Chapter 30: Past Love
"Why don't you speak? Why did you choose to do such a thing? Don't you think it's a shame for you to do such a thing in such a situation? Don't you think the people down there are looking at you for your jokes? ”
At this time, the more Song Nianxi was coaxed, the more sad Song Nianxi must be, so he chose some agitation methods one after another, hoping that Song Nianxi could stop the loss in time and let him walk back quickly.
"What can it be? They just think I'm a fool, they just think I'm going to jump right here, but I don't want to jump at all, you know? I just wanted to live well, but I didn't understand why a sinner like me should live. ”
Song Nianxi really wants to escape from all this, but he thinks that he really wants to live, his desire to survive is really strong, from those things back then to those things he experienced before, now Song Nianxi simply wants to live a life, and it is a good thing to live even if he continues to live in this world.
"Then if you want to be like this, why don't you choose to stay alone? Why did you choose to come here? ”
"Why did you choose to come here? I also want to know why I chose to come here, since he died, every time I have come to this rooftop to blow the wind silently, but today I don't know why I am still here, I haven't been here for years. ”
Maybe he is really excited now, secretly wiping his tears while talking, although he looks very calm on the surface, but because the continuous tears have already been explained to one after another, he is very uncomfortable in his heart.
Looking at Song Nianxi's appearance, in fact, I also felt a sigh in my heart, I really felt that Song Nianxi was really tired, if such a woman could get out of it earlier, she might really be able to be considered good, but I don't know what happened to Song Nianxi during this period, which will make Song Nianxi so desperate for the current society and everything now.
"Can you go down with me now, go back quickly, don't do this kind of stupid thing again, and you are still injured, you haven't recovered yet, no matter how much you blow the wind, you will really get sick again."
As he spoke, he was about to raise his hand and hold Song Nianxi.
But just now Song Nianxi was chatting with one after another, and at such an instant, Song Nianxi suddenly began to break free, and he was very excited, he was always breaking free of his arms, and the whole person became extremely angry, stood up and stared at one after another.
"Actually, you people just think that I shouldn't live in this world, you people think I should die, you all think I'm a sinner, but obviously I haven't done anything, do you have to let me go? When I'm dead, you'll think I really didn't do it. ”
Now Song Nianxi feels more and more uncomfortable, in such a situation, he has to suffer so many people's doubts about himself, no matter what, it is a very bad thing for Song Nianxi.
"Why do you think that? Why were you able to talk to me just now, but now you are like this, can you calm down? In such a situation, if you are like this, you will really let yourself fall, do you know what the result of falling is? ”
began to get angry and scared one after another, afraid that Song Nianxi would turn around and jump down directly if he was impulsive, so now he also began to keep a distance from Song Nianxi.
wants to slowly persuade Song Nianxi, the purpose is to let Song Nianxi understand a thought in his heart.
"I tell you, all of your kindness to me is fake, don't think I don't know, I know that you all hate me now, but do you know how tired I am? I have to be strong and laugh every day, and I have to go through those nightmares every day, and you know how difficult it was for me in my life, because I just want to live from him, why don't you let me go one by one. ”
Song Nianxi now began to vent all the unhappiness in his heart loudly, and cried all the grievances in his heart, so many days, so many years and so many things, Song Nianxi was all released at this moment.
Chen Yi, who was standing behind him and had been very worried about this matter, also ran over directly now, hoping that Song Nianxi would be able to talk about this matter after the two of them went down, and he also kept promising Song Nianxi that he would never mention this matter to Song Nianxi again in the future.
"What kind of thing is going on between the two of you? Why does it have to be like this? Wouldn't it be nice to sit down and say no? Do you have to look like this? ”
"This matter is a bit too complicated, and it has been many years, you don't need to say it again, not to mention that I really don't know what to do in such a situation, you should quickly persuade her to come down first, if she really dies so directly, it really can't work."
"You guys give me to find you, you leave for me, I don't want to pay attention to you, you all leave me one by one, I really hate you so much, why did you become like this? Why did I become like this? ”
Song Nianxi was crying frantically, thinking frantically about why he had become like this, looking at the kind of tall building behind him, if it was himself, he would definitely be very scared, if it was his inner year, Shen Bai would definitely not be able to let himself get close to such a tall building.
Because of his fear of heights, Shen Bai never took Song Nianxi to that kind of very high place, but those who like to tease Song Nianxi will always lead Song Nianxi over, but over time, with Shen Bai's help, Song Nianxi never experienced these when he was in college, but since Shen Bai left, Song Nianxi began to slowly like this kind of high-rise building, and liked to look at the endless city on top of this kind of high-rise building, and suddenly felt as if he was getting closer and closer to Shen Bai.
"Actually, what they said is right, a long time ago, I should have died with Shen Bai. But no matter what, I feel that I should, I should continue to work hard to live as a living member of Shen Bai, I have worked hard to live, but why don't all of you like me? ”
At this moment, the people in front of him began to frown, and they didn't understand what happened to Song Nianxi before, why they were suddenly so disgusted with these people, and they were more and more collapsed, and they were just sitting on the ground all the time.
At this time, I understood one after another, Song Nianxi didn't want to jump, but was venting his emotions, so he was not in a hurry one after another, and slowly walked towards Song Nianxi while talking.
"Although I don't know what happened to you at that time, but I know that you must be very aggrieved in such a situation, I hope you can think about the person who died for you, why can't you continue to live his love? Why would you want the two of you to end your lives with you? You're right? ”
Now it's getting more and more like this, which really makes Song Nianxi more and more collapsed.
"Why do you want to do this? Isn't it good to live on your own? Why did it suddenly become so devastated? ”
"yes, why should I look like this? yes, why did I become like this? Why? ”
Song Nianxi began to sit on the ground and kept beating his head with his hands, all things made Song Nianxi start, and gradually built an embankment in his heart. The door locks were all opened, and this moment was because they appeared one after another, and they finally came to Song Nianxi's side one after another, and hugged Song Nianxi by the waist.
Song Nianxi, who originally wanted to continue to vent his emotions over there, was suddenly hugged like this one after another, and one after another stared at Song Nianxi very seriously, "You are my girlfriend, how can I be willing to let you leave so directly?" What's more, your life is protected by me, how can you just waste your life like this? ”
Song Nianxi couldn't speak for a moment at this time, and he didn't know why the man in front of him suddenly seemed to say exactly the same thing to Shen Bai as he did back then.
"I want to know why, too?"
Song Nianxi was too emotional just now, and now the whole person began to be a little confused, and he didn't know what decision he should make for a while, so he also passed out directly under a situation that he soon came.
"Are you alright?"
Seeing that Song Nianxi was easily gouged out from the rooftop, Chen Yi came up directly.
"Although I don't know what exactly you said to her, but if I find out that you have done something bad to her, I will definitely make you pay, if a person's life can be so directly and decisively refused to buy a direct choice, then you really don't deserve to be a doctor."
Now he is really angry one after another, obviously he doesn't know what is going on, but looking at the appearance of Chen Yi in front of him, he doesn't like him very much, and he must make Chen Yi pay the price for this, no matter what, he must let this Chen Yi understand that he is not so easy to mess with at all.
"I really didn't do anything, I just said some angry words, I really didn't expect those things back then, he still cares so much about it, we have all gone through those years."
They walked downstairs, while Chen Yi next to them was talking to the things one after another, hoping that one after another would not pay too much attention to these things, because they didn't expect that I meant that things would change so drastically at that time.
"Let's talk about what you said then, now I need to send her to the ward to rest, but I hope that in the short term you will not continue to come, you don't need to talk about these things between the two of us, now I just need her to be able to rest well, after all, she is now my woman, if you put her in such danger again, I will definitely make you pay."
put Song Nianxi in the room, closed the door of the ward one after another, and said directly to Chen Yi outside the door.
Chen Yi also understood now, Song Nianxi, who he had been pestering hard, was like this, since he had been with him one after another, he felt very uncomfortable in his heart for a moment, but he didn't know what to say, so he silently shook his head and left here.