Chapter 185: With me here, don't be afraid

Thoughts were like rolling thunder in the sky, constantly exploding in her mind. Seeing that the people in front of her were impatient, she panicked, and immediately said: "If the emperor needs me, then I will go with you, if the emperor does not need me, then I can not go, this light industry is originally an occasion for ministers to smile, even if I go, it can't drive the atmosphere, it is better for me to stay here honestly, the emperor, you can also have a comfortable and happy time there." ”

Listening to Chu Lan's words, Li Shaoyuan exhaled deeply. In fact, after last night's lingering, he has a little relief today. Maybe he thought too much about himself from beginning to end, he silently comforted himself, trying to find the answer he wanted from Chu Lan's eyes.

But at this moment, Chu Lan's eyes were even deeper than him, and they were even more flustered.

"Well, it's up to you whether you go or not, didn't you say you're sleepy? Now go back to sleep again, and I'll call you when I get back. Stay in your room by yourself and think longer, but don't let others call you out and go out. ”

Unwilling to force the person in front of him to do anything, Li Shaoyuan immediately sprinkled such a sentence, and only after Chu Lan nodded, Li Shaoyuan scratched her nose and turned around and left the Jinluan Palace.

And at this moment, Chu Lan, who was looking at Li Shaoyuan's back, fell into a deep melancholy.

After seeing Li Shaoyuan walk away, Chu Lan did not return to the Jinluan Hall to continue resting, but instead got up and returned to his courtyard, but before this person walked into the courtyard, he met Lu Changzai, who was seeing a doctor here.

I don't know if it's my own delusion, or if the effect of the medicine in the past few days is really working, Lu Changzai must come over last time, and he looks obviously much more energetic, and the ruddy look on his face almost makes her forget that this woman once had such a serious illness.

Seeing Chu Lan's arrival, Lu Chang was able to catch up with you in class, and he couldn't help but take a few steps and became louder and gasped, Chu Lan hurriedly stroked her hand in distress, and took her to the house without saying a word.

"Why did you suddenly come to me today? Isn't it usually the maid who comes to report? Why do you want to come here in person when you're weak? Back in the room, Bamboo immediately brought a cup of tea.

Simply said thank you to the bamboo, Lu Changzai immediately took out a small bottle from his pocket, and said to Chu Lan with concern: "I heard yesterday that you were beaten by the emperor, I was very anxious, I originally wanted to come over to see you overnight, but I was afraid of disturbing your rest, I had no choice but to come to you early this morning to have a look, and now I find that you are safe and sound, then I am in a much better mood, here is the medicine that my father asked me to bring into the palace, although it is not as expensive as the medicine in the palace, But it can still treat some incurable diseases, if the mother does not dislike it, please also ask the mother to accept it"

Looking at the bottle in the woman's hand in front of her, Chu Lan didn't know how warm her heart was. He has been with the palace for a long time, and among the people and things he faces, what he sees the most is the relationship between using and being used, where have he ever seen such sincere emotions, and when Lu Chang is saying warm words and doing warm facts, he feels for the first time how happy he is to have a friend here.

She quickly squeezed the bottle tightly in her hand, and kept saying it as if she was chanting a spell. "How could I dislike what you gave me, I was too late to be moved, I didn't expect you to worry about me, I think your body is not good, you should recuperate, it's all my fault for making you worry."

"Mother, where are you talking about? I can help Niangniang, I am also willing, if it is strictly calculated, Niangniang is still my savior, this is a little higher, I am afraid that I will not be able to come in the next life. ”

Listening to this compliment, Chu Lan instantly felt as if his whole person was flying, which was simply excited. Seeing that there were fewer and fewer topics for the two of them, Lu Changzai, who had no choice, had no choice but to use his power to change the topic.

"By the way, Niangniang, I heard that today is the celebration banquet of the prince, the emperor invited every lady in the palace to participate, I think you should also participate."

Chu Lan smiled, originally this topic was a topic he didn't want to mention, but the person in front of him had to open which pot to mention, and she had no choice but to force a smile on the side.

Sensing that something was wrong with Chu Lan's expression, Lu Changzai hurriedly took a step back, bowed, and asked.

"I'm sorry, Liangliang, although I know that these words shouldn't have been said by me, I still can't help but want to tell you, in fact, the entire palace knows what happened between you and the prince."

Suddenly, Chu Lan's whole person was surprised. At the beginning, she told Li Shaoyuan to keep the secret and not let this matter spread throughout the palace, but in the end, what she didn't expect was that these things were still spreading in this palace.

"I think you must have been very hard in this palace, the person you like is not the emperor, and you have to follow him to the death, this kind of torture is simply more difficult than being a living widow. And this time will be the last time the two of you will meet, are you sure you won't go this time? ”

As the so-called confidant can have a few times, when he saw the woman in front of him so understand the meaning of his heart, Chu Lan only felt as if he had found a close friend, and he said his thoughts without thinking about it.

"Lu Changzai, in fact, I won't tell you, I really want to see him for the last time, and I really want to live a life between two people with him again, but you should know that we have all reached this point, and everything is impossible. Yes, this is the last time we will meet rightfully, but what can this meeting mean? Looking at each other, are you choked with tears? ”

Lu Changzai listened quietly on the side, although those things were almost something she couldn't figure out, she still waited slowly. It was only when your lord had let out all the resentment in her mind that she spoke slowly.

"Niangniang, please forgive me for talking too much at this time, in fact, I stayed by the emperor's side, and it was the first time I saw the emperor love a woman so much."

Looking at Lu Changzai's face, Chu Lan obviously didn't believe it. But Lu Changzai did not feel panicked because of this, on the contrary, he was still calm.

"You know what? The previous emperor never took care of your mood, at that time, he was what he wanted, you had to do what he wanted, there was no moment, this injured thing could leave his body, and now the emperor said that he suppressed a lot of turmoil for you, as you said, you still have Dou Hongyi in your heart, can you please like Dou Hongyi at the same time, give some things to Li Shaoyuan, now at this celebration banquet, it must be a crisis 4 volts, the queen mother oppresses the whole process, if it is not good, Even the person in your heart has an oppression, at this moment Li Shaoyuan is already an enemy of his father's generation, if you are not by his side now, then no one is by his side, can't you make a little sacrifice for him? ”

Chu Lan had never considered this issue so deeply, in his opinion, Li Shaoyuan had always been a smooth sailing person, except for the hard work of reviewing and reciprocating, he had never experienced any winds and waves, but at this moment, from Lu Changzai's mouth, he understood that the burden on Li Shaoyuan's body was so heavy, and his heart hurt for a while.

"I ......"

Looking at Lu Changzai's earnest gaze, Chu Lan felt a little weak.

Feeling that Chu Lan's heart was not on Li Shaoyuan's body, Lu Chang sneered in an instant, and sure enough, everything was his own passion.

When he saw Chu Lan for the first time, he was attracted by Chu Lan's character, and felt that his time was running out, and he hoped that Chu Lan could continue to accompany Li Shaoyuan in the future, but now it seems that the relationship between the two of them is also about to collapse, but it's a pity, how much he wishes that he is the current Chu Lan, I am my own ID card, he will definitely stand by Li Shaoyuan's side desperately, but it's a pity that she is not.

Smiling awkwardly, Lu Chang got up in the alliance and was about to leave, but as soon as this person stood up, Chu Lan grabbed her hand, and when Lu Chang was shocked, Chu Lan immediately gave him a bright smile. "What you said is indeed reasonable, even if I don't think about the emperor this time, I have to say goodbye to my previous affairs, but if I go alone, I really feel a little timid, otherwise you can go with me."

"Me?" Hearing Chu Lan's words, Lu Changzai was even more shocked. These days, Chu Lan is not unaware of his physical condition, thinking that now that he is seriously ill, he has already been crowned with the title of a sick man, an unblessed person, who is still willing to take himself with him, and in the face of these festive things, he can also avoid it, he never thought that he would have a fun in the past, but today's Chu Lan's words made her heart move inexplicably.

It seems that he hasn't seen Li Shaoyuan for a long time, and even now he seems to be about to forget Li Shaoyuan's face. "Can I really go? Will my body be there now? Won't it make others unhappy? ”

Panic and joy kept intertwining in his heart, and at this moment he only felt like a puppet, constantly carrying two threads on his back to control, unable to move.

"How can you upset others? With me, it's even more impossible to be foreign. ”