Xu Yang had nothing to shy away from Adler, he took off his shirt directly in front of him and went into the bathroom, completely ignoring a problem.

Coincidentally, Adler happened to see his arm through the light, even if he had never eaten pork, he had seen a pig run, and instantly he knew what the mark between Xu Yang's arms was, and he asked with a mixture of restrained shock: "Brother, what is the mark on your arm?" ”

Xu Yang's body stiffened when he heard this, which was very obvious, but quickly returned to normal: "It's almost the same as you think." ”

“…… I think you're touching that kind of thing. Adler frowned deeply.

"Yes." Xu Yang nodded.

"Why would you admit it so simply? Do you think that's the right thing to do? Adler looked at his attitude and felt a little unacceptable, is this still the Xu Yang he knows.

"It's not necessarily right, but it's the one thing I have to try." Xu Yang leaned quietly against the door frame.

"Why?" Adler didn't know what was necessary to do with this kind of thing.

"I saw Daddy." Xu Yang looked ahead with empty eyes.

Adler felt that he couldn't keep up with his train of thought, and didn't know what he wanted to say or express.

Xu Yang silently retracted his gaze and looked at Adler: "After I touched that kind of thing, at first I only had a boring physiological excitement, which couldn't make me feel happy from the inside out, until I found a unique formula later, I really felt happy, I could see my father, and I won't forget his appearance again." ”

Adler was distressed to hear him say this, but how could this be his own willingness. The reason for falling: "If Dad was still here, he would never want you to go down this path." ”

Xu Yang seemed to be a little sober in a trance, but he was soon occupied by his own fantasies: "But he is gone." ”

Adler kept frowning tightly, trying to persuade Xu Yang, but he didn't know where to start with the embarrassment and pain.

Xu Yang was silent for a while, silently picked up his clothes and put them on: "You rest early, and I'll help you book a ticket to go back tomorrow." ”

"Where are you going?" Adler held back his anger.

"Back at school, I might not be in a good position to be in front of you right now." Xu Yang smiled indifferently.

Adler pursed his lips: "I didn't mean to resist you, it's just that the impact you gave me tonight was too great, and I need to calm down." ”

Xu Yang shook his head: "You don't have to force yourself to adapt to me like this, you know that this is wrong, so don't adapt to it." "There's no turning back now, and he probably doesn't want to go back, so it doesn't matter, but he's different, he's like a blank sheet of paper now, how can he make his colorful world completely black before he has seen and experienced it.

"What about you? Why do you try when you know it's wrong? What you see is unreal, is it interesting to live in an illusory world? Adler stood up and looked at him with an imposing look.

The two were about the same height, and Adler, who was angry at this time, shocked Xu Yang's heart, and saw him angry for the first time, but it was himself who made him angry. Xu Yang didn't know how to answer his question, he only had one father when he was very young, and later had a younger brother, but in the end, the closest one is still his father, and the only meaning of life is for him, and now that people are gone, he suddenly feels or actually doesn't mean anything.

Adler closed his eyes and took a deep breath to ease his emotions: "You go take a shower first, don't go anywhere tonight, I have to think about what to do next." ”

Xu Yang couldn't help but laugh a little when he listened to his skillful arrangement like an adult: "You can't call the police to arrest me, right?" ”

"Who knows?" Adler glanced at him faintly and sat down on the bed. I thought about it seriously.

Xu Yang saw that although he was still frowning tightly, he was not as angry as before, probably self-adjusting, and he no longer stimulated him loudly, and took off his clothes again and went into the bath, but this time he took off more reservedly.

Xu Yang's various behaviors simply shattered Adler's three views, it turned out that he was unwilling to answer his phone video during this time because of this, his father's departure hit him a lot, and it can be said that he directly violently his worst side. Exposed, ignorant and fearless, he doesn't know the consequences of doing things.

But what to do now? At this point, it is useless to persuade him, threats are even more impossible, and there is nothing to make him care about lure, it is really a tricky thing.

If he continues like this for a long time, his body will definitely be dragged down, and maybe he will be riddled with various diseases. Adler thought for a long time and did not get a satisfactory answer, and he began to be overwhelmed.

Xu Yang turned on the water flow to the maximum in the bathroom, and then took a calm bath, completely unaware of Adler's entanglement outside.

Ten minutes later, Xu Yang walked out with a hair of water, and Adler was shocked by his movements: "Why don't you blow your hair?" ”

"Forget." Xu Yang was washing mechanically inside, and he didn't take the initiative to think of anything.

Adler sighed silently: "I'll help you." "Just like when they were children, they both almost helped each other blow their hair, probably because they felt that others were more comfortable and handsome.

"Okay." Xu Yang did not shirk it, and sat directly on the stool to enjoy Adler's professional service.

After blowing their hair, the room fell into extreme silence for a moment, and the two looked at each other in the hope that the other would say something, but no one spoke.

In the end, Xu Yang scratched his hair helplessly: "What's going on with this weird atmosphere like two strange men waking up after a night's sleep?" ”

“…… What are you talking about! Adler simply admired his five bodies: "Don't say it as if you've met it." ”

"I really haven't had it before, but now I have." Xu Yang looked at him sincerely.

"You're thinking too much, go to bed early." Adler didn't want to talk to him for a while, and lay down on the bed. Pull up the quilt, close your eyes and don't want to talk.

"Okay, I'll talk about it tomorrow." Xu Yang accompanied Adler for a night's shopping, his feet were a little sore and a little tired. Now I can fall asleep even if I want to sleep.

He turned off the lights and slept in his bed. Above.

Although Adler was the first person to shout to sleep, he was also the last to sleep, and he had already felt that Xu Yang was asleep, but his consciousness was still extremely awake, and he didn't want to sleep at all.

In the early morning of the erection day, Adler never mentioned what happened last night, and when they were all packed up and ready to go out to play according to the original plan, Xu Yang blocked him at the door: "What do you think now, you give me a letter of approval, lest my heart has been hanging." ”

Hearing this, Adler raised his head seriously and looked at him: "Although I can't understand you and can't agree with you, I won't give up on you, you will always be my brother, and I will accompany you in whatever you want to do." This is his biggest concession, and it is also a promise that he has taken seriously since he was a child.

Xu Yang listened to his words, his heart was very complicated, his expression was a little blank, and he didn't know what kind of state was more suitable for the current occasion.

"Moved to tears?" Adler looked at him amusefully.

Xu Yang shook his head: "That's not true, so this conclusion is that you haven't slept all night?" ”

"yes, it's not like I didn't sleep all night, I slept for a while when it was almost dawn." Adler smiled.

Now that everything has to be said, there is no gap between them, just like before.

Adler also began to pay attention to his current physical condition: "You have been touching this thing for a month, can your body bear it?" ”

Xu Yang blinked confidently: "You don't understand this, I don't use the shoddy things they gave me at all, what I use is improved on the basis of the original, the addiction will not be so big, but the effect is extraordinarily significant, and the impact on the body is very small." ”

"Will you improve?" Xu Yang once again refreshed Adler's admiration for him.

He always knew that Xu Yang was smart and talented, but he didn't know that he could be so outstanding in this aspect: "If those merchants knew that you would still do this, they would definitely recruit you with a lot of money." ”

"It's unlikely, my modified addiction is not very big, it's not enough for them, so I can't make money." Xu Yang had never thought of joining them to make these things, he just used them himself, and he didn't want to involve others.

"That's what you said, so do you have any plans for the future?" Adler nodded.

"I have an idea." Xu Yang looked at Adler mysteriously, and then briefly told him his idea of hallucinogens.

Adler frowned tightly at first, and the more he got back, the more feasible he felt: "In reality, almost everyone has the intention of making difficulties, and has something they want to do but can't do it, which is a luxury, but if you really feel it once in a dream, it is definitely an addictive feeling." ”

"You think it's possible, don't you?" Xu Yang was glad that someone agreed with his idea.

"It's theoretically possible, but in practice we still need to do a lot of preparation." Adler was a little calmer than he was.

"So take your time." Xu Yang didn't think about it overnight.

On this day, Xu Yang's arrangement was to take Adler to their school to have a look and feel his usual life.

"Your school is so big." Adler walked around their campus, sighing.

Xu Yang smiled: "Then you have to add. Oil, after the college entrance examination, come to a school with me, just like high school, together in a school. ”

"Okay, no problem, I'll be able to come in." Adler was so confident that he didn't believe he couldn't get in.

During the seven-day National Day holiday, Xu Yang was taking Adler around to have fun, and when he was going back on the last day, he looked at his suitcase and cried and laughed: "I think it's hard to take so many things." Almost all of the suitcases were food, and his clothes were ruthlessly tossed aside.

"Aren't you going to help them carry something? I don't think these are enough, and there are some that I will buy tomorrow and send them back to you. "Xu Yang exists like a parent, and fulfills his obligations perfectly.

"Okay." Adler would never turn him down.

Xu Yang sent him to the airport, and Adler reluctantly said goodbye to him: "Brother, you still have to keep an eye on yourself, those things are not as simple as you think, avoid them if you can avoid them." Although I knew that he wouldn't listen, I couldn't help but want to say, "Pay attention to your body, I'll come over if you don't come back during the winter vacation." ”

"Got it, be careful on the road, call me when it's time." Xu Yang waved goodbye to him.

Adler looked at him deeply and walked away without looking back, if he knew that this was the last time he saw Xu Yang in the next ten years, he would definitely not walk so fast.