390 Redemption
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Li Miaolian looked at him softly.
The sunlight outside the floor-to-ceiling window shone on her face, making her face look better. Or maybe it was Teacher Tang who saw her, her pale face for a long time, and there was a hint of anger.
She said: "I am very good, Eun is very prosperous and filial, bought me a big house, and took me to the city." It's just that I'm not in good health, and I've had two heart surgeries. ”
Teng Zhongqian nodded with red eyes: "Your attending doctor told me." The most important thing for you now is to rest well, and your body will get better soon. Don't go back to the village to do farm work! ”
Li Miaolian obeyed: "I know Teacher Tang. ”
At this point, the atmosphere suddenly fell silent.
Li Miaolian has always been silent, in the past, the two were in love, and Teng Zhongqian had always been teaching her things, but now Teng Zhongqian was upset because of mood swings and fell into silence, and she stopped talking.
The two of them sat silently for a while, Teng Zhongqian eased his emotions and said, "Miaolian, I came here today mainly because I want to tell you two things. ”
Li Miaolian looked at him gently: "You say." ”
Teng Zhongqian was still red-eyed.
He organized the wording: "When I returned to the city, something happened at home, and by the time I could go back to the city to find you, it would be half a year later." I went to your house and knew that you had been kicked out by your parents, so I started looking for you from a nearby village, but ......"
Li Miaolian, who has always been in a calm mood, finally shed tears at this time. However, when she cried, she only quietly wiped her tears, and did not dare to cry at all.
It's a habit she's cultivated over the past three decades.
Before she slept next to Ruan Fusheng, even if she thought of Teng Zhongqian at night, she didn't dare to cry, and often bit the quilt and cried silently. After many times, she became habitually silent tears.
At this time, her tears completely destroyed Teng Zhongqian's mood that he had finally eased.
Teng Zhongqian suddenly stood up, sat on the edge of the bed, and held her in his arms. But he was just holding her, his hands were in order, and he didn't dare to cross the rules at all.
He hugged Li Miaolian and confessed with tears: "I'm sorry, Miaolian, I'm sorry for you, I'm sorry for you in my life, if there is an afterlife, I, Teng Zhongqian, am willing to be a cow and a horse for you, to repay you for the suffering you have suffered for me in this life...... Miaolian, I'm sorry...... Sorry ......"
Li Miaolian in her arms cried until she trembled, but she was still quiet.
He sensed that something was wrong, let go of her in his arms, and looked down.
Li Miaolian's lower lip was covered with blood.
She bit her lip so hard that she didn't cry!
But the two hands she clenched tightly were trembling like her body.
Teng Zhongqian quickly let go of her, helped her to lie on the bed, helped her fold the quilt, strode to open the door, and stopped Aunt Wang, who was sweeping the floor outside: "Is there a medical kit?" ”
Aunt Wang was startled and ran to Li Miaolian's bedroom: "Sister Li? Sister Li? ”
Seeing that Li Miaolian's lips were bleeding, Aunt Wang hurriedly went to the refrigerator to get ice cubes, and then went back to Li Miaolian's room to take out the medicine box, and was trying to help Li Miaolian treat the wound on her lips, but the medicine box in her hand was suddenly taken away by Teng Zhongqian.
Teng Zhongqian said coldly: "Please go out first, and I'll deal with it." ”
Aunt Wang was stunned for "oh" twice before she came back to her senses: "That's not right! Who the hell are you? Why did you get our sister Li hurt? With that, she rushed up to grab the medicine kit.
Teng Zhongqian raised the medical box and said in a deep voice, "I am Lawyer Tang's father. ”
Aunt Wang: "......"
She silently withdrew and closed the door.
Teng Zhongqian sat on the edge of the bed, opened the medicine box, first used an iodophor cotton swab to help Li Miaolian disinfect the wound on her lips, and then wrapped ice cubes with bactericidal gauze and gently pressed it on her lower lip to reduce swelling and stop bleeding.
His movements are very light and gentle, and he is also very patient, during which he has been comforting Li Miaolian and comforting her with the most gentle voice in the world.
When Li Miaolian stopped crying, he asked, "Miaolian, will you blame me?" ”
Li Miaolian shook her head and whispered: "That's not your fault, I don't blame you." ”
"But after I couldn't find you, I got married. Don't you blame me either? ”
"I know you must have a hard time, I believe in you."
Everyone wants to be understood and trusted. In the past thirty years, Teng Zhongqian has never received an understanding from Gu Yi, which has been easily realized by Li Miaolian.
He made her life miserable, but she understood him and trusted him. Trust is such a precious thing, he and Gu Yi have been married for thirty years, and they have never been trusted, so much so that he has forgotten the feeling of being trusted.
Teng Zhongqian felt that the whole person was comfortable, and the regret and guilt that had been pressed in his heart for thirty years seemed to be redeemed at this moment.
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Fifteen minutes later, Li Miaolian's lips finally stopped bleeding, Teng Zhongqian picked up the ice cube, and then carefully applied the wound with an iodophor cotton swab.
"If you cry in the future, cry out loud, don't hold it anymore, it will hurt yourself, and it will hurt your body a lot." He was like Xiao Miaolian who used to reprimand her for doing wrong things, rubbing the medicine and reasoning with her.
Li Miaolian nodded meekly and did not argue anything.
After taking care of the wound, Teng Zhongqian sat back in his chair: "I want En'en to change to my surname and enter the Teng family tree, do you agree?" ”
Li Miaolian didn't think about it: "I agree, Eun is your child, and it should be your surname." I was so confused that I didn't even know that I had the wrong last name. ”
Thinking of Li Miaolian's accent, Teng Zhongqian smiled: "For more than 30 years, you still call my surname wrong." As soon as I came in just now, you still called me 'Mr. Tang'. ”
"I'm sorry...... Tang Dynasty...... Mr. Teng! Li Miaolian corrected her accent with difficulty.
Teng Zhongqian smiled: "Okay, if you shout right this time, the teacher won't punish you." ”
The two chatted for a while, and Li Miaolian held back for a long time before cautiously asking, "What does your wife do?" ”
Teng Zhongqian said: "When she was young, she worked in a bank, and after giving birth to a child, because she was not satisfied with the way my mother took care of the child, she retired from the unit in advance and concentrated on housework and taking care of the child at home. ”
He didn't dare to say that after Teng Minmin went to school, Gu Yi basically mixed with a group of rich wives in addition to picking up and dropping off the children and cooking, and often either played mahjong or went to the beauty salon for recreation.
However, even if he really said Gu Yi's comfortable living environment, people like Li Miaolian would not be jealous. She is too pure, so pure that her things have been snatched away, and she has no temper.
But Teng Zhongqian liked her purity when he was young, she made him feel that he was needed and that he was her God.
How much he liked Li Miaolian when he was young, and how much he hated Gu Yi who had the opposite personality to Li Miaolian.
After sitting for a while, Teng Zhongqian saw that the time was not early, and got up to leave.
He stepped forward to help Li Miaolian fold the quilt and explained softly: "Miaolian, take good care of your body, our daughter is also at the age of marriage, you must take care of your body and help take care of your grandson in the future." ”
"Okay."
After getting a response, Teng Zhongqian, who was leaning over, stood up, looked at Li Miaolian deeply for a moment, turned around and wanted to leave, but was grabbed by Li Miaolian's wrist.
He turned back.
I saw Li Miaolian pleading with a tangled face: "Teacher Teng, can you promise me something?" ”
He smiled and patted the back of her hand gently as a sign of encouragement: "Okay, I promise you." You speak slowly, don't rush. ”