Chapter 121: The First and Last Side
The reason why Xiang Chunmei changed his hexagram temporarily, and finally decided to come and see the old man's reason, is complicated and simple to say.
It's been a time since I've been here, and it's been a lot of things. Although it is said that since he met Baili Jialie, all kinds of strange things have not stopped, but after all, after going to Kunlun, he has indeed changed too much.
Now that she has encountered so many things as soon as she comes back, Xiang Chunmei knows that she is now far from the original Xiang Chunmei, who is very arrogant and can live a simple life every day.
This feeling actually made her feel strange and frightened.
If it was the original her, when she heard Li Chenjia's request, she would definitely agree.
After all, he was stupid at the beginning, and he wanted to take Baili Jialie to discover the beauty of human nature, and he did a lot of good deeds stupidly.
And now, why can't I even do such a simple thing? Xiang Chunmei also asked over and over again in her heart after Li Chenjia left.
In the end, although she didn't know how she chose to be right, she heard the answer to the memory in her heart, and she still obeyed the simplest and kindest thoughts in her heart, and chose to come here.
Looking at her grandmother lying on the hospital bed, Xiang Chunmei felt a little moved in her heart.
"Your grandmother just woke up in a daze for a while, and then fell asleep again, I don't know when the next time I wake up......"
Seeing that Xiang Chunmei had just finished greeting herself, her eyes were locked on her wife on the hospital bed, and the old man also sighed, then sat back again, took his wife's hand, and said with sadness in his eyes.
Before, Xiang Chunmei didn't feel much in the face of her biological father and biological mother who suddenly appeared, but now when she saw the two old people, Xiang Chunmei's heart became very uncomfortable inexplicably.
In fact, it is not difficult to understand, she left her parents when she was a child, and it was her mother-in-law who brought her up, so in her memory, compared to those so-called fathers and mothers, elders like mother-in-law are what make her feel more cordial.
And now, it is his real grandmother lying on the hospital bed, and Xiang Chunmei is suddenly in a trance. In her memory, her mother-in-law, who grew up with her since she was a child, overlapped with the old face on the hospital bed at this time, which made her not only wet her eyes.
"I've heard everything about my grandmother's situation, although I've never seen her before, but since my grandmother has such a wish, I naturally want to come."
When she heard Xiang Chunmei say this, she didn't feel embarrassed, but called her grandmother directly, and Li Chenjia was even so moved that she didn't know what to say for a while.
The old man looked up at her in some surprise, and could see that his eyes were already a little red.
"Good boy, don't you really blame us? Although my old man knows that it is too late to say these words, it is true that we are sorry for you, there were too many things that happened at the beginning, and there were too many compulsions, and now that we think about it, we really regret it, but there is nothing to change or undo anything. ”
Of course, the old man didn't pretend to be distressed, but now he looks at his daughter, who has been spoiled on the tip of his heart for most of his life, and has done so many things that disappointed them, and when he looks back, he realizes that he really made a wrong step.
At the beginning, because he doted on his daughter too much, after those things, he didn't think much about the granddaughter in front of him who was obviously related to him. Now that Xiang Chunmei really appeared in front of him, he understands the meaning of the four words of regret.
Xiang Chunmei just shook her head slightly, as soon as she entered the door, the old man apologized to herself, and what she had just said was now being repeated a second time. It's just that the discomfort in my heart can't deceive people.
"Okay, since my sister is here, my grandfather won't talk about these sad things, otherwise when my grandmother wakes up and sees that everyone's atmosphere is so depressed, she will definitely not be in a good mood."
Li Chenjia secretly wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, moved a bench to Xiang Chunmei, and said so.
To be honest, Xiang Chunmei felt from the beginning that Li Chenjia should be the kind of person who is pampered, and it should be on par with the young masters of the Xiang family who came to find her before.
But I didn't expect that this time, Li Chenjia really impressed her, at least in front of her grandparents, she showed great filial piety.
What's more, she was really willing to come to beg herself for the sake of her grandmother, and when she called her sister, she didn't have the slightest intention or unwillingness, and it could be seen that she was sincere.
Although in the face of such a situation, Xiang Chunmei did not feel as comfortable as when Xiang family first interviewed her, but she did not resist much, but naturally sat down next to her grandmother's bed.
To everyone's surprise, as soon as Xiang Chunmei sat down, her mother-in-law on the hospital bed slowly woke up again, her eyes slightly open, and she looked a little confused.
"Grandma, grandma, are you awake? I brought my sister here, take a good look, she's sitting on the edge of your bed now, do you see? ”
Because he was always concerned about his grandmother's situation, as soon as the old man on the hospital bed opened his eyes, Li Chenjia saw it, and he threw himself on the side of his grandmother's bed with some emotion and said this, and his words had already brought crying.
Except for the early years when her mother-in-law was seriously ill and hospitalized because of herself, Xiang Chunmei rarely encountered such a situation, but now looking at the old man's weak appearance, she still couldn't help but hold her other hand.
"Grandma, I'm Xiang Chunmei, I'm coming to see you."
Xiang Chunmei, who has never had any relatives, even stumbled a little when she suddenly called her grandmother, but looking at the old man's eyes, there was gradually a light, and the strength in Xiang Chunmei's hands was a little more.
"You're Xiaomei, aren't you...... Xiaomei, grandma misses you, grandma has always wanted to see you in the past few years, but she doesn't have this face to see you, grandma is sorry for you......"
After the old lady reacted for a few seconds, she burst into tears, held Xiang Chunmei's hand, and muttered hoarsely.
Even if her voice was not loud, the people sitting around her were already clear and heard what she was saying.
In fact, what happened to their family in the past few years, and why they abandoned or lost themselves in the first place, Xiang Chunmei didn't know in particular details.
But now, looking at the old man on the hospital bed, holding his hand and saying guiltily, Xiang Chunmei's heart is very uncomfortable, and she won't worry about so many things before at all.
Originally, she had always insisted that she didn't want to be involved in so much relationship with the Li family, and she hoped that they would not affect her life, but now, when she really sat here, there was no way not to be sad.
So Xiang Chunmei leaned down, tried to purse her lips to make her expression look natural, and put her other hand on the back of her grandmother's old hand, rubbing it gently.
"Grandma, since I've come to see you, can you be happier? Let's not talk about these things, when you get better, I'll talk to you about the past few years, I really don't blame you, I just want to talk to you well. ”
Maybe it's because she was raised by her mother-in-law since she was a child, and this experience makes Xiang Chunmei now have a feeling of old acquaintance with the old lady very quickly, and the tone of talking to her is also unexpectedly natural.
It's just that maybe even Xiang Chunmei didn't notice it, and she began to have a sour nose and cried.
Xiang Chunmei has been able to feel some extraordinary aura since she was a child, and now that she has only entered the ward, she already has a bad premonition.
Although she also hopes that the old lady in front of her can live a long and healthy life now, no matter what she has done to be sorry for herself before, she knows that her wish may not come true.
Sure enough, the old lady looked at Xiang Chunmei in front of her, her face seemed to glow red, and the old man and Li Chenjia on the side couldn't help but shed tears, which was actually an obvious return to the light.
"I know, you have a grudge in your heart, child, but seeing that you have grown so slim, my grandmother is still very happy. Your mother has made too many mistakes, but your grandfather and I have made more mistakes, and it is because we didn't stop them in time that we made big mistakes. ”
Although he looked at his grandmother in front of him, and now he mentioned someone he didn't want to mention with a little consciousness, Xiang Chunmei still lowered his eyes and shook his head gently.
"No, grandma, you just spoil your children too much, and those mistakes are made by herself, don't blame yourself. The punishment she deserves is her own sin, and she can't escape it. ”
I know at any time that the old lady will be in the last situation, but Xiang Chunmei still can't say good things about Li Shuyuan in front of her.
Thinking about what Li Shuyuan did, whether Xiang Chunmei was her biological daughter or not, she couldn't choose to forgive.
Even at the beginning, it was true that some parents were too spoiled and favorited, which caused her selfish personality and various extreme practices.
But Xiang Chunmei felt that she was no longer a child, and she would soon be over half a hundred years old, but she was still so vicious and selfish, that was her own fault, and no one else was to blame.
Hearing what Xiang Chunmei said, the old lady choked up a little for a while, but still held her hand tightly, and finally nodded gently.
In fact, she is still very relieved to be able to see the person who has always been concerned about her life and the person who has always felt guilty and wrong.
Especially when I saw that Xiang Chunmei was healthy and healthy, and he was so generous, I felt that I had no regrets.