"And...... If it were me, I felt that I could not do it, love must still exist irrepressibly in the bottom of my heart, and hatred was just a reaction that reason had to make as a last resort. ”

Ji Wuxin nodded, "Actually, it's not so much that she hates Ziqingke, it's better to say that she hates herself, she must have no way to forgive herself for falling in love with such a man who is inferior to a beast in the first place." When she said that Ziqingke treated her like that on her wedding night, I could already feel that she must have felt something wrong in her heart at the beginning.

As for the fact that she later said that her mana has not advanced since she married Zi Qingke, it must be that Zi Qingke used some evil sect technique to collect yin and supplement yang. As a long-famous immortal cultivator, how could Dugu Jin not have the slightest suspicion in her heart?

She must have persuaded herself again and again to forgive Ziqingke, and again and again to believe that the man loved her. Because of her unbearable accusation and unwillingness to give up, she was deceived so badly in the end and ended up with nothing. ”

Although Ji Wuxin didn't have any expression on her face when she said this, she couldn't help but think about everything between her and Ji Zi'an in her mind.

When Ji Wuxin heard Dugu Jin mention that Ziqingke had no restraint on the bed, and was also very rude to her, not caring about her feelings, Ji Wuxin couldn't help but think of her state every time that kind of thing happened to her and Ji Zi'an.

Although she has no heart, it doesn't mean that she can't feel how a man should treat the woman he really loves when he is having sex - first, she and Chu Yu have had a night of husband and wife, and she can feel that Chu Yu is gentle and lingering for the real Xia Roumeng.

Second, even if there is no Chu Yu's matter, she can feel it clearly just because Ji Zi'an and her are two different emotions before and after when they are overturned.

It's just that the more she thinks about it, the more puzzled she becomes, Ji Zi'an is her master, she knows that she can't, and she can't think anything wrong about him at present. But every time Ji Zi'an treated her rudely, she felt a suffocating pain in her vacant atrium, as if she was ignored and insulted by her beloved.

Ji Wuxin suddenly understood why Dugu Jin had been reluctant to doubt Ziqingke, and it was possible that until now, if it weren't for the reason why she had to hate him, she might still be in love with him - maybe just like when Ji Zi'an treated herself, there will always be warmth after being rude.

That kind of warmth is like giving her a slap and immediately bowing her head and apologizing, flattering in every possible way to ask for forgiveness, so that she always has expectations for him, because she loves him, so she naively believes that the other party does not mean to hurt herself.

It can only be said that Ziqingke must be a master among them, and he will control Dugu Jin's feelings to the death, and every time he hurts her, he must have some means, and he will do everything he can to please her, so that she will not be willing to give up on him.

In the final analysis, it's because of love, no matter how humble the love is, so humble that everyone in the world spits on themselves is making a mistake, and it is still like a heart-to-heart pain to leave.

Thinking of this, Ji Wuxin inexplicably shuddered - love? She is just a puppet without a heart, what qualifications does she have to talk about love? She doesn't know her own love, and she doesn't know Ji Zi'an's love. She can only serve Ji Zi'an for the rest of her life, and she doesn't even have the qualifications to hate him.

"Hey......" Hua Chengcheng sighed deeply, "If I were her...... may choose to die with Ziqingke. Hating that man is the only driving force that supports her to live now, if Zi Qingke is going to die in her hands in the end, when Zi Qingke dies, she will lose the meaning of living.

"The person she loves and hates the most will perish after all, but she is afraid that her heart will also collapse. As long as she is a person with good intentions, after listening to her story, she will definitely feel unworthy for her, so ......"

Painting Allure was in a depressed mood, and before she finished speaking, An Ruyue interjected with a glare: "Allure, what are you 'so' for?

Hua Chengcheng's heart tightened slightly, and he looked at An Ruyue with some astonishment, "Sister Ruyue, you ...... How do you know I want to do this?"

Hearing the rhetorical question, Ji Wuxin and Qiao Sanniang were stunned, An Ruyue rolled her eyes, walked to her and sat down helplessly, and sighed: "You, you, your face clearly says that you want to do this!"

"It's not that we don't sympathize with Dugu Jin's experience, but everyone has their own fate, you didn't ask her opinion and forcibly siphoned off her memories without her consent, but you want to save a bad karma for yourself!

"Even if these bad karma may not have much impact on you, have you ever thought about what if one of them is bad and self-defeating and hurts yourself? Don't say that I don't agree with you doing this, you ask Sanniang and Wuxin, they don't approve of you doing this!"

An Ruyue said, and pointed to Qiao Sanniang and Ji Wuxin on the side.

The two women were named, so naturally they had to show their attitudes, and they both shook their heads at the painting.

Hua Allure smiled a little embarrassedly, "Three good sisters, don't look at me like this." I'm just talking...... If you really want her to forget Ziqingke, she can ask Ji Gongzi to give her a Gu, or get some pills or something for her to take, you don't have to use mana to forcibly drain her memory!"

An Ruyue raised her eyebrows, "You'd better think like this sincerely! After solving Ziqingke in a few days, let's ask Dugu Jin about his heart. ”

Two days passed quickly, and although the people in the painting Allure City lived in Dugujin's small mansion in the past two days, since she got the skin that the painting Allure painted for her, the big guy didn't see her again.

"Eh, what do you think this Dugu Jin is doing? She seems to have locked herself in the house and hasn't come out for two days. Qing Ci clasped his hands to his chest, stared at Dugu Jin's room, and muttered a little puzzled.

Cang Wunian shook his head on the side, "I don't know, maybe I suddenly regained my appearance, and I still feel a little uncomfortable." ”

"But didn't she say that the Shenyu tomb may be about to open in the past two days, and now that it hasn't come out yet, wouldn't she miss the time when the tomb will be opened?" An Ruyue looked back and forth at the door of Dugu Jin, and said very curiously.

"If it really doesn't work, let's go up the mountain and look for it first. Luo Fan said with a somewhat solemn face.

Just when these eight people were guessing in the courtyard why Dugu Jin hadn't seen anyone for two days, Dugu Jin's door opened with a "squeak".

Everyone was overjoyed, and hurriedly walked a few steps towards the door of her room.

Soon, they saw a woman in a bright red wedding dress and a golden stride on her head come out of the house.

The woman's face is delicate, a pretty face is obviously carefully decorated, carefully painted eyebrows, pink rouge on her cheeks like spring peach blossoms, and delicate thin lips dyed with lip grease, all of which make the heroic spirit between her eyebrows look a lot softer, and she is completely a beautiful lady who is shy to marry.

"Dugu ...... Senior, you, why are you dressing yourself up like this?" An Ruyue opened her mouth and pointed at Dugu Jin with one hand, because she was too surprised, she said a word a little unfavorably.

Dugu Jin smiled, her smile was very moving, her teeth were as clear and neat as small white shells side by side, but as soon as she spoke, her voice was still as hoarse as the previous appearance of the "ugly mother-in-law", "I am dressed like this, naturally I have my intentions, you don't need to be careful." ”

"But senior, it's too eye-catching for you to dress like this, isn't it? Could it be that you want to hide your body all the way to find the tomb of Shenyu? That will consume a lot of mana. Ji Wuxin said with a frown.

"Hehehehe......" Dugu Jin laughed lowly, and then she stretched out her hand, and a gray-brown cloak appeared in her hand, and she draped the cloak on the outside of the big red wedding dress with a light backhand, completely wrapping the conspicuous fiery red inside the cloak.

Pulling on the hat of the cloak and covering the golden step on his head, Dugu Jin said lightly: "Then there will be no problem, let's go up the mountain." ”

On the way, Hua Chengcheng couldn't help but ask: "Senior Dugu, I haven't seen you for the past two days, have you stayed in the house all the time?"

Dugu Jin shook his head, "Of course not, didn't you see it before, there are still many people at the foot of Shifan Mountain who are reluctant to leave, and even many people have heard that there is a treasure on this mountain, and they have not traveled thousands of miles to come."

"In order to prevent them from coming to their deaths in vain, I had to set up a 'Nightmare Realm' on several necessary paths to trap them for the time being. There are also some people who were directly scared away by me. ”

Although I don't know how Dugu Jin arranged the nightmare realm and how she scared the people away, but in just two days, she has done so many things unknowingly, and she can't help but make Hua Chengcheng a little worried: "Senior Dugu, you are like this...... Isn't mana a lot of consumption?"

Dugu Jin smiled and waved his hand, "It's okay, if there is no accident, it will be more than enough to deal with Ziqingke's brute." I hope God can take a look at it, so that I can successfully find Bright Aya, so that I can kill this beast in one fell swoop!"

Hearing Dugu Jin mention Yaoguang Aya, the four men couldn't help but turn pale, and Cang Wunian frowned even more, and said in a deep voice: "Do you want Yaoguang Aya?" Do you want to refine the Soul Snatcher Banner to deal with Ziqingke?"

"Heh!" Dugu Jin sneered, squinting and glancing at Cang Wunian, "Cang Wunian, right? Don't worry, I have reached a consensus with your sweetheart, I don't want much, and I won't get in the way of your affairs." ”