Xu Yang took Adler to walk to the entrance of the village for five minutes, and the reserved car had already arrived: "You go back first, I'll send you a message every time I go to a station?" He looked at Adler, who had no intention of going back first, and had a little headache, if it weren't for the fact that he was going to start school in a few days, it wouldn't be impossible to bring him over today.

Adler shook his head: "I watched you go." He wanted to wait until he couldn't see Xu Yang's back before leaving.

"You are really ......" Xu Yang didn't know what to say to him, so he could only give him a big hug: "Go back quickly, I'll come back to see you after the holiday." ”

"Hmm." Adler nodded.

Xu Yang finally rubbed his hair and got into the car and left, and Adler suddenly burst into tears when he watched the car go farther and farther, turning corners and not being able to see at all.

The world is so cruel, the two of them are obviously still children, but they have to go through such a life and death, learn to live alone, and get used to not relying on their side.

After Xu Yang arrived at school, he got busy, he had to adapt to the current college life, he had to find some part-time jobs for himself, and he had to deal with his classmates and roommates around him, and he felt that he was really tired in those days.

When Xu's father was still there, he didn't need to think too much about social issues at all, because he felt that he didn't need the help of those people at all, so he had always been socializing with people who had a common language with him, but now he had to try it whether he liked it or not, whether he was used to it or not, and that feeling made him crazy.

He didn't even dare to call Adler on the phone and start the video, for fear that he would not be able to control his emotions and get angry with him, or reveal his current powerlessness......

Xu Yang except for the first day when he arrived at the school, he called him, opened a video, and then sent a message, which was all over with just a few words. He was a little worried, he was going to hand over his phone to the teacher tonight, and he wanted to listen to his voice again during the week's insulated time, but he called but no one answered, and no one answered.

"Xu Le, hand over your phone." The squad leader walked up to Adler and looked at him, and there were already a lot of mobile phones in the phone bag.

Adler looked at the calm wallpaper on his phone sadly, and finally sighed and turned off his mobile phone and put it in the bag, and the class leader continued to collect the mobile phones of other students.

"Xu Le, what's wrong with you?" His tablemates felt that he was in a bad mood, not like the sad and indescribable feeling that had just started school.

Xu Le rubbed his face vigorously: "It's okay." ”

The fox at the same table looked at him suspiciously, this didn't look like he was fine, but thinking that he had just lost his father during the summer vacation, he might be sad now, so he didn't ask: "It's okay, if you need help, just ask." ”

"Hmm." Xu Le nodded.

He just misses Xu Yang, I don't know what he's doing now, why don't you answer the phone? Didn't he know he was starting school today? It is false to say that you are not disappointed and that you are not sorry.

How could Xu Yang not know that today was Adler's day of school, but he still didn't dare to call, he felt that his emotions were about to collapse completely.

"Xu Yang, let's go, go out tonight." In the bedroom, there was a rich second generation with two other roommates inviting him.

Xu Yang subconsciously wanted to refuse, he didn't like to be with them very much, but they usually really took care of him, and after two seconds of entanglement, he still decided not to spoil the fun: "Where to go?" ”

"Of course it's a good place." The rich second generation raised an eyebrow.

Xu Yang smiled wrongly, enough to be hi in a place, bar? That kind of place is really lively, so lively that he wants to smash things. He has always been a quiet person since he was a child, and a noisy place like a bar is simply a challenge to his patience.

"Look! What a lot of beauties! The bar was too noisy, and the rich second generation could only lean into Xu Yang's ear and roar loudly.

For a while, Xu Yang only felt that his ears were going to be unable to hear, and he took advantage of the fact that they went to play and pick up a place that seemed to be more unattended to hide, at this time, Adler's phone called, at this time, how to answer the phone? Xu Yang suddenly felt extremely irritable, so he simply let it ring, and then hung up automatically.

After the real start of school, they have reined in and no longer fool around outside day and night, although Xu Yang sometimes hates them, but he still admires them in terms of learning. Everyone came in with the results of the college entrance examination, no one went through the back door, and they were motivated to study.

College life is always easy and comfortable, a week of classes is not as many as the three days of high school, and most of the breaks, they are either studying in the library or playing games in the dormitory.

Xu Yang can only go out and toss between various job advertisements, wanting to find a high-paying part-time job, he can't wait for others to give money, he has to find his own way.

In the evening, when he returned to the dormitory, the rich second-generation He Boyan glanced at him and then returned to the game: "Xu Yang, why haven't you lost your figure for the past few days?" Dating? ”

"No, looking for a part-time job." Xu Yang lay on the chair a little tired, and he never had anything to shy away from about his family background.

"Part-time job, did you find it?" Another roommate also asked when he heard this, they knew a little about the situation in Xu Yang's family, but they didn't know it very well, they only knew that it was not so rich.

"Not yet." Those part-time jobs are almost all catering services, he doesn't need those, and the money is too slow and too little.

He Boyan thought for a while and asked, "How are you playing games?" Or how is your writing? ”

"The game doesn't play much, but if you really want to play, it should be okay, writing? If you submit something, there is a chance of more than 80% of the time. Xu Yang judged himself like this, in fact, this is his minimum requirement for himself, if he is a little higher, he is almost the king of the game, a great writer.

He Boyan obviously knew his strength, so he suggested: "Now that game e-sports is very popular, it is estimated that it is impossible for you to take a leave of absence to become a professional player, but it is still possible to play on behalf of the game or sparring partner, the pay is not bad, you can try it if you are interested, I will pull you into a group in a while, and you need your own account to practice the level, if you are interested, you can chat with them privately." ”

"Another is to write some manuscripts to submit to those essay websites, the remuneration is also very considerable, I will send you the links, you can see for yourself, these are still relatively free, no fixed time and place, do you think?" He Boyan had already closed the computer and looked at Xu Yang seriously.

"Yes, thank you, I'll take a look later." Xu Yang nodded and thanked them, a little moved, he was indifferent to them most of the time, but he didn't expect to be willing to come out to help at a critical moment.

"What do you say, who made us a dormitory?" He Boyan looked at him magnificently.

Later, Xu Yang really tried to be a game sparring partner, although the remuneration was not low, but he felt bored when he was playing, and he also moved to major magazines to write professional and literary manuscripts for them.

After going back and forth, by the time his bonus was allocated, he had already saved a lot of money. This was after he paid for his younger brother's tuition, living expenses, and reloaded his empty pockets with money.

Just arrived at the weekend, the first thing Adler did when he got his mobile phone was to call Xu Yang, because he didn't see the message coming in for two minutes after turning it on again, and Xu Yang didn't contact him.

Xu Yang looked at the phone, sighed, and picked it up, what should come is always coming, people didn't call to say hello at the beginning of school, what else can I do now, does the apology work?

"Lele?" Xu Yang called tentatively.

"Brother...... You've finally answered my call. Adler's eyes instantly turned red, and his voice was a little choked.

"I'm sorry, my brother was too busy during that time." Xu Yang could only apologize in a low voice.

It took him a lot of effort to appease Adler, and promised to open the video next time to let him see what he was like now, which made Adler hang up the phone with peace of mind.

Xu Yang didn't want to make money by writing a few articles all the time, his original intention was to open a studio and make something by himself after saving some money, but before that time, something happened that changed all his subsequent lives.

Because He Boyan gave him resources to develop freely, he was very grateful, so he would not refuse their invitation no matter how reluctant he was.

It was on the eve of the National Day, and He Boyan took advantage of the lack of classes one afternoon to take the people in the dormitory to the bar, which is said to be his home.

That day they met a man who had gone crazy, and he seemed to have eaten something that caused the whole person to be extremely excited.

He Boyan grew up in these places since he was a child, and he could see at a glance that there was something wrong with that person, so he frowned and called, and cursed in a low voice before the phone was connected: "Damn!" How can you meet this kind of person, and no one comes out to deal with it? ”

When the phone was answered, he ordered, "There's a madman in the hall, aren't you going to take people out?" ”

After a while, two uniformed waiters came over and carried the man away.

The four of them looked at each other tacitly, and they all understood what was happening, if this was reported, the bar would have to close for a few days, and its reputation would inevitably be affected after that.

On the way back from playing, a roommate asked curiously, "Hey, you say, what do ordinary people see when they eat those things?" You see the excitement of the person just now, as if he has seen something amazing. ”

"I don't see anything, I just feel happy and excited." He Boyan said lightly.

"Have you tried?" They looked at him in amazement.

He Boyan glanced at them: "How could I touch that kind of thing, don't you all look at those who are close to science?" ”

"......" didn't seem to be talking about this when they walked into science, and their views on He Boyan changed again.

Only Xu Yang took this opportunity to fall into contemplation, just the sudden excitement of the physiology is not enough, but also psychological satisfaction to achieve the real dependence effect, if there is such a drug that can make people's dreams come true, in the dream he expects that the hope will be realized, truly satisfied, then who would not want to give it a try, once tried, they will never be able to get out again.

His idea was the prototype of hallucinogens, and his original intention was that he was sad to find that he couldn't remember his father's face, and if there was such a drug, then he could live with his father in his dreams, and go back to the happiest time of their family of three.