"Everything will always be fine"

Probably so

He comforted the woman

......

Today is the second day

It's a little cold, and it doesn't seem to be in line with this season, but it's probably cooling

The coat on the body seemed to be of no use at all.

The room is still intimidatingly dim,

The remaining beer bottles from last night were not empty,

The cigarette butts scattered all over the place still have no time to dissipate.

Didn't go to work today, just the cooked meal was cold and hot, hot and cold.

Even if I knocked on the door from time to time, there would be no response from inside.

I couldn't hold back the sound of crying, but I couldn't shed a tear to the last drop

All kinds of phones keep ringing,

Bosses, friends, relatives, but without exception, they don't want to connect

I just want to receive a phone call to apologize, but it is undoubtedly a fantasy

The phone between the school and the perpetrator is always on the phone or unreachable.

I still recall the nightmares of the past, and it is clear that the hardships of that time have been overcome

But now I never know how to comfort her, to face her

As a mother, you have to choose to be strong, but I can't hold back from crying in the face of such a situation.

There seemed to be a knock on the door outside......

"Hello, Auntie"

Yechen saw her unkempt hair and thick dark circles under her eyes, and it seemed that she hadn't rested for a long time

"Well, come in"

Yechen followed behind her, the porridge on the table no longer smoked, and even the dishes had almost turned into a mess

Sitting on the sofa, Yechen no longer seemed so cramped and uneasy, and even the slightly solemn atmosphere was enough to breathe

"She, didn't she come out today?"

"Well, the door is also locked"

The alarm clock in the room rang on time, seven o'clock.

Today is not as cowardly as yesterday, so it is enough to take a steady step to the door, and not to indulge in that inexplicable sense of darkness

"Xiao Sheng?"

Still nothing responded, but the knock on the door could be heard again, just for this dimly lit space

"Can I open the door and get something to eat?"

The silence inside was a little scary

From the day before yesterday to now, it has been more than two days, and I haven't eaten anything or drunk a sip of water

It doesn't seem quite right

Yechen knocked vigorously on the door, waking up the crow by the window

"Xiao Sheng! Xiao Sheng! ”

The locked door was still unmoving, and it seemed that it could only be slammed open

The sound of "thump" echoed through the room

Finally, the moment the door was slammed open, there was a slightly messy step and the sound of beer bottles being knocked to the ground

The dim environment in the room obscured the eyes, but the moment you turned on the light,

Xiao Sheng collapsed in the mess of clothes, and his hand seemed to be holding the handle of the knife tightly, but the tip of the knife was still left outside.

Not only did the pure white cotton stain the whole room, but even the corners of her mouth and hair were as desolate as snow.

"Xiao Sheng!"

"Daughter!"

The sound of the ambulance resounded throughout the community, and it seemed that many crows had been awakened, sitting around the ambulance, like a herd of pigs waiting to be fed

The distance from here to the hospital was not too far, but she kept holding Xiao Sheng's hand tightly

Because she knew that if she hadn't grabbed her hand last time, everything would have been gone,

And this time, hold her hand too

One person can't get through the hardships, but the mother and daughter can get through it.

......

"Doctor, how is my daughter doing?"

At night, the corridors of the hospital were a little quieter, except for the sound of three people who could hear clearly

"The body is fine, it's just that I haven't eaten for too long and collapsed, just a little glucose and nutrient solution infusion, but ......"

"But what?"

The doctor's face was impotent, often to warn the family to give up.

Yechen couldn't help but clench his hands, as if he was prepared for something not so good

"She must have experienced something irritating, with severe autism, delusional disorder and social phobia, even you"

Through the window of the ward door, you can clearly see Xiao Sheng doing it alone on the hospital bed, hugging the quilt and surrounding herself, but her eyes are completely empty, as if in her eyes, everything is lifeless

The footsteps in the hospital hallway faded away, leaving only two people sitting in chairs next to them

For such a disease, the two of them are also helpless

"Auntie, Xiao Sheng, have you experienced anything before?"

Yechen kept lowering his head and pointing his fingers, not daring to raise his head to look at her next to him, nor daring to look forward to the answer he would get next

"Well, that kid experienced school violence in junior high school, and he was almost **, and he also committed suicide"

The words seemed to come from far away, making Yechen sound a little unreal, but there was only a sound in the hospital corridor that could only be heard by the two of them.

Maybe it's not something you want to hear

"The time she committed suicide was fortunately prevented by me, and even then, the two of us survived, but this time, this time ......"

She tried to hold back the appearance of sobbing, but she was only as strong as a mother should be.

"Everything will always be fine"

These were the only comforting words that Yechen could utter.

"Let's go see her"

The result of trying to hold back the sentence was only the slight sound of the door opening in the hallway and the lack of response

"Daughter"

She wanted to reach out and touch the person she loved the most, but all she got was silence and Xiao Sheng's action of clutching the quilt and moving back slightly.

The only thing that flashed in Xiao Sheng's eyes was fear.

Endure

Endure

Endure

As a mother, you must not cry in front of your daughter, and if you are not strong enough, how can you tell her to be strong.

Tears were already filling my eyes, and the front was starting to become hazy, so I guess I had tears in the corners of my eyes now......

Yechen could only sit next to the hospital bed, looking at Xiao Sheng, who was hiding half a meter away, and all the words he wanted to say were blocked in his throat when his lips opened slightly.

The second hand on the wall turned, making Xiao Sheng feel a little relieved.

Because she didn't know what the two people who suddenly appeared wanted to do, and where the white room was.

She was constantly on the lookout for the two men, and if they came any closer to her, she would take out the scissors under her pillow and stab them.

Maybe you don't understand it, but this is just the last self-protection for people with autism.

It's late at night,

It wasn't until he saw the boy walk out of this room that Xiao Sheng relaxed his guard,

All that was left was the sound of the door closing echoing in the hospital hallway, and in the ears of the three people.

Yechen wrapped his clothes a little tightly when he walked out of the hospital gate, the scars on his face had healed, and there was no need for a band-aid, but where did he find a "band-aid" to heal Xiao Sheng's injury......

The wind is blowing,

Let's go home like this.