Chapter 243: The Last Guilt
Standing at the door for a long time, Jian Xinyu finally decided to walk in, looking at his father lying there, as if all the scenes of the past were in front of him, after all this was too unreal, the past disappeared in his mind, Jian Xinyu slowly stepped forward and held his father's hand, and finally decided to let go of everything at the last moment.
How much hope for all this is a dream, how much hope for all this is not to be experienced, even if it is bankrupt, even if it is penniless, Jian Xinyu is also wishing, hoping that God will not let her lose her family.
Father seemed to wake up, a teardrop slipped out of the corner of his eye, Jian Xinyu looked at his father and was really distressed, now he doesn't have a little hatred for his father, what can he complain about a person who is about to die?
Father Jian opened his eyes with some difficulty, looked at his daughter standing by the bed, tried to pull the corners of his mouth, and wanted to smile at his daughter, but found that he still had no intention of laughing, but he could just look at Jian Xinyu next to him in a daze.
"No... It's okay, the doctor just said that you don't want to be so angry in the future, we'll be fine, Dad, I was wrong, what I just told you, you just said nothing to me, my mother is gone, I beg you not to leave me. ”
As soon as Jian's father opened his mouth, Jian Xinyu couldn't control his tears, and cried directly, lying on his father's body, since he was a child, he was used to snuggling up to his father as a little princess, no matter how he cried in the company before, his father would coax her first time.
She doesn't care, she really doesn't care, whether all this is true or false, her childhood is an intact childhood, she will always be the little princess in the family, no one can control him, this is her status in the family, she doesn't care whether it is true or false The experience of exchanges, even if it is hypocritical, it is also happy.
"Heart Rain... Right... Not great. ”
The father with the oxygen mask seemed to be very uncomfortable, but he still said these words with difficulty, Jian Xinyu next to him heard it clearly, and tears fell down again, she was now very frightened and scared all the time trembling, Jian Xinyu, who had taken two injections of tranquilizers, couldn't hold on, and wanted to faint now, just as if everything was a dream.
"Dad, don't talk about it, don't talk about it, I believe it's going to be okay, I know it's all going to be okay, don't scare me, you won't leave me, right? You won't leave me alone in this world, really, if you leave, no one in this world cares about me, no one loves me, I will become a wild child without a father, I don't want this, I beg you, Dad, don't leave me, you will be fine, you have to believe in yourself. ”
Jian Xinyu is now close to madness, and even if she blames her father in her heart, even if her father has done many wrong things, it is always the same as her father who is in the same blood, she is very afraid of loneliness, she is the daughter of a family, she is the pearl of her father's palm, how can she let her live alone in the world?
"Actually, I have loved you and your mother very much over the years, but I didn't expect that my kind of love would be so sad to use you a little, I know I shouldn't have done this, but I want to give you a better life, I want to continue the development of my business."
Father Jane, who was taken off the oxygen mask, said this, after the oxygen mask was taken off, there was a lack of restraint, but it was obvious that he couldn't breathe, his chest was stuffy, he knew that his time was running out, and the doctor who was just rescuing him kept shaking his head, this is the reason why Father Jian was willing to say everything, in fact, after living for so long, I felt most sorry for my eldest daughter and my first wife.
"Dad, don't say that, I know you're really in pain now, I will definitely try my best to save your money, we don't have it now, but I can borrow it, I have a lot of classmates, I have a lot of friends, I believe they are willing to help me, you must not give up on life, I hope you will accompany me, I don't have a mother now, I just lost my mother, I can't lose you anymore."
Jian Xinyu is now close to a state of madness, she is trying to think of a way, but the methods she came up with are not feasible in the eyes of normal people, because the doctor has already issued a critical illness notice.
"Don't say it, silly boy, fate is for me to accompany your mother, I owe him too much in this life, since that's the case, she has already committed suicide, I don't care about that, after all, I can't live today, I know my own physical condition, I may have to wronged you in the future, I will definitely be lonely in this world alone, but your mother and I will watch you in the sky."
Father Jian felt a little guilty when he said this, although he just couldn't accept that his wife had committed suicide by throwing herself into the river, but when he knew that he was about to die, his heart seemed to become much calmer.
"No... Father. ”
Jian Xinyu shook her head, her tears had already cleaned all the makeup on her face, and her lips were white, if a normal person received such a blow, the whole person might go crazy and collapse, but I don't know what kind of perseverance it was, but Jian Xinrou's eyes were so firm.
Father Jane wanted to try to reach out and touch his daughter's hair but couldn't touch it, Jian Xinyu touched his father's hand to his face, and the two looked at each other like this, Father Jane's eyes also had tears in his eyes, and he was more reluctant to this world, but he was going to another place to atone for his sins after all, and to atone for the sin of love.
Since Du Feng had already decided to take him away when he left, the two of them would go to another world and explain things clearly.
"Dad has one thing to ask you, I know that you have always hated your sister, although I don't know what kind of grudges there are among you, most of it is also because your mother is too insecure, she thinks that this family is all enemies except for a few of us, but now I am leaving, I want to see her, she is the most sorry person in my life."
When hearing Jane's father in front of him say this to herself, Jian Xinyu shook her head hard, she couldn't accept the reality that her father was about to leave her, but since it was her father's last wish, even if she hated Jian Xinrou very much, Bao Bu was willing to help her father complete it, so many years of my father's love for me in my eyes, now no matter whether those are true or false, those happiness will always be engraved in her heart, and she will always be the little princess in her father's heart.
When Father Jian finished saying this, he coughed a few times now, and his complexion became weak again, and many Jian Xinyu kept looking at the electrocardiogram next to him when he was talking to his father, for fear that the electrocardiogram would suddenly become a straight line.
"I have been anxious for quick success in my life, and I have done too many incredible things, I also know that I am sorry for your mother and daughter, and I am even more sorry for their mother and daughter, the debt I owe in this life, whether it is a love debt or a family debt, I will wait for the next life to pay it back, if you don't dislike it, I will be my daughter in the next life."
Father Jian smiled, but it was obvious that he still had Yicheng on his mind, that is, he wanted to see Jian Xinrou.
"I owe them so much, I don't know if he wants to see me now, I want to see her before I leave, and make it clear to her, I have liked this child since I was a child, but I don't dare to show too much when you and your mother are at home..."
Before Jian's father finished speaking, the whole person began to convulse, Jian Xinyu was scared on the side, and hurriedly smoothed his father's chest, let him be smooth, and covered him with an oxygen mask.
"I understand what you mean by this, I'll help you find her now, you have to hold on, you have to hold on until she comes, do you know? Maybe your illness will be cured soon, I'll go and call Jian Xinrou to you now, and if she doesn't come, I'll have to call her. ”
Jian Xinyu was afraid that her father would leave her immediately, so she hurriedly stood up and rushed out to find Jian Xinrou, and Jian Xinrou on the other side didn't understand anything, he and Mu Jinsheng had just reconciled, and the two of them were spending their world at home.
The excited Jian Xinyu had long forgotten that there were communication tools in this world, and she had long forgotten that she could still call Jian Xinrou, so she went out directly and took a taxi to Mu Jinsheng's residence.
"It's really hard for you these days, so I decided to cook myself and cook you a Chinese and Western meal."
Mu Jinsheng raised his eyebrows and said half-jokingly and half-seriously, but immediately after finishing speaking, he was disgusted by Jian Xinrou's eyes.
"What does Chinese and Western food mean? I've eaten Chinese food and I've eaten Western food, but I've never eaten Chinese or Western food. ”
Jian Xinrou said this with some disdain, the two of them got along very well, Sister-in-law Zhang lived with the old lady for a few days, so the meals in the past few days were all solved by themselves, and the first meal was cooked by Jian Xinrou at the beginning, but this time Mu Jinsheng also had to reach out to show his cooking skills, the matter on the company's side was solved, and the mood was naturally very smooth, and he wanted to show himself at home and let his son taste his craftsmanship.
"What do you call me Chinese-Western food, don't eat too much when I make it."
Mu Jinsheng said this proudly and proudly, and then immediately put on an apron and ran to the kitchen, it is hard to imagine that the president of a company will personally cook and cook, it is really almighty, but it is unknown whether it is good or not, Jian Xinrou looked at Mu Jinsheng's back and laughed.