Chapter 137: Decision

Ye Yan looked at Yan Xiaoyu and nodded slowly and said

"Good! The next time I have a chance to and, I'll take you to apologize like her! ”

Yan Xiaoyu looked at Ye Yan for a long time, slowly exhaled a breath, and then lowered his head and said to Ye Yan

"Thank you!"

Ye Yan looked at Yan Xiaoyu in front of him, to be honest, Yan Xiaoyu said these things to himself just now, he was quite shocked in his heart, he understood everything Yan Xiaoyu did, and he also understood why Mu Xi ignored Yan Xiaoyu now, but understanding is only understanding after all! Just because it's okay to accept! Therefore, for Yan Xiaoyu's request for his help, it is possible for him to do it, so he agreed, if Yan Xiaoyu's request was for him to help reconcile with Muxi, he must have refused! Ye Yan shook his head slowly, at this time, the wind just blew, stirring the hair in front of Ye Yan's forehead, and accidentally drifted into his eyes, Ye Yan hurriedly closed his eyes and rubbed his eyes, and the moment he opened his eyes again, he saw Yan Xiaoyu in front of him raising his head, looking at the sun that was slowly falling in the sky, his eyes were intent, there was no special sadness in his eyes, on the contrary, it seemed to have another force to encourage her, just like in Yan Xiaoyu's eyes, the afterglow emitted by the sun at this time was not a sunset, but a sunrise that had just risen, without the slightest confusion! This made Ye Yan couldn't help but be surprised, maybe Ye Yan had been staring at Yan Xiaoyu for too long, Yan Xiaoyu noticed it, looked at Ye Yan and asked

"What's wrong? Why do you keep staring at me? ”

Ye Yan hurriedly shook his head, apologized, and then said

"Sorry! I ......"

Yan Xiaoyu looked at Ye Yan and couldn't say why, smiled, and then said

"Forget it! It's not too early! It's time for me to go back too! ”

Saying that, Yan Xiaoyu slowly stood up, and when Ye Yan saw Yan Xiaoyu standing up, he also quickly stood up, watching Yan Xiaoyu leave slowly, Ye Yan couldn't help but stop Yan Xiaoyu! Yan Xiaoyu slowly turned his head, looked at Ye Yan, and asked

"What's wrong? Anything else you'd like to ask? ”

Ye Yan looked at Yan Xiaoyu, hesitated for a while, and finally made up his mind to speak

"Don't you regret it?"

Yan Xiaoyu heard what Ye Yan said, and looked at Ye Yan fixedly, and Ye Yan also looked at Yan Xiaoyu, and after a while, Yan Xiaoyu said slowly

"Yes! I often regret it! I regret why I asked Maki to help her brother come out, why I went to Maki's house and met her brother, and I regret why I fell in love with him in the first place! ”

Ye Yan heard Yan Xiaoyu's words and was about to say something, but Yan Xiaoyu continued

"But ah! Whenever I regret it, I wonder, even if I go back to that time and place that I regret and change everything, will the ending really be different? ”

Ye Yan heard Yan Xiaoyu's rhetorical question, and couldn't help frowning and thinking, before he could finish thinking, Yan Xiaoyu continued

"So, I learned not to regret it, but decided to do something, so I gritted my teeth and gritted my teeth no matter what pain and suffering there was in the process! That's right, for me

I want to regret what I want to do and take responsibility! ”

Ye Yan looked at Yan Xiaoyu, and instantly felt that she was a lot taller, and said slowly

"No wonder, I always feel that you haven't been immersed in sadness like Muki......"

Yan Xiaoyu looked at Ye Yan, the corners of his mouth hooked an arc, and then said

"It's happened, it's a day! Whether you are happy or sad, time will pass, and instead of drowning in sadness, it is better to live harder with the expectations of the deceased! ”

Ye Yan nodded slowly, as if he understood something, nodded with a smile, and said

"You're right! I know! ”

Yan Xiaoyu looked at Ye Yan, nodded as well, then turned around and left again, while Ye Yan looked at Yan Xiaoyu's back and said softly

"Thank you!"

After that, Ye Yan sat alone in the triangle garden for a while, until night fell, and the surroundings began to slowly darken, Ye Yan walked in the direction of home, after returning home, Ye Yan sat on the sofa, took out his mobile phone, and clicked on the conversation page with Mu Xi, he wanted to talk to Mu Xi now, but reason told him that he couldn't do it yet, he had to digest what he knew today, and then think about how to explain to Mu Xi what happened to him and her during the holiday, as well as Yan Xiaoyu's own thing! Thinking like this, Ye Yan took a deep breath, slowly put down his mobile phone, then went to take a shower, and then went back to his room early to rest! After that,The next day is the first day of normal classes after the start of school.,On the first day, the teachers all told everyone about the next hard review.,I hope everyone will concentrate on reviewing or something.,There's no real difficulty.,Soon,The day passed.,But Ye Yan was still not ready.,And he didn't talk to Mu Xi.,That's it,It's been about a week.,Ye Yan still can't think of how to explain to Mu Xi what happened to him and her during the summer vacation.,After all,If it's Mu Xi who is angry about this matter, In the face of what he did, it is estimated that it is difficult for him to forgive himself! So, she couldn't open her mouth and asked Maki to forgive herself or something! And this week, because Ye Yan was always thinking about how to explain to Mu Xi, he couldn't even review it properly, Ye Yan saw himself like this, and said secretly

"If this continues, the gains outweigh the losses! That is, I can't review it properly, and I can't apologize properly! Ye Yan thought so, at this time, Su Jingwen, who had not been in touch for a long time, actually sent a message to herself, Ye Yan clicked on it and saw that it was Su Jingwen who asked what she was doing, Ye Yan sighed, and said that she was bored and couldn't find what to do! As soon as Su Jingwen heard this, she became energetic, and hurriedly asked what was the matter, Ye Yan thought about it, and told her what she wanted to apologize to Mu Xi, and asked Su Jingwen what she should do? Who knew that Su Jingwen said directly

"You idiot! How can there be any reason for such a thing as an apology?! ”

Ye Yan frowned slightly when he heard Su Jingwen's words, and hurriedly said

"But what if she doesn't accept it then?"

Su Jingwen hurriedly sent a few taps

gave Ye Yan an expression, and then said

"Call you stupid, you're so stupid! What does it matter to you whether you apologize or not? It's your business not to apologize! You didn't apologize, and you just thought about the rest of the story? What do you want? ”

Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen's words, his expression changed slightly, and then he thought about it, indeed what Su Jingwen said made some sense, and hurriedly asked

"So what do I do now?"

Su Jingwen said

"Originally, the matter of apologizing was that the sooner the better, who knew that you had dragged on for a month, and even failed to apologize when you met after the start of school, and now you haven't apologized for a week since the start of school! Originally, this situation was my words, and I would have broken off my friendship with you a long time ago, but listening to you say that you chatted with her before you said it, and the way she returned your message, it seems that in her heart, you should belong to a special existence, and there should still be a chance! However, it can't be delayed any longer, and if it drags on any longer, it will be completely finished between you! ”

Ye Yan heard Su Jingwen say this, and hurriedly nodded and said

"Good! Then I'll date her now! It just happened to be a little time before the evening self-study! ”

Su Jingwen did not reply to Ye Yan's message, and Ye Yan did not send a message directly to Mu Xi, but called Mu Xi directly, the phone rang for a long time before someone connected, Ye Yan saw that the phone was connected, and hurriedly said

"Hello? Makuki? ”

A faint voice came from the other side

"Hmm!"

Ye Yan heard Mu Xi's voice, although it was small, but Mu Xi was sure that it was Mu Xi, so he said

"Makuki! Do you have time now? I have something to say to you! ”

Muki was silent for a while, and then said slowly

"Can't you say it on the phone?"

Ye Yan hurriedly refused

"Can't!"

Mu Xi was slightly stunned when he heard Ye Yan speak so crisply, then he was silent for a while, and then said

"I'll have some time later......"

Ye Yan heard Muxi say that he had time, so he hurriedly rejoiced, and then said

"That's good! We'll see you at the back door of the school in ten minutes! ”

After speaking, Ye Yan didn't wait for Mu Xi's answer, so he hung up the phone, and after hanging up the phone, Ye Yan took the mobile phone in his hand, slowly squeezed it, then stood up, took care of his face and hair, and then walked out of the house and came to the back door of the school

"No wonder no one came! So desolate! ”

Then Ye Yan waited at the back door for a long time, looking at the time from time to time, and soon, ten minutes were up, but he still didn't see Mu Xi's figure, Ye Yan frowned slightly, he wanted to call Mu Xi again, but thought, if he called this time, Mu Xi said that he had something to do, wouldn't it be worth the loss? put the phone in his trouser pocket, and then waited quietly, hoping that Muxi would appear at the back door of the school later, however, Ye Yan waited for half an hour, and Muxi still didn't appear! Ye Yan couldn't help but be a little annoyed, thinking, Muxi wouldn't be coming, right? Compared with himself, he didn't hear Mu Xi promise to come to him, Ye Yan couldn't help but go back and forth at the back door

Walking around, in order to calm the anxious mood in his heart, just like that, half an hour passed again, Ye Yan took out his mobile phone, and the time was already showing half past four at this time, that is to say, in another two and a half hours, it was time to go to school for evening self-study, Ye Yan frowned, and couldn't help but secretly determine that Mu Xi should not come, but, I don't know why, Ye Yan held the slightest expectation in his heart, maybe Mu Xi is on the way over now! In this way, Ye Yan came to the side of the tree, sat down slowly, rubbed his eyes with both hands, at this time maybe he was standing in the sun for too long, Ye Yan felt that his eyes were a little uncomfortable, rubbed it for a while, Ye Yan slowly opened his eyes, but saw that he didn't know when a person appeared in front of him, Ye Yan was startled, and quickly stood up, because his eyes were still a little blurry, he couldn't help rubbing his eyes, and then looked at it again, and then saw that the person in front of him was Mu Xi! Presumably when Mu Xi rubbed his eyes, he came to the back door, and then saw Ye Yan here, so he came to him, Ye Yan saw Mu Xi, saw her staring at herself, and hurriedly signaled where she was sitting just now, and said to Mu Xi

"You're here! Come! Sit down?! ”

Mu Xi looked at Ye Yan and didn't speak, and Ye Yan saw that Mu Xi didn't have the slightest reaction to what he said, so he couldn't help but feel a little embarrassed, laughed dryly, and then said

"Haha! Don't sit! Then I'll sit down! ”

As he spoke, Ye Yan sat down again, then closed his eyes, adjusted his mood, and then said

"Recently! You okay?! ”

(End of chapter)