Zhang Guiren stood alone in the hall, remembering what Miaoyin said, Sima Yao had died, even if he was killed by his own hands, he still cared for himself, and did not complain at all, he couldn't help but feel sad and regretful.

If all this could be done again, she would only like to live again for him without regrets, and she would never be so willful and selfish again. In the end, he couldn't understand his sincerity, even if he tolerated himself in every way before, he couldn't increase his trust in him, it can be seen that from beginning to end, he is the one who didn't really give his heart and lived up to the love of an emperor.

If she could do it all over again, she would definitely love him well and give everything for him.

She thought about it over and over again, silently closed her eyes, and fell into a deep sleep.

When she woke up, she was not in her own palace, she was sleeping in a simple hut, and the surrounding environment was so strange and familiar. She was a little confused for a while, and looked around, only to find that her room was actually the kind of back cover room shared by ordinary palace maids.

She was startled and habitually shouted, "Someone, someone!" ”

It was quiet, but no one answered her.

She felt a sense of fear from the bottom of her heart, as if she was in a mausoleum, and there was no living person around, she frantically pushed open the door and rushed out of the door, only to find that the sky was full of stars, and she was still in the palace, and the environment was so familiar......

Isn't this the small courtyard where I lived when I first entered the palace?

She was puzzled for a while, but saw a palace maid walking in the distance, holding a basin of water in her hand.

She ran over as if in a gust of wind, grabbed the maid and asked, "Why am I here?" ”

The palace maid looked at her in surprise and asked, "Sister Wan, we live here, why do you seem to have a nightmare?" ”

Zhang Guiren looked at her intently, only to find that she had a delicate face and kind eyebrows, which was Cai Nushi. In the ecstasy, she didn't feel anything wrong, just hugged her happily and shouted, "Ah Yu, the queen let you out?" ”

Ah Yu asked strangely, "The queen mother?" I've never seen the queen before, Wan'er, you won't still be burning, come into the house, I'll wipe your body. ”

Zhang Guiren felt a little strange at this time, and she asked, "Why do you call me Wan'er?" Didn't you say that it was rude to call it like that, and you refused to call it anyway? ”

Ah Yu was angry and funny, and said teasingly: "So, what should I call you?" ”

Zhang Guiren replied as a matter of course: "Don't you always call me Niangniang?" ”

A sudden realization appeared on his face, and he said anxiously: "Sure enough, the fever has not subsided, tell you not to run around, go into the house quickly, if you are really seriously ill, no one can save you." ”

Zhang Guiren no longer argued with her, she had already discovered that Ah Yu in front of her was very young, but like Cai Nushi when she was a teenager, she didn't have the domineering momentum of a senior female official, but she was very kind and lovely.

She silently followed behind Ah Yu and asked softly, "Do we have a mirror in our house?" ”

Ah Yu entered the house and put down the basin, and then seemed to be relieved and replied: "Naturally, there is, but isn't it the pear blossom wood mirror that you love to shine on, I thought you burned out your brain, and now it seems that this love of stinky beauty is still there, and it can be seen that people are fine." As he spoke, he handed her a small mirror carved from an old kapok.

This mirror......

Zhang Guiren's tears flowed, how many times did she shine on her charming face when she was young, hoping that one day she could be favored by the young and handsome emperor and become a little maid by his side.

At that time, her dream was just to be by the emperor's side and see him every day.

Since when did she become more and more ambitious, so much so that she forced the emperor to say that if the queen was gone, she would make herself the queen......

And the emperor didn't think it was a fool, and actually agreed.

A man who loves her so much, she can actually do it, what kind of ghost is this.

She couldn't stop crying, but Ah Yu only thought that she was unhappy because she was sick, and she didn't blame her, but gently handed her a handkerchief and asked, "Do you think of your mother again?" ”

When I was young, my biggest regret was that I didn't see my mother for the last time, although my mother was not a good mother, and she never put a little more thought into herself, but she was also the person who gave birth to herself, blood is thicker than water, and she is very attached to her mother.

At this time, the only person in her heart was the handsome young man, Sima Yao.

She suddenly burst into ecstasy, if she really went back to the past, wouldn't Sima Yao not die?

She looked very good-looking when she burst into laughter, Ah Yu looked at her attentively, and only felt that Wan'er's smile was really like a sea of flowers in the sky, and like a bright starry sky, which made people feel happy.

Zhang Guiren asked, "Your Majesty, are you in good health now?" ”

Ah Yu held his forehead and replied helplessly: "Naturally, it's good, but this kind of thing is not something you and I can care about, you better sleep first." ”

Zhang Guiren was very happy and slept obediently, like a child.

She said to Ah Yu seriously: "Ah Yu, you must wake me up with your own mouth tomorrow, I don't want to wake up from this dream, only if you call me, I can stay here." ”

Ah Yu obviously didn't understand what she meant, so she could only agree: "No one will call you except me, you can sleep with you, and I will find a way to steal a bowl of porridge for you to drink tomorrow morning." ”

This is her Ah Yu, although straightforward, but sincere to her, no one will take care of her like this except Ah Yu.

Zhang Guiren fell asleep happily, full of thoughts that he would be able to see the living emperor tomorrow, only to feel that all his troubles were gone, and he slept exceptionally sweetly.

"Wan'er, Wan'er, it's time to ......"

It's noisy...... And his hands are pushing and shoving......

When she was woken up, she didn't react for a while, and said angrily: ", who allowed you to touch me?" ”

When she opened her eyes, she saw a stunned gaze, and she asked stupidly, "Wan'er, your expression just now was so fierce...... Are you having nightmares? ”

Zhang Guiren, now she can only call her Wan'er, Wan'er only then remembered that she had really returned to the past, the dream-like past life, the blood on her hands and the ground, isn't it a nightmare.

She smiled softly: "I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I did have a nightmare just now, but fortunately, my sister woke me up." ”

Seeing that she had returned to normal, Ah Yu relieved herself, handed her a bowl of porridge that was still warm, and said, "Go and wash up, this bird's nest porridge can support people, but I went to the kitchen to beg for a long time, and they gave me a small half bowl." ”

Wan'er looked at her gratefully, and said stupidly: "Sister Ayu, you are so good to me......

As if she couldn't see her sincere expression, Ah Yu turned her head and said embarrassedly: "You are my sister, I naturally want to be good to you, and when I get sick in the future, I also expect you to take care of me." Her tone was playful, and although it was a joke, she always felt that she was quite serious.

When she was young, Wan'er naturally couldn't find her abnormality, but now Wan'er is Zhang Guiren, who has been in the palace, she can't help but hesitate a little in her heart, but her face is silent, and there is no uneasiness.

Ah, why do you feel a little guilty? What is there to feel guilty about?

Wan'er couldn't understand for a while, and didn't ask for an outlet, just silently freshened up, and drank the bowl of porridge, the porridge was soft and sweet, it was really delicious, although she didn't drink bird's nest porridge in her previous life, but at this time she was very hungry, and she only felt that this porridge was delicious and had to eat her tongue, Wan'er couldn't wait to lick the bowl clean, but she was really embarrassed, so she could only reluctantly put down the bowl, with an unfinished meaning in her eyes.

Ah Yu's expression had regained his relaxation, and he looked at her with a smile and a good appetite, and said: "This porridge is good, I heard that it is specially made for the queen's mother, and we little palace maids can smell the fragrance and be considered blessed." ”

Wan'er asked, "Why do the people in the kitchen dare to give it to the queen's porridge?" ”

These words were really to the point, Ah Yu's smile broke a little in an instant, and she forced a smile: "Naturally, I can speak, otherwise with low-level palace maids like the two of us, how can anyone want to pay attention to us." ”

Today's Wan'er is no longer Wuxia Ameng.

Ah Yu's strange look was in her eyes, and it was almost certain that she must have something to hide from herself, but what was it?

She thought for a moment and asked tentatively, "Ah Yu, are we going to do anything today?" ”

She used to be a palace maid who did needlework, and she hadn't forgotten it, because there were too few errands that day, the two of them would wander around the palace to meet the emperor.

Ah Yu really said: "It's okay, you can rest well, and when you are cured, I will accompany you to the garden for a walk, I heard that this garden used to be the back garden of the rich family, and there are many rare and exotic beasts." ”

This is true, Jiankang's palace was originally a palace that merged the Zhuangzi of several major families in Jiangdong and rebuilt it, so there are many architectural styles that follow the architectural pattern of Jiangdong, and it is not exactly the style of the Jin court.

Wan'er struggled to recall the place where she first met Sima Yao, and asked, "Do you know where Your Majesty likes to play on weekdays?" ”

Ah Yu glanced at her with a strange look, but did not blame her, and said lightly: "Do you still have to be the emperor's concubine?" ”

Wan'er replied undefinitely: "Naturally, I am so beautiful, Your Majesty will definitely fall in love with me." ”

Ah Yu sighed and persuaded: "Wan'er, this is not your best choice, if after a few years, we go out of the palace and find an ordinary family to marry, and be the housewife of that ordinary family, wouldn't it be better and more free?" ”

If she didn't want to repay Sima Yao, if she didn't have that love in her heart, she might really follow Ah Yao's persuasion at this time.

The days in this palace seem to be beautiful, but who can know the loneliness in the palace?

However, she firmly believes that this is an opportunity given to her by God, and it is precisely because she wants her to come back to repay Sima Yao's love that she can go back to the past, back to the era when Sima Yao was still alive, so she must not give up this opportunity.

Her beautiful eyes were full of firmness and determination, and she said helplessly to Ah Yu: "But I am only willing to serve Your Majesty." ”

Ah Yu no longer persuaded her, but sighed silently, as if he wanted to say something and stopped.

Wan'er asked tentatively, "Sister A, do you know something that you can't tell me?" ”

Ah Yu's expression really changed, and a look of guilt appeared on her face, but she quickly covered it up and said with a smile: "You are too careful again, don't worry, I am not as beautiful as you, if you really become a mother by then, but let me be your female official, then I will be content." ”

There must be something, Wan'er nodded secretly in affirmation, she must know what is going on, so that Ah Yu showed such a guilty look.

So far, she hasn't done anything to be sorry for herself, and according to the course of history, she hasn't done anything to be sorry for herself after that, and has helped herself rise all the way, so why does she feel guilty? Why, exactly?