After Ye Yan came to school, after changing seats as usual, and then after getting to know the same table, they began to play their own games, not long after the evening self-study bell rang, everyone listened to the songs, looked at the books to review the meal, read the extracurricular books, and a small number of people were chattering and whispering, and although Ye Yan had a mobile phone, he did not have headphones, and there was no download song in the mobile phone, so he could only watch other people read books while listening to songs with headphones, and he could only play with his mobile phone from time to time. Then read the book, just like that, the evening self-study time passed quickly, when Ye Yan was tidying up his things and preparing to go home, he saw Zou Min and the other boys in the classroom talking and laughing, frowning slightly, what Lin Chengyu said to yourself yesterday came to mind again, Ye Yan shook his head, thinking that he had nothing to do with her now, at this time, when he was about to ask Lin Chengyu and Su Jingwen to leave the classroom together, he saw that he was talking to Lin Chengyu and Lin Chengyu, and a strange emotion came to his heart, Ye Yan couldn't help but walk out of the classroom alone, and then walked out of the school, along the way he didn't know what he was thinking in his head, until he was far away from the school, he stopped, thinking about the school he left like this, Lin Chengyu and Su Jingwen What should I do if they thought I was still waiting for themselves at school, thinking like this, Ye Yan couldn't help but forget the irritable mood just now, and then walked in the direction of the school, and after walking for a long time, he saw the figures of Lin Chengyu and Su Jingwen, when he saw the two of them, Ye Yan didn't know what to think in his head suddenly, so he couldn't help but hide on the side, until Lin Chengyu and Su Jingwen slowly passed past him, for a long time, he slowly walked out, and then looked at the figures of the two of them, and his mood was lonely for a while, as if a lead ball was stuffed into his head, and he felt extremely heavy at this time!

In this way, Ye Yan returned home alone, did not turn on the TV, did not turn on the light, just came to the living room sofa to sit, looking at the dark surroundings, originally from the state of seeing everything until his eyes adapted to the surrounding darkness, he could see the surrounding things a little clearly, Ye Yan scanned the things at home over and over again from left to right, he didn't know what he was looking at these things for, as if it was just to pass the time, at this time, Ye Yan's mobile phone rang with a message, Ye Yan was stunned, According to the usual time, he should immediately take out the mobile phone, and then reply to the message, at this time he didn't move, continued his own things just now, carefully looked at the things at home, and thought about some things that were not boundary, at this time, the bell of the second evening self-study of the school sounded from the window, Ye Yan involuntarily looked out of the window, listened to the class bell slowly disappearing, looked at the sky that was black but did not look like black, looking in the sky for the stars that he often looked at when he was a child, but found that at this time, he couldn't even see a star, Ye Yan was a little stunned, thinking about some of the books he had read, saying that the stars in the sky were actually some stars in the universe, they would not disappear, and the reason why he couldn't see the stars might be because of the size of the earth

The clouds in the air layer obscured it, and there were some other uncertain elements, after all, the stars do not shine, it is the refraction of the sun's rays that causes our vision to appear that the stars will glow! Ye Yan suddenly thought about these things in his head, and couldn't help but start to see if there were other lives outside the universe? If not, it means that there are only human beings on the earth, then in this case, we are so lonely! Ye Yan thought like this, and suddenly his mind turned, and he couldn't help but think about why there are only human beings on the earth? What is the reason for the emergence of human beings, and what is the significance of their appearance? Thinking like this, Ye Yan began to think about the meaning of his current existence

"I was born by my parents, and it was my grandparents who raised me, but why did they raise me? Because I am their son, their grandson? Or is there something else I wasn't aware of? What about the meaning of my own life now? Is it because they want me to live and live? Or is it because I want to live? ”

Ye Yan was a little dizzy for a while, couldn't think of an answer, and felt that his head was a little foggy, he couldn't help knocking on his head, took a deep breath, looked at the time, and found that it was only two minutes, he thought that he had been standing and thinking for a long time, just like that, let himself take a bath, Ye Yan lay on the bed, looked at the ceiling, and slowly closed his eyes!

That night, Ye Yan had a dream, in the dream he was in a space full of white mist, he saw Zou Min and wanted to go over, but Zou Min smiled at him, and then left hand in hand with Lin Chengyu, who suddenly appeared, Ye Yan frantically poured them, but they seemed to be unable to hear Ye Yan could only desperately catch up, but found that he couldn't catch up, this is, the surrounding environment suddenly became the most familiar and unfamiliar environment in his impression, it was his hometown in Sichuan, where he had lived since he was a child, and his grandparents' home, He looked around happily, thinking that he was back, looking for his grandparents everywhere, and finally found them, but who knew that they said that they did not have any beneficial effect on them, and they were no longer their grandchildren! Ye Yan looked at them with a frightened face, and couldn't help but take two steps back, but found that there was someone behind him, and when he looked back, it was his mother, Ye Yan shouted, but his mother turned into a monster and yelled at him with a big mouth, "Why don't you listen to me and don't go to your father to get money!" Ye Yan was so frightened that he hurriedly ran around, but his mother, who had become a monster, had been chasing behind him, at this time Ye Yan saw a door in front of him, Ye Yan hurriedly ran in, thinking that he was safe, but found that his father was inside, Ye Yan was afraid that his father would become a monster like his mother, and he didn't dare to approach, but when his father saw him, he showed a smile and slowly came to him, Ye Yan called his father weakly when he saw this, but in a blink of an eye, he saw his father pinching Ye Yan's neck, Ye Yan suddenly felt that he couldn't breathe, and kept struggling, At the same time, I heard my father say while holding his neck, "You are a parasite!! ”

Ye Yan woke up violently, panting heavily, looking at the dark surroundings, no

You were scared, and quickly turned on the light, and then wrapped in the quilt and hid in the corner, looked around vigilantly, listening to the sound of the clock ticking in the room, unconsciously, Ye Yan fell asleep like this, and soon, Ye Yan felt that he had only slept for a while, and the sound of the alarm clock sounded, Ye Yan hurriedly turned off the alarm clock and went to sleep, until he felt that he was almost asleep, he woke up in a daze, and then slowly looked at the time, and found that it was already more than 8 o'clock, and classes had begun in the school, Ye Yan hurriedly jumped up from the bed, went to wash his face and brush his teeth, and after everything was ready, when Ye Yan was about to leave the house to go to school, an idea couldn't help but pop up in his head

"It's late, so why don't you take a leave of absence today? Say you're sick! ”

Ye Yan stopped in front of the door, and then slowly looked out the window, looking at the appearance of the school still in class, Ye Yan slowly took out his mobile phone, and then found Teacher Lu's phone, and when he was about to dial out, he was afraid that Teacher Lu would hear that his voice did not look like he was sick, so he edited the text message, saying that he was sick and asked for a day off, and hoped that Teacher Lu would approve! I sent it like this, and then waited anxiously with my mobile phone, thinking that if Mr. Lu didn't agree, I would rush to school immediately, so I waited for a while, and received a reply from Mr. Lu, saying that I agreed! Ye Yan breathed a sigh of relief, and then slowly came to the living room, slowly turned on the TV, fell on the sofa, changed the TV channels one by one, and found that there was no good-looking TV, so he put on the DVD, and then lay down on the sofa and watched, watched for a while, and couldn't help falling asleep on the sofa, and when Ye Yan woke up, it was already afternoon, he slowly got up, and his body didn't know whether it was because of the sleeping posture problem or sleeping for too long, and he felt that his whole body had no strength, He came to the bathroom in a trance and washed his face, sobered himself up, and then slowly came to the window, looking at the direction of the school, at this time he was still in class, Ye Yan dragged his extremely tired body back to his room, lying on the bed, thinking that he had slept for so long, why did he still feel extremely tired! Ye Yan couldn't help but cover his eyes with his hands, trying to make himself fall asleep again, but he found that he couldn't fall asleep at all, looking at the ceiling, listening to the quiet sounds around him, only the sound of the clock ticking proved that time was passing away little by little, and everything around seemed to be still! Ye Yan exhaled heavily, sat up slowly, touched his stomach, felt a little hungry, opened the refrigerator, originally wanted to find something to eat, but found that it was all vegetables, and he needed to make it himself, he couldn't help sighing, and then closed the refrigerator door, looked at the video disc playing on the TV, and thought about whether to go to the commissary next to him to buy something to eat, so he was ready to go out, and then came to the commissary downstairs, took a look at the food, and found that there were instant noodles, so he bought a bucket of instant noodles and added some snacks, Then he returned home with these things, boiled hot water, bubbled noodles, watched TV, and quickly finished eating, after eating, Ye Yan then watched TV for a while, feeling as if he had forgotten something,

At this time, I remembered that I didn't look at my phone, and quickly opened my phone, and found that there was no news and phone call in the phone, Ye Yan couldn't help but feel a sense of loss, thinking that he didn't go to class today, no one knows? Ye Yan smiled self-deprecatingly, then threw the phone aside and then connected to the TV, looking at it, Ye Yan couldn't help but feel that something was wrong, could it be that he was down, so he couldn't receive any news, Ran He picked up the mobile phone again to check it, and found that he still had a phone bill, after learning the news, Ye Yan was desperate, shook his head, threw the phone aside, looked at the TV, and thought in his head, he was really not as important as he thought! Thinking like this, Ye Yan paid attention to the plot on the TV, and slowly as time passed, it was already getting dark, Ye Yan was tired of watching TV, he slowly got up and moved his body, looking at the direction of the school, those people were sparsely walking towards the direction of the teaching building, Ye Yan also turned off the TV, and slowly left the house! Coming outside, Ye Yan walked in the direction of going to the observation deck, walking on the road alone, perhaps because there was no one to chat, the speed of walking involuntarily accelerated a lot, and soon came to the foot of the mountain, just as he was about to go up the mountain, his phone rang, Ye Yan slowly took out his mobile phone and looked at it, and found that it was Su Jingwen calling, and quickly answered, only to hear Su Jingwen say

"Leaves! I heard you're sick? You okay? ”

Ye Yan shook his head lightly and said with a smile

"It's fine!"

Su Jingwen heard Ye Yan say this, and hurriedly said

"That's good!"

Ye Yan replied

"Hmm"

Then I only listened to Su Jingwen continue

"It's okay! I'll wake you up tomorrow morning! ”

Ye Yan wanted to refuse, but after thinking about it, he agreed, just like that, Ye Yan put down his mobile phone, looked at the road up the mountain in front of him, and slowly walked towards the top of the mountain!

(End of chapter)