Seeing that Zichu was silent, the expression on Jun Yuchen's face darkened a little. He sighed lightly and said to Zichu: "I know that I once hid my identity from you, and I deceived you with my mother. Or, in your heart, it's already hard to forgive me. But...... Hehe, now I know that it turns out that God's will makes people really inexplicable. All I can say is I'm sorry to you, I'm sorry I used to do that to you. Don't worry, if you are willing to leave the capital, I will definitely do my best to keep them safe from the Helian Mansion. ”

After speaking, he saw that Zichu still didn't speak, so he gently put down her hand. Then he turned around and said a little dumbly: "I'm about to get off the boat at the pier in front, Zichu, you have to take care of ........"

Hearing him say this, he was about to leave himself, Zichu finally couldn't bear to say: "Jun Yuchen!" ”

"What's wrong? I .......".

Jun Yuchen didn't finish his words, Kankan turned around, and was slapped by Zichu.

"Smack!" After a crisp sound, Jun Yuchen reached out and held Zi Chuyang's palm. The look in his eyes was sad and full of pain, and he only heard him say to her sadly: "I know that I am not good enough, and I know that it is wrong for me to deceive you before." But do you know how important I see you in my heart! I can do anything to please you. I want to see you laugh, I want you to be happy, I want you not to be bullied by anyone....... Zichu, even if our acquaintance seems to you to be just a mistake, I want to tell you that you are the most uncomplaining mistake in my life. ”

After saying that, he couldn't help but kiss him. At first, Zichu resisted his intrusion, but later, his familiar and fragrant breath penetrated through the entanglement between his lips and tongue, and knocked open the door of her memory bit by bit.

There are crimson memories of that night, as well as bits and pieces of how the two got along, and the first memories of love he once gave her are tumbling into her heart like a river.

So much so that later, when Jun Yuchen tried to press her down on the bed, she didn't resist. It wasn't until the heat of his lower body approached her softness that she suddenly came to her senses, broke away from his embrace, and screamed angrily: "Jun Yuchen, you are the same as your eldest brother, you are all just thinking about getting me to possess me!" What do you think of me? I'm a human being, not a thing, and I'm not at your mercy! You....... I hate you guys! ”

After saying that, she slapped him hard again. This time, Jun Yuchen didn't grab her wrist and didn't avoid it. After he received this slap alive, he turned around as if he was a little embarrassed, and then punched the soft silk quilt.

"Yes! I'll admit, there's nothing I can do while you're being taken away by Big Brother. Because I have the blood of the Jun clan in my veins, I cannot disobey my father's will! But, you know what? At that moment, I hated myself so much that I even resented that Heaven should not have put me in the royal family. Otherwise, I can take you away from the world according to my own heart! We can never come back, without worrying about the gossip of the world, and without caring about anyone's joys and sorrows! But—I can't! I hate myself, I hate myself for wanting to do it but not being able to do it, I obviously love you in my heart, but I can only watch you being taken away by my big brother! ”

Zichu turned over and sat up from the bed, she looked at Jun Yuchen a little coldly. For some reason, she didn't feel much moved in her heart at this moment, because Jun Yuchen at this time seemed to her to be a man who was kind and filial to the point of being almost foolish and weak.

Yes, he does have many advantages, and it is even undeniable that he uses sincerity and true affection for himself. However, when the interests of himself and his parents, family, or even the ruling class he represented, he would still choose to sacrifice himself.

Because, as he said, he has the blood of the Jun family in his body, he can't go against his father's will, and even he has to worry about the identity of his eldest brother Jun Yuxuan. Because he is the crown prince and the eldest brother, even if he snatches the woman that originally belonged to him from his hands, he, Jun Yuchen, can only endure it. Even to save her from Jun Yuxuan's hands, he had to use this sneaky way.

For the first time, she looked at Jun Yuchen with a gaze that was almost indifferent to sadness, and this gaze also pierced Jun Yuchen's heart. He knew that he might have to lose her forever. Because, in her eyes, she was full of disappointment and ridicule for herself.

Jun Yuchen finally turned his head and burst into tears.

"Let's go! I want to be alone for a while, and also, Jun Yuchen, don't touch me again. Please forget everything in the past, forget that night, and forget that I Song Zichu accidentally appeared in your life from now on. As you said, it's all just a mistake. And I'll forget you forever. ”

After Zichu finished speaking, she resolutely turned around, she didn't even want to look at his back and his figure again. Close your eyes, take a deep breath, and tell yourself in your heart to forget all this, forget all the fragments about him and Jun Sulfone. This life, but it has just begun, she must not ruin the life that God gave her this time for the sake of such two men.

If all this is destined to be pain, then, long pain is better than short pain, just hurt once!

After resting in the room for half an hour, Zichu changed his clothes, and after changing his face a little, he walked to the deck of the painting boat.

She was going to take a good look at the ship before deciding where to stay.

Under the leadership of Mingyan, she quickly got to know the whole ship. This is a three-storey luxury painting boat, although its scale is not as luxurious and gorgeous as the palace painting boat, but it is also vermilion lacquer green tiles, bead curtains cover the moon, carved railings and pavilions are readily available.

The whole painting boat is divided into three floors, the bottom is the place where the pulpher handyman enters and exits, the middle floor has 16 upper rooms, the top floor is half-open and concave design, and the door is an open platform railing for standing on it for sightseeing and sightseeing.

After meeting the captain of the boatman at the helm, Zichu roughly understood that it would take about five or six days to travel by water from the capital to Qinzhou, the largest city nearby.

If you don't stop and go along the road, sightseeing and enjoying the scenery, then it takes longer, the daily rent of this painting boat is three hundred taels of silver, plus the daily expenses are simply a thousand dollars a day, at least nearly two thousand silver for a trip, ordinary people naturally dare not ask.

After swimming the whole boat, she came to the platform of the painting boat, and saw two wisteria benches with purple satin curtains on them for the guests to sit on.

Zichu looked at the scenery around him and thought that it was already here anyway, so it was better to calm down and think about the way forward, so he sat down on the chaise longue.

Because it is the height of summer, the sky is rising at the beginning of the sun, and the water surface seems to be sprinkled with a handful of pearl phosphor, the sun is golden, sparkling, and the water and mountains along the coast are reflected in it.

There are cyan birds piercing the clouds, flocks of ink like spots of ink sprinkled on the white silk, and a clear cry of "chirp" is transmitted from a high sky.

I was a little dizzy from the sun, so Zichu simply covered his eyes with his hands. She looked through the gap between her fingers, raised her eyebrows a little freely, and said: "This Jinjiang River is really magnificent, and the great rivers and mountains are all included in the chest, what a free expression!" No wonder, even kites yearn for the infinite world outside, and do not want to be controlled by people. ”

As soon as her words fell, she heard Jun Yuchen behind her say faintly: "Everyone knows that the sky is free for birds to fly, and the sea is wide for fish to leap." However, some people are born with involuntarily self-conscious. No matter how much you think about it, you still have to be bound by fate in the end. Zichu, I know that you are a person who wants to be free, so I will do my best to let you get your wish. It's a pity that I don't have this blessing to be by your side. Therefore, a thousand words can only be reduced to one sentence. In this life, I have failed you, no matter what, please don't hate me. Because, being hated by the people you love is a kind of torture that you can't get rid of. ”

Zichu thought about it quietly, and finally shook his head and said, "I just spoke too hard, in fact, I shouldn't hate you." Because hating someone means that you can't forget his existence for the rest of your life, so if I want to forget you, I can only choose to let go of everything in the past. What's more, in fact, you are not sorry for me, you are just a poor person who can't help others. Jun Yuchen, a person like you is not worthy of my love, let alone love. ”

As if stabbed by her words, Jun Yuchen stood there fixedly, and in the cold of the river breeze, I saw that his figure seemed to tremble slightly. Then, he reluctantly spoke: "Zichu, is there only such a way of dialogue between us?" You wouldn't have been like this before, you were ...... before".

Zichu interrupted his words and said briefly and decisively: "The Yujiu I knew before was a gentle and lovely handsome young man who was not lacking in simplicity and even a little scoundrel. At that time, I was willing to help you, and even willing to take the risk of stealing the sky for you, just because I felt that you could still feel love and warmth. I can see that you did like me a little at that time, so you followed me stubbornly. But now? When your true identity is in front of me, when I am caught in the imperial power struggle between you and your eldest brother, do you think you are still the same you were at the beginning? In Zichen Palace, when I was taken away by your eldest brother, you were in pain, and I was embarrassed. But who can change this situation? Jun Yuchen, I am not one of those sixteen or seventeen-year-old girls who are simple-minded and easy to coax, I can even tell you bluntly that I am not the real Song Zichu, I am scheming, I will not be easily confused and troubled by the so-called love between men and women, I know how to make trade-offs. Because I know very well in my heart what I want. So, Jun Yuchen, if you still want to get together with me, please don't say anything. Let's forget about the rivers and lakes and keep a rare tranquility for the past! I really don't want to speak to you in a snarky tone. ”