartbeat connection between you was set up when Xiaobu transfused the blood to you, and at that time she was bent on saving you, so she volunteered to share her life with you, and you also had a series of changes later, and now she may need to disconnect this connection with you for some reason." Jiang Huaisheng was very confident in this inference.
"I've always felt like she's not awake now, but she can hear what we're saying."
Lou Xinglan suddenly felt a little out of breath: "You mean she doesn't need me anymore?" ”
Jiang Huaisheng shook his head: "No, you can be more confident in yourself." ”
In the evening, Chu Yiran sent a few of them back, and Lou Xinglan was the only one left in the room.
He sat quietly next to Bujin Yu and held her hand, and whispered in her ear: "Goldfish, I don't know if you can hear me now, if you can hear me, then you can listen, I won't let you go, never." I can help you solve your worries and troubles, as long as you stay, you can say whatever you say, and accommodate you unconditionally, because I love you. ”
Bujin listened in a daze, it seemed that their words and the sudden disappearance of the heartbeat had frightened him, and if she could wake up now, she would definitely tell him that she was not going anywhere, and that she would always be by his side, because she loved him too.
In the middle of the night, Bu Jinyu's consciousness finally blurred, and she slowly fell asleep, she had a hunch that waking up from sleep this time was really waking up.
Another early morning, Lou Xinglan woke up and looked at Bu Jinyu beside him, still asleep quietly, with no sign of waking up, he gently imprinted a kiss on her forehead: "Good morning, goldfish." "He seems to be getting used to it.
"Good morning, Lou Xinglan." Bu Jinyu opened his eyes and looked at him with a clear look.
Looking at each other, Lou Xinglan looked at her stunned, a little unable to believe that this was true, until Bu Jinyu raised his hand around his neck and kissed the corner of his mouth, he reacted: "Goldfish!" You're awake! ”
"Well, I'm awake." Bujin looked at him with a smile.
Lou Xinglan hugged her excitedly: "Great! ”
Bu Jinyu smiled, patted him on the back and comforted: "Don't be afraid in the future, I won't fall asleep inexplicably anymore." ”
"Hmm." Lou Xinglan is completely out of mind now, and she doesn't know what to do, she just blindly hugs her.
"I heard everything you said when I was asleep this time." Bu Jin Yu said slowly, as soon as this sentence came out, she obviously felt Lou Xinglan holding her tightly.
"I've thought about it a lot, I've thought about leaving you for the time being and waiting until I'm sure what state I'm in and if I can avoid some side effects before coming back to you, now I'm like a time bomb, I don't know when it's going to explode, it's very unfair and troublesome for you."
"I'm not afraid of trouble, what I'm afraid of is that you leave me." Lou Xinglan let go of Bu Jinyu, raised his head and looked directly into her eyes.
"I know." Bu Jinyu smiled and pinched his face: "So I decided not to go, because I have already mastered the trick, and there will be no more uncontrollable situations in the future." ”
Lou Xinglan knew Bujin too well, and as soon as she said this, he understood: "This is the reason why you unravel the heartbeat connection between us?" ”
Bujin nodded: "Yes, because I found that the connection between the two of us will tilt the state between us, you will become weak in my heyday, I will be in a coma in my heyday, unable to reach a state of equilibrium, a bit similar to a conjoined baby, only when we are relatively balanced will we not be affected." ”
"I see." Lou Xinglan knew that when Bu Jinyu was in a good state, he did have a feeling of powerlessness and even detachment.
"So you're really not going to leave me, are you?" Lou Xinglan asked again uncertainly.
"I will never leave you." Bu Jinyu looked at him seriously: "As for my biological parents, I will explain it clearly, they will definitely understand me." ”
"I'll go with you." Lou Xinglan was a little worried.
"No, it's not good if you go." Bujin felt that it was time to talk to them seriously, and many of the issues that had been avoided before could no longer be avoided.
"Okay, then call me in time if there's anything wrong."
Bujin smiled helplessly: "What can be wrong, it's not going to war." ”