In fact, Luo Yaotian threw away her usual calm and composed, hurried appearance, which is also quite cute.

Dawn is approaching, and the sky is a transparent inky blue. Luo Yaotian and Bai Xu sat on opposite ends of the bed with their backs against the wall.

The two were relatively silent and sat in silence all night.

"White." "Yaotian." They spoke almost at the same time. Half a ring, and then in unison: "You say it first." ”

Bai Xu coughed lightly, the effect of last night's medicine had long since disappeared. "You say, I'm listening." Bai Xu's voice was soft, as if mixed with a thousand arrogance and love.

Luo Yaotian finally sensed Bai Xu's intentions, and chatted intentionally or unintentionally: "Bai Xu, do you know that I have to go home sooner or later." ”

Bai Xu stared slightly, not because of an accident, but because he didn't expect this day to come so quickly.

"Bai Xu, after I find Bu Shao, I want to go home." Luo Yaotian didn't see the expression on Bai Xu's face clearly, and repeated what he had just said.

"I know." Bai Xu's heart seems to have been opened by himself, but this opening in his heart is far more painful than that on his left arm.

"So, everything here, to me, is just a passing moment." Luo Yaotian almost bit her lip and squeezed out this sentence, she hoped that Bai Xu would die, and hoped that he would give up his attachment and give up struggling with things that were meaningless in the first place.

Perhaps, what Luo Yaotian didn't know was that she was using the same method to numb herself, paralyzing herself who was already different from before. It's just that Luo Yaotian himself didn't realize all this.

"Can you not go?" Bai Xu squeezed out a sentence in a half-loud voice, as if pleading.

"I can't." Luo Yaotian shed two lines of tears uncontrollably, wetting the tattered navy blue dress.

"Bai Xu, how long have we known each other? Your feelings for me are nothing more than a momentary loss. Luo Yao added at the end of the day, as if she was talking to herself.

"How much longer can you stay?"

"From the beginning, it was only three months."

"Two and a half months to go."

Luo Yaotian counted carefully and found that he had been living in Youguo for half a month.

From the beginning of falling into the water on a winter night, until now, it turns out that she and Bai Xu have had a friendship for several days, no wonder......

"Bai Xu......" Luo Yaotian wanted to say something, but was interrupted by Bai Xu: "For the rest of the time, I will try to treat you as a friend." Since you don't want to, I don't force it. ”

Luo Yaotian chuckled silently when he heard this: "That's fine, when I leave, I can't let go, I can't give up." ”

Bai Xu's feelings for Luo Yaotian were fruitless from the beginning. Fate makes them meet, know each other, and know each other, but it doesn't have a chance for them to fall in love.

However, the two of them may not have realized that there is such a saying in the world: "Fate is often in your own hands."

Luo Yaotian didn't believe in such a thing as fate at that time. But then many years later, the reunion after a long absence, like wine, like an ode, is more like the creation of fate.

"Bai Xu, it's actually good to meet you." Luo Yaotian got up and was about to go back, Bai Xu followed closely behind Luo Yaotian and put on a robe for him.

Half-ringing, he replied intentionally or unintentionally: "Me too." ”

Luo Yaotian grabbed the hand of the robe tightly and walked quickly in front, Bai Xu didn't follow, just followed behind Luo Yaotian quietly, not far or close, just enough to see her all.

Luo Yaotian walked in front and shed tears uncontrollably. Rare, never-before-seen, the heart feels like it has been pierced by an awl - it hurts.

In the past few days, Luo Yaotian has hardly said a word to Bai Xu except for the necessary communication with Bai Xu. Bai Tong came a few times halfway, but she was still as grumpy as usual, but recently there was a young man in white who was as warm as water. Looking at Bai Tong's attitude towards him, this white-clothed young man seems to be Bai Tong's "follower" and "little follower".

Bai Xu and Luo Yaotian broke this damn silence, thanks to Wang Ruojin.

That day, Wang Ruojin wrote a letter to Bai Xu.

The letter probably means that the glass of wine at the plum appreciation party was drunk too affectionately, so that Wang Ruojin's enthusiasm has continued until now.

She said in the letter that Bai Xu had not gone to school for a long time, and she said that she was very worried about Bai Xu and hoped that Bai Xu would go back as soon as possible.

After Bai Xu finished reading the letter, he threw it away, and a thin piece of rice paper rose with the wind and floated leisurely to Luo Yaotian's feet who inadvertently passed by.

Luo Yaotian bent down to pick it up, and after reading it carefully, he shouted at Bai Xu in the room: "Bai Xu, Wang Ruojin asked you to go to school." ”

After Bai Xu heard Luo Yaotian's voice, his eyes lit up, and he dimmed after thinking of something helplessly.

Luo Yaotian saw that Bai Xu didn't speak for a long time, and it was expected that Bai Xu would not go, so he added: "If you don't go, I will throw this letter away?" ”

Suddenly, Bai Xu thought of something, his eyes lit up again, and he ran out of the house excitedly, and replied, "Who said I won't go?" ”

Luo Yaotian raised her eyebrows, a little surprised: "Then you go." ”

"I have one condition, though." Bai Xu evoked a wicked smile.

Seeing this, Luo Yaotian couldn't help but wonder what kind of conditions Bai Xu would propose. But no matter what the conditions, it's better than being alone with Bai Xu.

"Come with me." As soon as Bai Xu's words came out, Luo Yaotian's jaw was so shocked that his jaw was about to fall.

"You... What did you say? Luo Yaotian said in disbelief.

"I said, come with me." Bai Xu smiled and repeated what he had just said, and then added: "We are friends, right?" ”

Luo Yaotian was stunned, but she didn't expect that a sentence that day would become something that would restrain her everywhere in the future.

"So... Good... Is it? Luo Yaotian asked hesitantly, deliberately dragging out the words for a long time, in order to signal Bai Xu, this is not good.

"Okay!" Bai Xu replied with a smile. Pretended not to understand Luo Yaotian's hints.

In the carriage, Luo Yaotian and Bai Xu sat face to face.

Yun'er went back to her hometown a few days ago, otherwise Luo Yaotian wouldn't dare to go home in the early morning after not returning from a night away with Bai Xu.

Since that day, Luo Yaotian has rarely looked directly into Bai Xu's eyes. Because the feelings in Bai Xu's eyes were too pure, Luo Yaotian really couldn't bear it.

"What's wrong? What's there to do out there? Bai Xu is still as tender as before. looked at Luo Yaotian, who was staring at the outside along the way, and joked.

"It's not ......" Luo Yaotian came back to her senses and dealt with it hastily.

But Bai Xu is not a master to deal with after all. Seeing that Luo Yaotian was interested in dealing with himself, he raised his eyebrows, and finally sat next to Luo Yaotian by himself: "Since it's so attractive, I'll take a look too." ”

Seeing this, Luo Yaotian was just about to get up and change seats, but was unexpectedly held down by Bai Xu's palm.

Bai Xu's eyes were still staring at the outside of the car, but the strength in his hands was unquestionable.

Luo Yaotian sat on the seat, and she was already wearing thick clothes, but she was already sweating profusely at this time.

Although the weather was still cold, Luo Yaotian covered himself too tightly, like a zongzi. Bai Xu noticed it early on, but he didn't have a Dao. The reason why Luo Yaotian did this was probably because he lost his mind that night, and there was no square inch under his hand, and he grabbed the pale red scratches on Luo Yaotian's wrist and neck.

Thinking of this, Bai Xu had an inexplicable feeling, very subtle.

This subtle feeling bothered Bai Xu intermittently for a long time. Bai Xu can't say why.