In winter, it is rare to have a light rain. The rain was dripping, not so heavy that I couldn't even see it. The only thing that can detect its arrival is the darkened concrete floor.

I held an umbrella and walked down the school road where there were not many people. Behind me is Yu Wei, not Zhou Jieyi.

He and I haven't spoken since that argument. I didn't even say hello when I met him head-on on the road. He didn't eat with me anymore, he didn't fetch water for me, and he didn't even come to me between classes.

My world seems to have been a lot quieter since then, but behind the quietness is countless loneliness and boredom. I've known him for so long, and I've long been used to his mother-in-law and nagging in my ear. He always likes to show off something to me, always likes to be stupid in front of me, and is always chased and beaten by me. But it's also because of him that my life is more colorful, not so bland.

I used to quarrel with him, and I was afraid that the quarrel would turn the sky upside down, but as long as one night later, when we wake up, we will be reconciled again, as if nothing had happened. But this time it was different, and he and I didn't seem to be able to go back to our original ways......

In the winter rain, even if you are holding an umbrella, the raindrops formed by the rain will still arrive as scheduled and hang on the edge of the umbrella.

I raised the umbrella slightly, reached out and caught the raindrops that had slipped off the edge of the umbrella. The raindrops are not big, but they are also very cold.

The rain melted into my palms, spread along my palms, and disappeared without a trace. Only the cold touch of the palm remains, suggesting its presence.

In the time when Zhou Jieyi was away, I seemed to be the same as this raindrop. Some are cold, some are transparent, and they don't feel like they exist. Although I am still busy every day, I always feel that there is less laughter in my ears, and I am empty in my heart.

I seem to miss him a little......

"Mengjin, let's eat!"

Yu Wei walked over with two plates in his hand, he handed one to me, and carefully placed the spoons and chopsticks on the plates.

"Thank you!"

I grinned and smiled at him, but I still couldn't lift my head.

I grabbed my chopsticks and rummaged through the plate, and the vegetable box was full of carrots and onions, all of which I hated the most.

In the past, when Zhou Jieyi and I had dinner together, he would always help me pick out these things that I didn't like to eat, and then give me all the meat slices on his plate. Sometimes I was worried that he wouldn't be able to eat enough, so I gave him the slices of meat again. But he always giggled and told me that he was full. Actually, I know that he doesn't like carrots and onions that much......

Once again, I was caught up in the memory, in the memory of him. Right at the dinner table, right in front of Yu Wei.

"Mengjin, why don't you eat it?"

"I don't have much appetite."

I propped my head sadly and played with the chopsticks I held in my palm.

"I don't like to eat these, you can eat them, Zhou Jieyi!"

I sandwiched all the carrots and onions on the plate into Yu Wei's plate. It took me a few times before I could react.

I was a little embarrassed and stunned, and the chopsticks in my hand still had a piece of onion between my and Yu Wei's plates.

He was also stunned and looked at me quietly. His lips were slightly open, as if he didn't know what to say, and even the air around him froze because of it.

"I love onions, how do you know!"

Yu Wei took the onion from the tip of my chopsticks, put it in his mouth, and ate it happily, probably because he didn't want me to be embarrassed anymore.

"Fool, eat well!"

He reached out and touched my head, blowing up the bangs on my forehead. He looked at me with a smile, but the smile seemed a little reluctant, far-fetched, and a little bitter.

I smiled at him, didn't say anything more, and ate my head.

At the other end of the cafeteria, a familiar figure appeared, as if ...... It seems to be Zhou Jieyi, he is also eating, and he seems to be sitting at the table with a girl, as if she is the schoolgirl of the basketball team.

I squinted hard at my position, trying to see if it was him. But the more I lost my eyes, the more blurry everything in front of me became, and I couldn't see anything clearly.

I was a little angry, but I didn't know why. It seems that I have already concluded in my heart that it is Zhou Jieyi, and my various fantasies have long been staged in my mind. Maybe he didn't care about me that much, maybe what he really liked was that beautiful schoolgirl.

I kept running away from him, trying to make him forget about me. Now he seems to have really forgotten about me, but I regret it again......

Somehow, my nose was a little sore, and there were countless grievances and losses in my heart.

I really miss him............

I really like him............