1050 Thoughts
It must be too late to wash, Ye Qian nervously wiped it with his hands.
。 Then I still felt that something was wrong, and finally didn't pour a glass of water for Chu Roujin.
However, Chu Roujin didn't care about these at all, and the purpose of her coming here was not to drink tea.
"Don't be busy, my driver is still waiting for me in the parking lot, but I didn't expect to meet you here, how are you doing lately??"
This kind of greeting is actually the most commonplace, but it is also the most popular.
Especially like the two of them, they used to be lovers again.
Now Ye Qian is even more unsatisfactory, and when it comes to such a question, it is inevitable that he will be a little embarrassed.
"What's so good or bad, you also know what I've been pursuing, as long as I am given a laboratory and let me continue to study my own project, it will already be a great happiness."
"Sometimes I really envy you, and I don't need to think too much. It's not like I don't know where my original intention is. ”
Chu Roujin smiled faintly, still looking like the years were quiet.
But the helplessness in the words, even for a person like Ye Qian, who has never cared about human feelings, can hear the helplessness in it.
"You." Ye Qian had a lot of things he wanted to say to Chu Roujin, but he didn't know how to say them when the words came to his lips.
Who is the reason that I haven't seen it for many years, and those words that used to be easy to say have now become unspeakable.
Ye Qian also smiled helplessly, "He...... Is it okay with you? ”
"If it wasn't for him at that time, I don't know if I would have had the courage to survive, and I'm grateful to him."
"Looks like he's nice to you."
"What does it matter if it's good or not? In order for me to gain a foothold in the Zheng family, he spared no effort to overdraft his body to obtain the inheritance of the Zheng family, but now? It's not the same yet. ”
When she said Zheng Mian, Chu Roujin's eyes couldn't help but moisten.
Even in this dim environment, Ye Qian could see it clearly.
"He ......"
"You knew that his physical illness had already gone wrong at that time, but you still left me and left, leaving me to Zheng Mian. I really don't know how to answer you if you ask me now. ”
Chu Roujin shook her head, looking even more helpless.
"I'm sorry."
"You don't have to tell me I'm sorry, I won't be able to get out for a long time after you're gone. I feel that life has no meaning, I don't want to work, I don't want to study. Especially after knowing that the child was gone, I even wanted to die for a while. It was Zheng Mian who has been with me and has been comforting me. It made me rediscover the courage to live, maybe that feeling. It's something I've never experienced with you, even though I know I don't love him. I know it's very unfair to him, but I can't help it. At that time, Zheng Mian was like a sun, constantly attracting me to get closer, because I was really too cold and I wanted to be warm. ”
Chu Roujin said these words silently, although she was talking about herself.
However, the tone was as cold as the stories of others.
"I'm sorry, I didn't want to do that. But I know that you will never be happy with me, we are pursuing different things, and I can't be so selfish to keep you around. ”