Text Chapter 229: She can't be like a normal person
"After all this time, haven't you calmed down?" The man's voice was slightly sighing.
However, Xu Rongrong stood ten steps away from the man and stopped, looking fixedly at the huge statue of Jesus in front of him, looking at the world with compassion.
The corners of his lips curled with a hint of mockery, "Don't they all say that God loves the world?" Then why did I believe in him, but he didn't give me the peace I deserved? ”
Hearing this, the man turned around, and on the beautiful eastern face, a tear mole under the corner of the eye was particularly obvious, and the sunlight outside the window refracted through the window, shining on the man in front of him, as if gilding him with a layer of golden light.
"Rongrong, you've met someone you can't wait to untie the knot, right?" Su Mo's bright obsidian-like eyes carried the wisdom of seeing through people's hearts.
Xu Rongrong did not deny it, but took two steps forward, looked at Su Mo in front of him in the costume of a priest, and said bluntly, "I have spent three whole years to relieve myself, but until now, he is still a demon in my heart that cannot be removed, Su Mo, do you think that in this life, I will never be able to get out of this shadow?" ”
After speaking, she lowered her eyelids, held back the turbulent waves, and laughed at herself, "Even I feel that in this life, I want to be like a normal person, how slim the chances are." ”
Su Mo approached Xu Rongrong, narrowing the distance between the two of them, those calm black eyes like a deep well, locked on her, "In fact, it has always been you who refuse to let go of yourself, in the past three years, you have been seeking inner peace from me, and you have indeed calmed down slowly, but those secrets were buried deeper in your heart by you, rather than completely relieved." ”
He calmly stated Xu Rongrong's current situation, and it was true that what she sought from Father Sommer was only temporary peace.
But the thorn-like secret in her heart, rooted in the depths of her heart, is the scar she never dared to be an outsider.
Xu Rongrong didn't speak, but stood silently in place, his big eyes were slightly lowered, his face was calm, but his hands were hanging at his sides, but they were clenched into fists.
He stared at Xu Rongrong in front of him with sharp eyes, and said the advice he had said countless times before, "Now, what you need is a psychological counselor, if you want to completely eradicate it." ”
"You've been with me for three years, and these three years, as you said, God can't save you." Su Mo lightly stated the facts.
And the look on Xu Rongrong's face turned pale in an instant, his scarlet lips were bloody, his steps staggered backwards unconsciously, and there was a depression between his eyebrows, "Really...... Is there no way around it? ”
Su Mo looked at her with a look like a withered flower, instantly losing nutrients and becoming depressed and lifeless, and replied without the slightest hesitation, giving a fatal blow, "Yes." ”
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When Zhang Axi watched Xu Rongrong walk out from behind the door of that church, his hanging heart finally fell back, and he hurriedly stepped forward, "Sister-in-law, is the matter done?" ”
Xu Rongrong's expression was different from before, but he still tried his best to pull the corners of his mouth, his eyes lowered, and his voice was faint, "Well, it's done." ”
After saying that, I got into the car.
Zhang Axi sat in the cab, and then asked Xu Rongrong, "Sister-in-law, is there anything else to do next?" ”
Xu Rongrong rubbed his somewhat tired eyebrows, his thoughts were chaotic, his thin lips pursed slightly, and his tone was a little tired, "Drive around, it's still early anyway." ”
Now, she doesn't want to go back.
Zhang Axi obviously saw that Xu Rongrong's mood was wrong, glanced at the abandoned church, he nodded, then stepped on the clutch in gear, and the car sped out.
Along the way, Xu Rongrong lowered the car window, looked at the scenery passing by outside, squinted his eyes, and his mind was chaotic.
Suddenly, a golden quiet path came into view, and Xu Rongrong suddenly spoke, "Stop!" ”
The sound of brakes sounded suddenly, Zhang Axi turned his head, looked at Xu Rongrong, and asked, "What's wrong, sister-in-law?" ”
"Pull over." Xu Rongrong's voice was faint, with unquestionable power.
Zhang Axi did so, pulled over, and as soon as he stopped, Xu Rongrong opened the car door and stepped out.
It's just that when Zhang Axi looked at the slightly familiar road in front of him, his eyes flashed slightly, and his gaze moved to Xu Rongrong, who had already walked towards the golden path.
On both sides of the road, planted with ginkgo trees, although in Italy, this kind of ginkgo trees can be seen everywhere, but so neatly arranged on both sides of the road, now it is the late autumn season, the ground has fallen a golden ginkgo leaf, as if there is no end in sight, at a glance, giving people a feeling of transparency.
Xu Rongrong walked forward slowly, and on both sides of the road, from time to time, there were tourists sitting on chairs and taking out their mobile phones to take selfies.
And Xu Rongrong raised his eyes to look at the ginkgo leaves that were falling leisurely, the corners of his mouth were slightly hooked, and then continued to walk in.
It's just that at the bend, it seems to be suddenly enlightened, there is a feeling of the ancient palace in front of you, which is crawling with creepers, and there are wind chimes hanging at the door, and the wind blows, and the dingdong rings, which is pleasant to the ear.
But the most eye-catching thing should be a signboard hanging at her door, "Forget the Worry Wine House? She looked at these four words, the corners of her mouth curled a little deeper, and then she walked in without hesitation.
Pushing open the door, Xu Rongrong didn't expect that there was a cave inside, and what caught his eye was a screen of landscape paintings, and the surrounding decorations were basically antique.
She walked around the screen, and the sight was that on every coffee table, there were customers, blonde Italians, sitting cross-legged, always giving people a comical and peaceful scene.
With a smile in his eyes, Xu Rongrong found an empty place in the corner and sat down.
"Hello, miss, what would you like to drink?" As soon as she sat down, someone asked her what she needed to drink in a pure London accent.
Xu Rongrong raised her eyes and found that it was a Chinese girl, so she responded in Chinese, "What is your signboard here?" ”
When the waiter heard the Chinese, he was not half surprised, but responded in Chinese like Xu Rongrong, "Zhu Yeqing, the main sign of our wine house is Zhu Yeqing." ”
"Then a bottle...... Oh no, two bottles. So saying, she sat down cross-legged, and turned to see the Italians with wide fingers pouring wine into the delicate and small wine glasses in white porcelain bottles, carefully for fear of spilling, which was funny.
She turned her eyes, and when she saw it, the waiters who could basically be seen were basically oriental faces, and I didn't know if they were Chinese.
But the owner of this wine house should be Chinese nine times out of ten.
After all, the decoration style here is completely based on the ancient Chinese villa, which is chic and elegant, but not conventional.
After a while, her bamboo leaves came up, and what jumped into her eyes were two small white and delicate porcelain bottles, and each bottle was carved with two or two lines of poetry.
"There is nothing in the world, and mediocrity disturbs itself?"
She looked at another white porcelain vase, "There is nothing in the first place, where is the dust?" ”
She stared down at the small porcelain vase, reached out and poured a glass for herself, and took a sip of it, although the entrance was spicy, but there was the fragrance of bamboo leaves in her mouth, and there was an aftertaste lingering in her mouth.
A bottle of belly, Xu Rongrong felt a little dizzy, but he also felt that it was acceptable.
So he planned to drink the second bottle, "If the amount of alcohol is not good, why force yourself?" In my ears, there was a cool and slightly smiling voice.
Xu Rongrong rolled his eyes, and what caught his eye was a beautiful woman in ancient costumes, with skin better than snow and hair ornaments on her head, Xu Rongrong thought that he was too drunk, otherwise why would such a beautiful beauty appear in front of him?
"You...... Looks beautiful. She praised it from the bottom of her heart, and her tongue was a little unfavorable.
Hearing this, Zhuying looked at the young girl in front of him, reached out and took the wine bottle in her hand, held it in his hand, and looked at the words on the bottle, "There is nothing originally, where is the dust." ”
She turned her eyes and looked at Xu Rongrong, whose cheeks were slightly red, but her black eyes were clear, and shook the wine bottle in her hand, "Little girl, you can't drink too much of this wine, otherwise, you won't be able to get out of me, you know?" ”
Most of her house was made up of men, and the little girl was drunk, and if something happened, she didn't want to see it.
However, Xu Rongrong waved his hand indifferently, reached out and took the wine bottle in Zhuying's hand, and smiled lightly, "It's okay, I can go out, thank you, sister." ”
As she spoke, she uncorked the bottle, and then poured wine into the matching blue and white enamel wine glass in front of her.
Zhuying narrowed her eyes, observed Xu Rongrong who was sitting opposite with a look, and suddenly asked, "Such a little girl, isn't it because of emotional matters that you feel depressed?" ”
Hearing this, a cool smile appeared at the corner of Xu Rongrong's mouth, and his voice was faint, "Feelings? Am I worthy of a relationship? ”
With such a she, even Su Mo gave up, where did she still have the confidence to appear by Pei Moyan's side?
After speaking, she raised her head and drank the wine in the cup, and then smiled lowly, "Sister, I will tell you a secret, I, ah, I have just returned from the priest, but the priest told me that he could not save me, doesn't he say that God is omnipotent?" So why can't a priest even do such a thing? ”
She spoke a little upside down, her eyes were misty, and she was obviously drunk.
Bamboo Shadow took back the wine bottle in her hand, and then squinted and asked, "God can save the world, but only if you have to tell God honestly about everything, so have you told God what your troubles are?" ”
This question is obviously inducing.
And Xu Rongrong, who was drunk, really tilted his head and thought about it, then laughed, looked at the fair-skinned bamboo shadow in front of him, laughed twice, then shook his head, stretched out his middle finger and pressed it on his red lips, and made a silent posture.
"Sister, if you say it, it's ...... here" She pointed to the location of her heart, and her big black and white eyes were full of smiles, "It's going to hurt to death." ”
When this sentence came out, it was full of childishness, but Zhuying did not smile, but stared at Xu Rongrong with a frowning eyebrow, and his expression was difficult to distinguish.
At this moment, the wind chimes at the door suddenly sounded rapidly, and then, I heard hurried footsteps walking towards Xu Rongrong.