I am the eldest granddaughter-in-law of the Cui family, I have been full of expectations since I made up my marriage, my fiancé Cui Rong is outstanding, his appearance is extraordinary, his family is very valuable, Cui's family is upright, and concubines are not allowed, this is probably a rule that women like very much, of course, I am also very happy.

After I got married, I always thought that I was the favored wife of the Cui family, and the old lady of the Cui family also loved me very much, I think there is this possibility, even if I am not a grandmother, I am also the eldest granddaughter-in-law, and no one can surpass me in status and treatment.

I am very satisfied with all aspects of this marriage, and I look forward to the sweet and happy days after the marriage, even if the housekeeper is tired.

After getting married, Cui Rong was even better than I thought, treating me very gently and respectfully, and the relationship between the two of us was heating up day by day, which can be said to be like glue and paint, sweet and envious of others.

I didn't expect that not long after getting married, my brother-in-law was engaged, and she was the daughter of the Song family, Song Zilan, and at this time I knew that she was the old lady's favored wife, and even just got engaged, the news that she was a lady spread out, and no one in the capital didn't know.

When I knew the news, I was really disappointed, I had the feeling that the old lady wanted me to be a clan wife, and I don't know why she changed her mind.

My mother came in to see me while she was holding a banquet at home, and she also persuaded me not to fight with Song Zilan for anything, but I couldn't fight.

I had to smile and promise my mother to hide the loss in my heart.

After my mother left, I thought about it seriously, it's okay not to be a clan wife, the clan woman has a lot of responsibilities and is very hard.

Now that my husband and I are loving and happy, it is enough to take care of this matter in our own yard, as long as the husband and wife are harmonious, it will be complete to have a son in the future, and if you don't become a clan wife, you won't do it, it's nothing.

Before leaving, my mother reminded me that there was something wrong with my grandmother's maid, and told me to keep an eye on it, and find a reason to send it away, so as not to cause trouble and be ugly.

I couldn't hide what was going on in my young face, so that the girl could see it, and I became more and more cautious and didn't dare to make mistakes, but I felt complacent.

I had a happy event less than half a year after the release, which was originally a happy thing, but it didn't take long to be happy, that girl wanted to recommend a pillow for herself, and she knelt in front of me to share my worries.

I was so angry that I was dizzy on the spot, my mother chose the Cui family for me, and the most important rule that impressed her was that the Cui family did not accept concubines.

I reprimanded her on the spot, and asked her to be kicked out, in the excitement, I was hit hard by the girl who got up suddenly, I fell to the ground and sat on the buttocks, and immediately felt the abdominal pain like a knife, and the blood flowed down immediately.

When the doctor was called, my child was gone, and I broke down and cried, this is my first child, I have been looking forward to it for so long.

Afterwards, Cui Rong sold the girl's hair, but it didn't help, he was even more sad than me, he had been looking forward to it for so long, how could he not be sad.

Years later, I often wondered if that mistake also proved that I was not qualified to be a clan wife, and whether it was because of this time that there was an invisible rift between our husband and wife.

I lost my child and couldn't keep up my spirits for a long time, and my husband was very gentle and loving to me, and didn't dislike me or blame me for it, but he was really sad and looked forward to it for a long time, and even chose a big piece of paper for his name.

Then he smiled and said that it was useless to choose, and his grandfather would definitely name the child.

I didn't expect the child to be gone, my body was damaged because of the abortion, my younger siblings sent me supplements after they got married, I ate it day by day, and my body was not so cold, I knew it was a good thing, and I was very grateful.

When I returned to the Cui family's mansion, I had been out for several years, but I had no children, and I was very anxious, but I didn't dare to take medicine indiscriminately, for fear that the loss would outweigh the loss if I ate it.

I've been eating the supplements given by my younger sister Zilan, and only her things are the most obvious effect when I eat them.

After returning home, Zilan took the initiative to let me take charge of the housekeeper, she also had to be responsible for clan affairs, I was afraid that she would not be busy, but in fact, she was afraid that I would be idle and have nothing to think about.

Because the loss of the child is related to the girl, the mother-in-law is very dissatisfied, in fact, I know that the mother-in-law's attitude is the meaning of the father-in-law, he dislikes my ability to do things, and the roots of the ear are too soft, resulting in today's situation.

Although my mother-in-law is strict, she is not a difficult person to get along with, and she never troubles me, but she is actually a very good mother-in-law.

Zilan gave birth to my eldest son one step ahead of me, and I felt very sad, not to compete for the status of the eldest son, but to see my husband's lost eyes, like a needle prick, my heart hurt a little.

Zilan was very careful and deliberately asked a girl who knew how to make medicine to cooperate with the doctor to regulate my body, I don't know what good things she used, and I finally got pregnant.

I gave birth to a daughter, I was very disappointed, really very disappointed, if I was the first to give birth, it didn't matter if it was a daughter, but my brother and sister had a son, and I later gave birth to a daughter, it was inevitable that there would be a comparison, it seemed that I was inferior everywhere.

Although the family is happy, they really care about their daughter everywhere, and they like it very much, there are few girls in the Cui family, and even their daughters are very expensive.

But I don't know why I still have traces in my heart, I am bent on giving birth to a son, and I even ignore a lot of daughters.

Probably because the old lady and mother-in-law love their daughter very much, and even Zilan loves Sister Wan very much, and she is pampered and protected everywhere, but I put my mind at ease and concentrate on conditioning my body, so that I gave birth to a son.

I often think that maybe it's because there are too many people to help me, but because I have to rely on and rely on, I slowly change.

I don't care much about my daughter, it's okay to go over, I didn't expect this kind of change.

I took care of my son Brother Xin by hand, and I was not allowed to do anything bad, and the gap between the two children was gradually increasing.

Zilan really loves Sister Wan very much, she loves her like a daughter, Sister Wan was almost raised by her elders and Zilan, and she really has little to do with me, I don't even have much money to raise a child.

But I think there are so many people in my daughter's family, and the daughter of the Cui family will never have a future, not to mention that Sister Wan was taught by the old lady and Zilan, I know that Sister Wan has a bright future.

Because of this, Brother Xin, who is caught in the middle, is the most unremarkable, especially Zilan's two sons are genius-level figures, so you are not even qualified to be jealous.

What's wrong with how much I hurt my son in this situation, but I ignored my daughter's feelings, and I don't know when my daughter and I drifted apart.

Until I knew that the Cui family intended to send Sister Wan into the palace, the emperor attached great importance to the Cui family, and made a fuss about the marriage between Brother Lu and Sister Wan.

So at that time, I knew that Sister Wan was going to enter the palace, which gave me a crazy idea, my brother Xin may have a bright future.