Chapter 20: What Do You Mean?

Midnight.

"I really can't stand it anymore, I can't stand taking medicine every day, I can't stand what I can't stand anymore."

Since being rescued by Tang Han that day, Su Jianxin now feels very uncomfortable all day long, and feels like he is about to die all day long.

"I told you, you must not be like this, young master, he can't come over today, but you must be good, if you have any three long and two short, he will definitely not be able to stand it last month."

Because Tang Han had to hurry back to the Tang family now and explain to the people of the Tang family why he suddenly collided with them one after another, but Tang Han was still not very worried about Su Jianxin, so he directly put his henchmen here from beginning to end.

From the emotions over there just now, Tang Han already knew about Su Jianxin, and now he must want to die.

But when Su saw the letter like this, Tang Han would definitely feel very uncomfortable when he saw it.

"You all let me out, I don't want to see you, I don't want to eat, can you?"

Su Jianxin now feels that his body is getting more and more painful, and he can't move freely at all, because he was seriously injured one after another, Su Jianxin originally thought that he would kill Song Nianxi and kill him directly, but now Song Nianxi doesn't have any big problems, and he is now lying on the bed like a waste person.

"That's not good, it's less negative, if something happens to your side, all of us will have to pay the responsibility, so we definitely can't just let you be alone here."

No matter how you think about it, this time Tang Han must do a good job in this matter, and it is absolutely impossible for his beloved man to continue to go through such a thing.

But Su Jianxin's whole heart is now broken, because Su Jianxin doesn't know what he should do at all, how to face everyone, in this kind of thing, Su Jianxin really feels that he is about to go crazy.

"What can you do with me? I can't do anything with a wreck like me, so I hope you don't bother me anymore. ”

Su saw that Xinsheng was lying on the bed and staring at the ceiling without love, but the words he said were indeed very annoying.

What do you mean by that? Isn't it a bit too much, the young master is so good to you, and the young master really doesn't want you to do anything stupid, that's why he let us come over to see you, I really don't want to be so pitiful with you last month, you know? ”

Although this person is said to be the happiness of the young master, he is also a housekeeper who has watched Tang Han grow up since he was a child, and the housekeeper is very loving and difficult to match from beginning to end, and the housekeeper of Tang Han's homosexuality is also slowly changing from not accepting to accepting, and when the two of them have been in contact at that time, all of them are helping them to contact, and now seeing this pair of hard-working people become like this, the housekeeper can't say anything in his heart.

"Don't say any more, drink these first, Young Master Su."

Suddenly, an aunt with medicine came from outside the door.

This aunt's name is Sister-in-law Zhang, and Tang Han was temporarily transferred from home to take good care of Su Jianxin, although Tang Han couldn't come over to meet Su Jianxin, but everything that should be prepared was prepared for Su Jianxin, just hoping that Su Jianxin would never do anything stupid, and he would definitely one day persuade the people in the family to let him and him get back together.

"I said I don't drink medicine, I don't take medicine, you give up, I just want to stay here alone now and calm down, can you go out? I beg you, get out of here! ”

Su Jianxin felt that his tears were about to dry up, and now he had no way at all, and now he really wanted to see Tang Han for the last time, but Tang Han would definitely not be able to get over now, and those people from the Tang family would definitely continue to embarrass Tang Han.

"What the hell are you trying to do? Don't be sad anymore, the young master will really be very sad, and besides, the young master is working hard for your future now. So I hope you must understand the young master well, the young master really didn't mean not to come to see you. ”

The housekeeper sighed long in this kind of thing, in fact, as an outsider, they really can't say anything, but there are things that they still have to figure out by themselves.

"You guys go out first, I'll solve everything by myself, and I've made it very clear to you, I'll take care of this kind of thing, and I'll think about it when I think about it, what should I do, and you don't continue to talk."

In fact, Su Jianxin wanted to find a quiet time to end his life, and those people were always watching him, which really made Su Jianxin feel a lot of pressure, and every time he felt that many people were peeping at his life.

"Butler, what the hell are we supposed to do? I think it's better to look at him, in case something really happens, the young master signed the ten thousand orders before. ”

"But I think he's in this mood now, if we continue to disturb him, he will definitely be very uncomfortable, or let's just go out first, and we'll come back when her mood eases a little."

The housekeeper said that he was really reluctant to give up this person, so the housekeeper was constantly struggling in his mind from beginning to end.

"Don't think about it, go out, I beg you, please let me go, I just want to be alone and calm for a while."

When Su Jianxin heard that it seemed that they were leaving, he quickly calmed down, and said to them helplessly, hoping that these people could leave here quickly.

The housekeeper pulled Sister-in-law Zhang and walked out directly, just to be able to let this Su Jianxin well.

Slow down his emotions and let this Su Jianxin know well, actually. All of us hope that she and Tang Han can be well, not like people from the outside world, and be able to know how difficult the relationship between Tang Han and Su Jianxin is, instead of blindly giving up their lives.

Now Su Jianxin has actually been raised for a long time, and he can move freely on his own even if he is injured, but Su Jianxin doesn't want to continue to live at all now, because no matter what, he is actually only an empty shell now.

"If there is a next life, I really wish I was a woman, and then you have to be my lover, the two of us love too hard in this life, I really don't want this to happen again."

Looking at the photo on his bedside, it was a photo of Tang Han and himself, in fact, now Su Jianxin was very broken, kept shedding tears, and touched Tang Han in the photo with his hand.

Su Jianxin didn't know how he had survived for more than a month, since Song Nianxi's divorce, this matter has become more and more serious, resulting in his own work, and then so many strange things have happened, if it continues like this, maybe Su Jianxin will really have to live under this kind of thing for the rest of his life.

So Su Jianxin wants to choose liberation this time and can't be with the person he loves, so what is the result?

Besides, now that Song Nianxi is protecting himself one after another, it is impossible to get close at all, and if he does such a senseless thing again, he will definitely cause some harm to Tang Han.

During this period of time, Su Jianxin thought very clearly, in fact, it was himself and Tang Han from beginning to end, this relationship was not recognized by the world, it was all of them who felt that they were very disgusting, and everyone did not accept this homosexuality.

"Actually, I really want to be with you, but I feel that now I have to make sacrifices for the love of the two of us, even if I can't get you now, but I hope you will still be good in the future, all of them will be good."

Where is Tang Han now? What the hell are you doing now? Are you being rebuked and rebuked by those people like last time?

No matter what, Su Jianxin felt that he was very sorry for Tang Han, who was originally a high-ranking president, but he was always abused by those people because of his relationship with him.

Seeing a cup next to him, Tang Han couldn't hold back anymore, so he wiped away his tears with his cuffs and knocked the cup on the table.

In this way, the cup in his hand was torn apart.

Looking at the shard of glass with sharp angles, Su Jianxin finally began to prepare to stretch it towards his main artery.

"Actually, this should be a relief for me, and it should be the best thing for you."

After saying this, Su Jianxin suddenly took out his mobile phone and recorded a recording for Tang Han, hoping that Tang Han could continue to live well, and not go to others to settle accounts because of his own things, because Su Jianxin could clearly know that the Tang family and the Lu family were completely incomparable, and the only way to make the people of the Tang family believe in Tang Han better was to let himself not disappear in this society first.

"Although I may be leaving, you must be well, don't become depressed because of my departure, because I want to hope to see you better in the sky, and I also hope that you will not be manipulated by those Tang family people in the future, if there is an afterlife, I hope the two of us can still be together."

After recording this recording, Su Jianxin directly sent this recording to Tang Han Tang Han, it shouldn't be possible to find this for a while now, maybe it will be found out when I go to work tomorrow.

In this way, within enough time, everyone will not find out that they are dead, and it is impossible to continue to be rescued, this is a result that Su Jianxin has been thinking about, he has done something wrong, he has affected Tang Han, and he can only use such an achievement to stop all the sins alone.

The glass shards directly pierced Su Jianxin's skin, and directly cut the major artery in his hand, looking at the blood gushing out of his wound, at this moment, Su Jianxin felt that the big stone that had been pressed in his heart for a long time was finally removed.

"I'm finally able to get a good night's sleep, I don't have to be afraid of nightmares anymore, I don't have to be afraid of being sorry for you anymore, it's a really good feeling, you know?"

All of this ended today, and his life of sins also ended like this, which was really a relief for Su Jianxin.

"I think it's really good."

Su Jianxin's face became more and more pale, and the blood flowing from his hands stained the snow-white sheets particularly dazzling, but at this moment, everyone didn't know, and such a life left everyone directly without anyone knowing.

hospital

"Why are you here again?"

Looking at the successive people who suddenly appeared in front of him, Song Nianxi really felt that this man was really annoying, and he didn't want to be entangled with them at all, but it seemed that he couldn't get rid of it.

One after another, he continued to do it in front of Song Nianxi unhurriedly, hoping that Song Nianxi could talk to himself well.

"What do you mean?"