"This old bastard, this time we were completely led by his nose and teased, now I don't know where he has fled, and it is estimated that the next time he will show up will be a long time later." Zhu Chen sighed.

I frowned and looked at the dead Father Xue, no, it should be his body, and my heart was in a mess.

The last time Zhong Zhenmin ran away from me, he killed a horse pistol and came over, all this was just to take revenge, poor Father Xue, Xue Xiaxia, and our children all became victims, this is the biggest helplessness and concern as an exorcist.

I stood up and said to Zhu Chen, "The corpse can be pulled back by the colleagues of the forensic team, it is no longer worthless, wait until tomorrow to inform Xue Xiaxia's mother, I don't plan to tell her this tonight, let her take a good break." ”

Zhu Chen nodded, turned around and called his colleague.

At this moment, a smug smirk sounded.

I turned my head, and next to Xue's father's corpse, half of Zhong Zhenmin's body was faintly floating there, surrounded by a thick mist, which looked illusory and eerie.

"Zhong Zhenmin, you bastard!" I roared and tried to rush over, but there seemed to be an invisible barrier in front of me, and I tried, but I couldn't use my mana.

"Don't come unharmed." Chung let out a grim laugh, which completely aroused the anger and hatred in my heart.

"You kind of come to me in a face-to-face duel, you hurt my family, what are you?" I roared.

Zhong Zhenmin raised his eyebrows, "No, why are you talking so aggressively and unreasonable, did you destroy my church, and caused my church members to go to jail and die, you can also come directly to me to duel, why do you want to hurt them and destroy my organization, they are all very devout believers." ”

"Shut up, you're not a church at all, you're the leader of a cult, you don't deserve to be compared to this."

Zhong Zhenmin snorted coldly, "Your words are unreasonable, they are completely bandit logic, but you can't imagine that I was destroyed at the same time as the Heartless Lamp, saving my soul, you think that I was particularly difficult on the way to escape during this time, and I was able to survive, right?" Haha, you're wrong, during this period of time, I have been cultivating and healing steadily, and I have raised my own mana to a height that you can match, and this reunion, I gave you a few big gifts, should you thank me? ”

"Zhong Zhenmin, you demon, I will make your soul scatter!"

"Don't don't, you're too grumpy, it's not like your previous personality." Zhong Zhenmin looked at me with disdain, "You have lost your child now, and your future father-in-law has also died, this kind of pain is enough for you to bear for a while, but if you think that this is the final result, then you are wrong, hahaha, I will come back again." ”

"Zhong Zhenmin!" I roared angrily, but a white mist had risen in front of me, completely submerging half of Zhong Zhenmin's figure, and I used all my internal strength, but I still couldn't exert a single bit of mana.

Ten seconds later, I felt like someone had been pushed hard in the chest, and I was caught off guard by a few steps on my hind legs, and I almost fell to the ground.

"What's wrong with you?" Zhu Chen held me and asked in surprise.

"I saw Zhong Zhenmin's soul just now." I exhaled deeply and said helplessly, "I was ridiculed by this guy, I couldn't use my ability, this guy has been hiding somewhere during this time to cultivate and heal his injuries, and his mana is much higher than before, and I can't even have the upper hand now." ”

"Did you just see his soul? He actually dared to provoke you at this time, which shows that this guy has a lot of confidence in his heart, and he has also written the 'script' behind it. ”

I nodded helplessly, "Yes, I want to blame myself for being too careless and conceited, I thought that he was seriously injured by me before, and after escaping with the heartless lamp, he has been in a difficult situation of fleeing everywhere and having no fixed place, but I didn't expect that he actually obtained a very stable cultivation environment, and his ability has been greatly improved during this time." ”

I closed my eyes and punched myself in the chest in remorse.

Zhu Chen pulled me, "Don't be like this, you have been overwhelmed by all kinds of things during this time, you are just a person, and you don't have three heads and six arms, you are already lacking in skills, you have done this is already very good, don't forget that our opponents are innumerable, but the real warrior is you alone, don't blame yourself." ”

Zhu Chen patted me on the shoulder heavily, and between the four of them, I received tremendous support from his unwavering and approving gaze.

Yes, I have to blame myself, and the guilt can only be temporary, I have to pick myself up now, improve myself quickly, and organize my thoughts for the next vicious battle.

Xue's father's body was temporarily placed in the morgue, and I didn't tell Xue Xiaxia about it all night.

One of us was in bed, the other was in a chair, and we stayed half-asleep until dawn.

At about 9 o'clock, Zhu Chen called to "inform" us of Xue's father's suicide.

Xue Xiaxia didn't say a word after hearing this, just closed her eyes in pain, and her shoulders twitched violently.

Later, Xue Xiaxia's mother also learned about Xue's father's suicide.

How do I explain this to the mother and daughter, it is a very difficult problem.

In the evening, I sat in the hospital room with Xue Xiaxia and her mother, and I kept my head down and told them all about what had happened.

It's not what I imagined, in fact, they are all very strong, although they are women, but they are very strong inside.

Xue Mu has been crying silently, and she has no excessive emotions.

When I had finished, she looked up at me, her face full of tears, and I felt a sharp pain in my heart.

"Ah Hang, you already knew that this was the case, you should have told us earlier, we are really not as fragile as you think, if you said it earlier, we should have a mental preparation."

I felt guilty, "I'm sorry Auntie, it's me who worries too much, but it complicates things, I'm sorry." ”

Xue Mu waved her hand, she stood up and walked to the window with her back to us, her back and shoulders twitched violently, she was crying, but she didn't want her to be seen by us at the moment.

A day passed.

For more than 20 hours, I felt like I was in a dream, I didn't even know if I was out of my body, in fact, my soul was no longer in this body.

In the afternoon, it was hot and humid, and it was gray and heavy rain.

Xue Xiaxia sat against the head of the bed, her red and swollen eyes looked somewhere, and muttered, "Let's separate......

I instantly split my heart and gall, "Xia Xia, I'm really sorry for you, don't you be like this, okay?" ”

She slowly turned her face to look at me, her eyes already filled with tears.

"I thought too much about it in the past two days, and I suddenly found that the two of us were so close on the surface, but in fact, your heart was not completely open to me, my world was full of you, but you didn't completely let me live in it, there are many things you don't want me to know."

"Yes, I do have some things I don't want you to know, I'm afraid you'll worry, I admit that I'm worried too much, but please don't say separate, I'll correct it later, I won't hide it from you like this again, okay?"

I rushed over and grabbed her hand, but her hand was very stiff and cold, and she didn't respond to me, she just looked at me indifferently.

"I've told you countless times, since we love each other, then you have to tell me whatever it is, let me bear it with you, if you don't want to tell me, it means that in your heart you don't regard me as the one who is one with you, since that's the case, then let's separate!"

"Xia Xia, I beg you, don't think like that, you are really important to me, just because you are important, so I ......"

"Don't say it, with my own feelings and judgments, we are still separated, this period of time probably you have a wrong feeling about me, I am the same, this fate is very precious, we also had a common child, although he only lived in my body for a few months, I have been satisfied, I have loved in this life, and I have nothing else to ask for in this life."

She withdrew her hand and turned sideways to stop talking.

I almost snapped my tongue off, and I knew she had made up her mind to part with me.

Everyone has a bottom line in their hearts, and they all have different understandings of one thing, and I have disappointed her, even despairing.

She refused to let me stay in the hospital any longer, and I had to leave the hospital in despair.

As soon as I sat down at the hotel, the rainstorm outside came, and the thick rain curtain between the "lala" world was completely covered, and the muddy and blurred world made me breathless.

Zhang Hang, Zhang Hang, you think you think things very thoughtfully, but in fact, the problems you are thinking about are full of loopholes, and the terrible thing is that you live alone in such loopholes, and you are still self-righteous.

Two days later was Xue's father's funeral.

Xue Xiaxia and Xue's mother had already returned to their hometown a day earlier, and at 10 o'clock in the morning, I stood in the cemetery, mixed with their relatives and friends, and I couldn't raise my head.

The black-and-white photo on the tombstone, Xue's father and Yan Yuese, is the kind elder I saw for the first time, but because of my relationship, he was killed by Zhong Zhenmin.

Xue Xiaxia and Xue's mother stood in front of the tombstone, their backs twitched very much, I didn't dare to step forward, and I was not qualified to step forward to comfort them, after all, they didn't even notify me of the funeral, it was I who asked Zhao Heizi to ask other relatives and friends to know the specific time.

The weather was gloomy and I don't know when it will clear.

After the funeral, they didn't say hello to me, they just got in the car and left.