Nanchen suddenly smiled.

Is she a double standard?

Nanchen leaned against Bei Ning's chest, feeling his heartbeat, and his heart suddenly felt very calm.

Once when she watched idol dramas, she actually made up for it, if one day, she could be held in her arms like Bei Ning, but she didn't expect that when this day came true, she was still a little unaccustomed.

Although it seems that she is living a good life on the surface, has a good job, has a good life, and is good in all aspects, but maybe only she knows it, in fact, she has low self-esteem deep down.

Because of her character.

has been like this since she was a child, and she seems to have a big flaw in some aspects of human sophistication.

For example, she doesn't know how to maintain a relationship, she has been like this since she was a child, if she doesn't take the initiative here, then basically the relationship will fade or even break off, so that until now, her long-term friends can be counted with one hand.

It's not that she doesn't want to contact, it's just that she doesn't feel anything bad when she stays by herself, and she doesn't know how to communicate with her friends, and there is nothing to do, so she feels that it's worth contacting.

Even her mother had said that she wondered if she had left her in her stomach when she gave birth to her, and it always felt as if she was missing a lot of things.

Although she knew that her mother was joking, she had to say that it was indeed true.

The first short-lived friend she ever made, oh! can't be regarded as friends, because they have been completely excluded by the other party before they have time to be friends.

She said, Nanchen, people like you seem to be born with a bad emotion, can't you feel the friendliness of others to you? Why can't you just be proactive? You make me feel that it was a mistake for me to approach you!

She said, Nanchen, I wish me never to meet an indifferent person like you again in my life!

To be honest, when she first heard these words, she was quite sad, at least in her memory, it seems that she has been sad for a long time.

Actually, she didn't do what she said.

She obviously listens carefully to her complaints and words every time; Every time, I am seriously accompanying her to do things; I take her seriously every time......

It's just that she is not good at expressing herself, not good at conveying kindness like everyone else, not good at communicating, not good at taking the initiative to approach her......

Is this emotional apathy? She didn't quite understand.

Her parents were too busy with work, and she knew that they were too tired, and she didn't know how to ask questions about it, and she didn't know how to say it every time she wanted to speak.

She can't figure out something herself, so why bother her parents!

In this way, she has always been regarded as an emotionally indifferent person in school, and she has slowly advanced to higher education one by one.

Fortunately, she doesn't have to be accompanied by someone, and she can live well on her own!

After so many years, now that she thinks about it, although she still feels that there is nothing rationally, she still has an inescapable inferiority complex deep down.

There is no way!

That feeling is there, and it can't be avoided.

It was precisely because of this strange feeling that when she saw Bei Ning on the first day, she felt that this boy seemed to be completely different from her.

How to say it!

If her life is gray, then he is colorful in her eyes.