Chapter 286: Absence

Mu Jinsheng looked at Jian Xinrou who was not in a good mood, frowned and sat there, he slowly slowed down the speed of eating, put down the chopsticks and held his hands together, looked at Jian Xinrou opposite, I don't know what happened, is it because he laughed and angered the woman in front of him just now, so he won't be angry directly at the dinner table.

"What's wrong with you? I'm just saying that Mu Zheng doesn't like to eat noodles, it's not because you don't make it delicious, you just don't understand his habit, and it's good to know it later. ”

Mu Jinsheng Alliance explained for himself, and Mu Zheng next to him saw that his mother's face was not good-looking, and he was very nervous, so he got closer to Jian Xinrou, wanting to please his mother, but he couldn't change this habit because he hadn't eaten noodles since he was a child.

"It's nothing, I just think that I've been with Mu Zheng for so long, and I don't know his habits, it's my dereliction of duty as a mother, I was absent from his childhood, I'm not even as good as you, I'm obviously the child's biological mother, but I don't know that he doesn't eat noodles, and he is not even as good as the housekeeper of this family, I don't know what Mu Zheng's usual preferences are, only some small snacks that he particularly likes, I think..."

The more Jian Xinrou spoke, the more guilty she became, and her tears fell directly into the bowl, and the bowl of tomatoes and noodles fluctuated a little after the tears fell.

"What's wrong with you? Mom, I never said that you were absent from anything, and besides, just because I don't eat noodles doesn't mean I'm not a good boy, I haven't eaten this since I was a child, and if you're sad about it, I can eat it! ”

Mu Zheng saw Jian Xinrou crying, and immediately became nervous after getting up, ran to Jian Xinrou, first picked up toilet paper to wipe her tears, and then immediately ran to her dining table, picked up the small bowl of tomatoes and made lo mein and began to eat, but choked immediately after eating, Jian Xinrou next to her turned her head to look at the child, scared and nervous.

"What's wrong with you? I don't blame you, you don't like to eat noodles, you can stop eating them, what's wrong with you? Isn't it choking, hurry up and spit it out! ”

Jian Xinrou nervously hurriedly patted Belle for Mu Zheng, and Mu Jinsheng next to her was also taken aback, sitting opposite and not knowing what to do, her hands were clenched, watching her son suffer like this, Mu Jinsheng felt angry and funny.

After Mu Zheng coughed up the mouthful of noodles, her face became very ugly, and she said, Mom, I want to sleep, I have to go back to my room, she has no choice but to send him back, Jian Xinrou became even more guilty.

After closing the door of the room, Mu Jinsheng saw Jian Xinrou with a sad face and felt a little funny, this girl was actually angry because of a bowl of noodles and a small child, saying that it was not angry, but she was not angry, but she was not getting along with herself.

"What's going on? Soft-hearted? Mu Zheng is a child, naturally there will be times when he is also picky eater, he doesn't eat noodles, I knew before that I was not good, I didn't tell you, you are not absent, you don't have to think so much about his childhood, and it's not because you don't make it delicious, you see, I have eaten such a big bowl, over the years, Mu Zheng has not eaten noodles, and Sister-in-law Zhang has not made noodles, I have been hungry for noodles for a long time. ”

Mu Jinsheng went over and took Jian Xinrou's hand, and said while pulling it to the table, patting her shoulder as if soothing Jian Xinrou's mood and motioning for her to sit down.

Jian Xinrou doesn't know what's going on, since she entered this house, her tears have fallen uncontrollably, just like not wanting money, she was obviously very strong before, no matter what happened, she wouldn't easily shed tears, but since she met Mu Jinsheng and Mu Zheng, any grievances have been directly expressed on her face, and they will not be hidden in her heart at all, which is the most painful and helpless thing for Jian Xinrou.

"I don't know what to do anymore, when I think of the fact that I have been absent from Mu Zheng for so many years, I am incompetent as a mother, I am obviously just the biological mother of this child, but for such a long time, I don't even know that Mu Zheng does not eat noodles."

Jian Xinrou unconsciously felt a little guilty, because if it wasn't for Zhang Zao's departure, he wouldn't have cooked by himself today, if he hadn't cooked by himself, he might not even know that Mu Zheng didn't eat noodles, and it might have been delayed for a longer time to understand this child in the future, and she didn't understand until now that only one in 10,000 really understood this child.

"What do you mean by that? You are a good mother now, besides, I go to work, it will take a long time for me to come back from work, and I am not very good at cooking, after Sister-in-law Zhang left, this family will depend on you, you should have a greater sense of accomplishment, and it is not that you feel useless, this kind of thing happened today, don't you remember it in the future? Besides, Mu Zheng is still such a young child, you must not let him feel guilty, if you make him feel that you have become sad because of him, then he will become cautious with you in the future, because he feels sorry for you. ”

Mu Jinsheng handed over a glass of warm boiled water to Jian Xinrou next to her, she took the cup of warm boiled water and thought that what Mu Jinsheng said just now was the same, so she didn't say anything else, but she was still very disappointed and sad in her heart, she hadn't had good contact with her son for so long, and even this child hadn't drunk her own milk since birth.

"I know everything about you and the treasure map, I know that you two are for my good, and I also know that you two feel sorry for me, but I think I am too incompetent for some things, I am now staying at home all day with nothing to do, I can still chat with Sister-in-law Zhang when Sister-in-law Zhang was there before, but now I am only myself, if I don't go out to find something to do, I will definitely suffocate myself."

Jian Xinrou didn't know what was going on, so she began to pour bitter water with the man next to her, she never wanted to transfer those things on her body to others and become pressure on others, especially those who felt sorry for herself, but since she fell in love with this man, he slowly became Jian Xinrou's dependence.

"I know that you must be very lonely at home alone, so as long as you want to go out to work, I will definitely satisfy your family, if you really can't hire a nanny, then I will find someone to contact Sister-in-law Zhang, ask when she will come back, if Sister-in-law Zhang is really not at home, I will also feel unaccustomed, after all, I am Sister-in-law Zhang watched grow up."

Mu Jinsheng sighed, in fact, when I was eating that bowl of tomatoes and lo mein tonight, I had been thinking about it all the time, Sister-in-law Zhang's cooking has already formed a habit for so many years, he is an eight-foot man, and he has already regarded Sister-in-law Zhang as the closest person, not to mention Jian Xinrou, who has only been here for a few months.

"I know that everyone will not be used to Sister-in-law Zhang's departure, but we need to adapt slowly, Sister-in-law Zhang can't accompany us for a lifetime, Sister-in-law Zhang has to have her own life, we can't keep restraining her, let's not let grandma know about this matter first, we haven't seen grandma for a long time, I believe grandma must also want to shepherd the kite, when we have time, let's go see grandma together."

This sentence was mentioned by Jian Xinrou, Mu Jinsheng's eyes brightened, I didn't expect this girl to be very filial, not only taking care of her family, but also taking care of the whole family, it seems that she is really married to a Mu Jinshengbei.

"What you say is what it is, let's adjust our mood first, Mu Zheng will not blame you, and on the contrary, you don't blame Mu Zheng."

Mu Jinsheng touched her head and laughed, what she hopes most now is that Jian Xinrou can relax and live well in this family in the future, no more mistakes will happen, and Mu Jinsheng can concentrate wholeheartedly at work.

Jian Xinrou nodded, watching him eat the bowl of tomatoes and lo mein in front of him, it seems that this man really likes to eat noodles, and inadvertently saw the middle finger of his left hand, and there was a ring mark in that place.

Jian Xinrou was distracted, remembering that when she was with Shen Yuheng, although that man was unreliable and unfocused, but when she confessed to herself and gave her ring, she was high-sounding, Jian Xinrou had thought more than once about what it would be like to be with this man, but she didn't expect that man to split his stepsister.

But can this man in front of a ring like this really give himself? If it was really for herself, would she take it? Why hasn't there been even a promise until now, can the man in front of him really give himself happiness? After a long time, I will keep asking myself, these words, although Mu Jinsheng has slowly become her dependence, but women are always the most insecure creatures.

"What are you thinking?"

Seeing that Jian Xinrou didn't eat or speak, Mu Jinsheng took the initiative to talk to the woman next to him after swallowing the mouthful of noodles, I don't know when the two of them may no longer have so many topics to talk about, more around the family and children.

Is this the estrangement after marriage? Jian Xinrou didn't want to believe that they had only been together for a few months, and they had experienced ups and downs, life and death, but they couldn't even cross this small hurdle.

"Didn't think about anything, hurry up and eat, didn't you say that the noodles I made were delicious? The next time Mu Zheng doesn't come back, I'll secretly make it for you. ”

Jian Xinrou immediately regained her thoughts and forced a forced laugh, as if nothing had happened just now.

He didn't think much about it, smiled and touched the head of the woman next to him, sometimes people don't really feel what you want to express without saying anything.