Chapter 236: Responsibility
And if this is really the case, it seems to be a real accident - perhaps Zhang Lei himself did not realize that his outing would lead to death.
“…… It seems that you don't know either, so be it, Zhang Hang, the past is over, about Zhang Lei...... All I can say is that I'm sorry. But there is one thing I hope you can remember, and that is that he is not responsible for his death. ”
Zhang Xuan shook his head, and after being silent for a long time, he said: "The death of every companion cannot have nothing to do with me and you. No one is absolutely not responsible, Sister Hua, you don't have to worry about my feelings, I'm not a child. ”
Zhang Hang's tone was a little indifferent, but Doomsday Flower didn't say anything. In fact, Zhang Hang didn't know why he was angry at Doomsday Flower, it had nothing to do with her. When Zhang Hang left, Bingyu left with him and came to the courtyard.
There were not many people left in the courtyard that had just been overcrowded, and everyone went back to do what they had to do for the time being, leaving only a few people.
“…… I'm fine, you don't have to worry about me. ”
After following Zhang Hang outside, Zhang Hang took out a pack of cigarettes from his pocket, took out one and smoked it silently in his mouth. Bingyu didn't say anything by her side, she just silently accompanied Zhang Hang.
"I'm not worried about you." Bingyu looked at Zhang Hang and said with a smile.
"And what are you doing here?"
"There's something I want to ask you."
Zhang Hang said that she could ask, but Bingyu shook her head with a smile and denied the claim. Bingyu felt that she might not be able to answer the question she wanted to ask, or refuse to answer.
"By the way, let's talk to you first. Zhang Hang, you'd better cheer up, knowing that eradicating the Nightmare is something we must do as soon as possible. After all, everything that is happening now is beyond the scope of common sense, not only you and me, but Sister Hua is also under tremendous pressure. ”
Zhang Hang frowned slightly as he looked at Bingyu, as if he saw that he couldn't see some kind of disaster. Zhang Hang couldn't help but ask with some curiosity: "Can you say it more carefully?" ”
Bingyu shook his head slowly and said, "I've known Sister Hua for so long, and it's the first time I've seen a monster that hasn't been able to be destroyed for so long. ”
"It's your first time, too?" Zhang Hang said with some surprise.
"That's why I hope we can understand each other more, after all, we all have the same goal. Sometimes...... There are some things that Sister Hua actually just doesn't say, she sees it more thoroughly than anyone else, and I hope you can remember this. ”
Bingyu looked directly at Zhang Hang, and in those beautiful eyes, it seemed to convey some kind of emotion that wanted Zhang Hang to avoid and feel uneasy.
“…… What do you mean? ”
Bingyu took two steps forward, looked at Zhang Hang's face closely, seemed to see the uneasiness on Zhang Hang's face, sighed lightly, and said, "It's nothing...... I just want to tell you that Sister Hua doesn't know that you have the greatest responsibility for Zhang Lei's death this time. Or rather, everyone knows it well, including you. ”
Zhang Hang felt a tearing pain in his heart, but he didn't blame Bingyu. Because, he really needs someone to blame himself and tear open his wounds like this.
Yes, he is the closest person to Zhang Lei, but he is immersed in the exploration of ancient books and does not pay attention to Zhang Lei at all. This seems to be nothing wrong, but when you think about it, it seems that you have done too many things wrong.
And what naturally affects everything is his own "selfishness". In the script of Doomsday Flower, Zhang Hang is a well-deserved protagonist. He also has the most things to do. This is the reason why I am obsessed with exploring ancient books.
He couldn't let go of any clues that could be an opportunity to find his nightmare. The ancient books contained the history of the Island of the Dead that he did not know. And his instincts have always been accurate, and he has never had such a strong intuition.
If he could read through the ancient books, he might not be far from finding the nightmare. But all this is in the soup after all. He needs to take responsibility, the responsibility for not being able to find the nightmare, the responsibility for not being able to focus on his companions, and the responsibility of not even realizing when he lost contact.
Bingyu's accusation was very quiet, but Zhang Hang felt like a slap in the face, and what he needed was this kind of accusation. Doomflower's silence only made her feel even more guilty.
The longer you spend with Doomsday Flower, the more you can discover her tenderness. Unlike ordinary people, the gentleness of the Doomsday Flower has always been reflected in places that people can't easily discover.
"Zhang Hang, I am telling you this, not that I hope you will be depressed, but that I hope you will not bind yourself to these things and make you unable to look forward. You see, the longer it drags on, the worse it is for us, and the more sacrifices it makes. ”
"I know...... For us now, time is the enemy. ”
Zhang Xuan took a deep breath, and then tried his best to show a free and easy smile.
Bingyu silently looked at Zhang Hang, smiled slightly, and patted his shoulder gently. "Zhang Hang, we will definitely succeed, don't worry, even if we are in the most difficult moment now...... As long as you don't give up, hope will eventually come. ”
Watching Bingyu walk back into the house, Zhang Hang looked at the darkening sky, and the determination in his heart gradually became stronger. As Bingyu said, if you want to avoid more sacrifices, what you need to do is not to be depressed, but to raise 12% of your spirit and eliminate the nightmare as soon as possible.
The good news is that after about three days, the mysterious script that Doomsday Flower did not hesitate to make overnight finally lived up to her efforts and successfully opened up a new passage to another dimension. And this means that they are still too early to give up, and they still have the strength to fight the nightmare.
Of course, they were now forced to the edge of the cliff. Before leaving, Doomsday Flower also made it very clear that this time should be the last chance if there is no accident, and whether we can grasp it or not depends on ourselves.
“…… Sister Hua, what happened to Zhang Lei a few days ago, I want to ...... with you"
Doomsday Flower smiled, didn't let me say it, and gently touched Zhang's hanging head.
"You or me, we're just a bunch of ordinary people, so I just hope you can come back alive and do your best, we have taken the responsibility in this mission to deal with the Nightmare, but that doesn't mean it's a last resort."
Nodding, Zhang Hang didn't say anything, glanced at Bingyu and the others, nodded, and walked into the wormhole that meant a new different space.
On the way to the "new world", the only relic left by Zhang Lei, which Zhang Hang held tightly in his hand, was a small cartoon mobile phone chain, and the tears of guilt that he had been enduring couldn't help but spill.
"I promise you, I won't let that guy go...... Absolutely ......"