Chapter 431: Alone
Mu Zheng is very sensible at this moment to hide all the dissatisfaction in his heart, although he is just a child, but all his conjectures can be suppressed back, because that is his conjecture at all, not a real hammer, so he does not have the right to ask his father what happened, as an adult has his own privacy, maybe the two of them are just discussing something, after all, they did not come out at the same time, and it was not Mu Zheng himself who saw it.
"Nothing, I just feel a little unaccustomed, and I haven't seen my mother and Grandma Zhang for this time, I am unconsciously a little worried, Dad, do you think something will happen to the two of them? Is there something you haven't told Mu Zheng, although you keep saying that you are waiting for me to see it yourself, but Mu Zheng is really anxious. ”
Mu Zheng immediately changed the topic, saying that he didn't see what happened just now, because if he really saw it, it is estimated that his father would be very embarrassed, if something really happened to the two of them, Mu Jinsheng didn't want Mu Zheng to know, since he didn't take the initiative to admit the relationship between the two of them, then Mu Zheng shouldn't get involved, he just wants his biological mother now, and he doesn't want an inexplicable woman to be by his side often, because they don't have an exact relationship, Mu Zheng also didn't like Jian Xinyu very much, and everything was forced to accept.
"You are a big child, I know that you are very worried about others, I also know that your mother and Grandma Zhang have not been by your side for so long, you have been very worried, as for what happened, we will know when we return to China today, Grandma Zhang is sick, and she is naturally a little tired from serving you for so long, so I let her rest for a while, maybe her body will be better during this time, and we will return to China to see, as for your mother, Dad can't find her, and she has to go back to China to find it slowly."
Although I was very disturbed in my heart, seeing that the child's blindness was like a lost thing, I cherished a hundred times and wanted to use myself, and even felt that I had more time to accompany this child, and I would not do some impatient things to Mu Zheng, so at this moment Mu Jinsheng cherished the child in front of him very much. Knowing that Mu Zheng asked this because he was worried, not because he wanted to make a pure mess, so Mu Jinsheng just thought of a reason to prevaricate him, and he also had his own plans in his heart, so he couldn't lie easily, because once the lie was exposed, both sides would be ugly.
"Is Grandma Zhang sick? And why did you say that my mother couldn't find it, did my mother hide it on purpose? Are you guys playing games? How could mom not find it? You must have quarreled, but what did you quarrel about, was it because of Mu Zheng? ”
Mu Zheng's little brows furrowed instantly, and he knew that it was not so simple to return to China this time, and he found that his father was depressed, so depressed every day, something must have happened, although Mu Zheng didn't ask openly, but he always felt that his father had a big thing hidden in his heart, and he didn't tell him.
This is a kind of torture and torment for Mu Zheng, because every day when she can't see Jian Xinrou, she laughs, she can't see the darkness like the sun before, and now she has to wait so long to return to China, she was very happy to see her mother, but when she thought that her mother deliberately hid it and didn't want to see her, her heart would be even more uncomfortable.
Faced with Mu Zheng's series of questions, Mu Jinsheng suddenly felt that he couldn't answer it, because all of this still needs Mu Zheng to see himself, if he really told his son that all this was because he didn't believe his mother, then Mu Zheng would definitely feel very angry, and the feelings that had been accumulated for so long might collapse because of such a small thing, because Mu Zheng has always liked his mother very much, since the last time he really regarded Jian Xinrou as his mother, No matter what he does, he will go unconditionally to Jian Xinrou, these Mu Jinsheng can also be seen, he will never refute his son, he has his own position and opinion.
But now Mu Jinsheng saw Mu Zheng caring so much about Jian Xinrou's appearance, his heart suddenly became very uncomfortable, like a stone blocked in his heart, he couldn't breathe, that feeling of suffocation really made him go crazy, and there was such a big incident last night, although I don't know what Jian Xinyu would threaten him after living with him, but how Mu Jinsheng felt very annoyed The appearance of this woman was a kind of frustration for him.
"Dad really doesn't know how to tell you, there are many things that are my own fault, but you have to promise me, no matter where my mother hides, we must find her back, do you believe that my mother will not hide too far, do you believe that my mother loves us?"
Mu Jinsheng didn't know the bottom of his heart at this moment, he didn't know if it was a lie, but it was definitely not a lie over the phone, because they had already expressed their feelings so truly, Lu Yu had already turned his face directly with Mu Jinsheng, and through that phone Mu Jinsheng knew that Jian Xinrou had really left this world, but in his heart, he always deceived the woman he imagined, she didn't leave and didn't die, if she really died, it was impossible to be so decisive, all this came too suddenly, It was an unacceptable thing for Mu Jinsheng, and he didn't know how to explain it to Mu Zheng.
If you directly tell your son that his mother has left this world, it will be an unacceptable thing for Mu Zheng, Mu Zheng will definitely cry and want to find his mother, so what should Mu Jinsheng do at that time? If Jian Xinrou really can't be found, all these consequences will be unimaginable, and I don't know what kind of attitude the old lady will have after going back.
At this moment, more and more things are entangled with him, one is Jian Xinyu's relationship with himself, the other is the attitude of the old lady, and the other is that he may not be able to find Jian Xinrou, in the face of Mu Zheng's questioning, everyone's entanglement makes Mu Jinsheng feel more and more crazy, even if he goes back to the company, he may not be able to deal with his own ass and not wipe it clean.
"Dad, what's wrong with you? The face is so ugly, isn't it? Because I miss my mother so much, I know that my mother will never leave us, even if my mother hides far away, we will definitely find it back, Mu Zheng believes that you Mu Zheng is also willing to join you. ”
As a son, Mu Zheng understands what he should do and what he shouldn't do, as long as everything he does is for the good of the family, he is willing to do it, as long as the two of them don't quarrel, as long as there is a happy family, Jian Xinyu doesn't intervene, and every day between their families is happy, which is a particularly happy thing for Xiaobao, Mu Zheng now just wants the family to be together no matter what, this is a child's heartfelt wish.
Mu Jinsheng, who had just been distracted, was suddenly called back by Mu Zheng's words, and when he came back to his senses, he found that he was suddenly very pitiful, isolated in this world, no one was with him at all, only this little child, he was willing to believe that Mu Zheng's biological mother was Jian Xinrou, because only a woman as charitable as Jian Xinrou could give birth to such a child, I was really crazy when I didn't believe him, and I didn't know how I thought about doing these things that made Jian Xinrou sad, And at that time, I went abroad without saying a word, and now that I think about it, it really wasn't a human thing.
"I know, I must know that you are my good son, no matter what happens, you must be with me, I have never been worried, just because of this, so I don't think anything big will happen, even if your mother really doesn't want to forgive me, you are my son, no matter what happens, we will beg your mother to come back with the most sincere heart, right?"
Mu Jinsheng's eyes actually contained tears, nothing else has changed during this time, it's just that Mu Jinsheng is getting more and more haggard, more and more weak, not as cold as before, he has a lot of his own opinions on other things, and sometimes Mu Jinsheng feels really lonely, especially when Jian Xinrou is not by his side, but when he thinks about it, he deserves it, if he can really do it at that time, he completely believes that woman's words will definitely not have what he has now, just because he didn't do it, So now he has to take care of everything.
"Yes, it must be right, it's best for mom and dad to be together, I don't believe that any aunt will be happy with her dad."
Mu Zheng nodded like a chicken pecking rice, looking at his father and almost shed tears, Mu Zheng also realized the seriousness of the matter, I don't know what I have to face after returning to China, and I don't know what happened, all of this is being done in secret from this child, but what everyone doesn't know is that this child has played the most important role in this matter, if it weren't for this child, Jian Xinrou would not have been misunderstood, if it wasn't for this child, Jian Xinyu would not have an air raid to approach this family, So it's all because of the herding kite.
It is precisely because of Mu Zheng that all the relationships in the future will revolve around him, and he will not deviate from the main line of this family, even if Mu Jinsheng really goes against his wishes, then there is another woman who is really insisting, even if Jian Xinrou has amnesia, she has not forgotten the person in the deepest part of her mind, which is the black shadow that often appears in her dreams.