Chapter 332: The first time you went to see Feng Yaxin through me

What is worth remembering is often not the scenery, but the people and things in the landscape, and the memories in the landscape. Tang Xiuyun turned around and said, "Just like the first time you went to see Feng Yaxin through me, I wasn't a scenery to you at that time. ”

Zhou Junyu couldn't help but freeze when he heard this, but he reacted immediately and hurriedly said, "This is just the beginning, and then I was gradually attracted to you." You're so simple and cute, I can't help it. Later I really loved you. Don't you believe me now? ”

"It's okay, Zhou Junyu." Tang Xiuyun stared at Zhou Junyu and said, "I don't care, Zhou Junyu, you can move into my guest room." ”

Zhou Junyu was shocked, and his surprise was beyond words. "Really? Have you accepted me? Do you believe me? Zhou Junyu's hand couldn't help but hold Tang Xiuyun's hand. But in the next second, he fell into the ice cellar again, because Tang Xiuyun slowly pulled his hand out.

"What do you mean?" Zhou Junyu was confused, his face was half green.

"I mean you can move in, but we're never going back to where we we're from."

"I think the scenery here is the same, but the people are not what they used to be. Especially me, more than two years ago, I was a girl who longed for love. At that time, like you said, I was simple, kind, persistent, and cute, but she was hurt by you and never dared to love anymore. I didn't even have the courage to hate, because love consumed everything she had. Eventually, she went to the United States. Maybe I'm dying in the United States, desperate day after day. ”

Tang Xiuyun continued to speak, but Zhou Junyu remained silent.

"Two years later, I came back from the United States, but not the same person I used to be. Maybe I still love you in my heart, but I also know very well that I will never dare to be with you again. With you, I am happy and miserable. I struggled, but couldn't escape. Now, I'm more like a mother. People always say it's better to be a mother, and I probably do the same. I hope that Tang Yanxin can grow up healthy and happy. I know I can't live without you. You are the father of Tang Yanxin. Tang Yanxin needs you. ”

When Zhou Junyu heard this, he reluctantly hooked the corners of his mouth. Laughing is uglier than crying. Tang Xiuyun picked up the coffee, took a sip gently, and felt the rich bitterness of the coffee, but this bitterness was not enough for the bitterness in her heart.

"I know you've done a lot for me, and I know you've changed a lot, but I can't really control myself." As she spoke, Tang Xiuyun stared blankly at Zhou Junyu.

Zhou Junyu can clearly see the love in her eyes, but more pain and struggle.

"Tang Yanxin can't do without you. I want you to think of your child. I don't believe you're a good lover, but I do believe you're a good father. ”

Zhou Junyu closed his eyes and said, "Okay, I'll move into your house." I would be a good father. ”

"Thank you. I'll go first. We will be waiting for you at home. Tang Xiuyun took a big sip of coffee, picked up the bag and left.

Zhou Junyu took a few sips of coffee, his mouth was full of bitterness, can coffee still be bitter to the heart?

When he was in the coffee shop, he felt like he was trapped by a heavy rain.

After Tang Xiuyun left, Zhou Junyu sat in the coffee shop for a long time. He looked out the window, just like looking at Tang Xiuyun in front of him. There was a lot of traffic and noise outside the window, but his mood was not as excited as before. Now he is a guilty sinner with no hope.

As time passed, Zhou Junyu seemed to be hollowed out and sat in his seat all the time.

"Sir. Can I get you something else? A waiter saw Zhou Junyu sitting there and didn't know what he was doing, so he stepped forward to remind him.

"Nope." Zhou Junyu has recovered from his own world. He didn't want such bitter coffee. Zhou Junyu stood up and walked out of the café.

The outside world was noisy, and Zhou Junyu felt a little cold, but he knew it was just an illusion. Zhou Junyu also wanted to stabilize himself, but he also knew that he couldn't do it. Obviously, the sun was shining just now, but in the blink of an eye, it was pouring rain. Pedestrians on the street suddenly went crazy, and the surging crowd quickly dispersed. After a while, the street was empty, and the whole world was only left with the sound of rain, and Zhou Junyu was still walking slowly on the street.

That's good, Zhou Junyu thought. They can't see. I don't know if it was tears or rain that wet Zhou Junyu's face.

After a while, Zhou Junyu arrived at the company. When the company's receptionist saw Zhou Junyu soaking wet, she was stunned. "President, are you alright?" The receptionist rushed up and tried to support Zhou Junyu, who seemed to be crumbling.

"It doesn't matter. Be nosy. Zhou Junyu pushed away her outstretched hand, wiped the water on her face, straightened up, recovered her cold expression, and walked straight to the elevator.

"Yes, Mr. President." The receptionist replied, not knowing what was going on, and walked back to the front desk.

Looking at it suspiciously all the way, Zhou Junyu returned to the office. He changed into soaked clothes and wiped his hair with a towel, and Zhou Junyu sat on the swivel chair with a tired expression on his face. When he closed his eyes, Zhou Junyu wanted to take a breath, but Tang Xiuyun's words kept echoing in his mind. Tang Yanxin needed him, Zhou Junyu felt a burst of tinnitus, don't think about it, that's it, he told himself.

However, he couldn't stop, Tang Xiuyun's complicated eyes kept flickering in Zhou Junyu's mind.

While Zhou Junyu was struggling, there was a knock on the door. "Please come in." Zhou Junyu said indifferently. The assistant walked in and said, "President, here's this quarter's financial report." Please take a look at it. ”

"Put it down and get out." The assistant looked at Zhou Junyu, hesitated, and finally retreated.

Zhou Junyu picked up the financial report and looked at it, but Tang Xiuyun's words and face always appeared in his mind. After staying for a long time, Zhou Junyu suddenly threw the report on the table, leaned back in the chair, and closed his eyes again. The people outside were stunned when they heard a loud bang, but they immediately bowed their heads and did their own thing, but no one dared to speak again.

I don't know how long it took Zhou Junyu to wake up from the dark world. Looking out, Zhou Junyu suddenly found that the sun outside had risen very high. Zhou Junyu couldn't help but cover his eyes with his hands. Sunny. Zhou Junyu shed a line of crystal tears full of sadness.

There, Tang Xiuyun was as calm as water, calmly went to buy some food, and went home. As soon as Tang Xiuyun opened the door, Tang Yanxin rushed up to hug her leg and said happily, "Mom is finally back." Did mom bring dad back? After speaking, she kept looking behind Tang Xiuyun.

After Tang Yanxin didn't see Zhou Junyu, Tang Xiuyun obviously felt that she was depressed. "Dad didn't come back." Tang Yanxin's tone was full of disappointment.

Tang Xiuyun thought, it seems that she really made the right decision. Then Tang Xiuyun squatted down and kissed Tang Yanxin's face and said, "Tang Yanxin's father is very busy. He has work to do. Tang Yanxin's father will return in the evening. Is Tang Yanxin happy? ”

Hearing Tang Xiuyun say this, Tang Yanxin jumped up happily and turned around. Tang Yanxin was very happy. Tang Yanxin's father will live with Tang Yanxin, and Tang Yanxin also has a father. Tang Xiuyun couldn't help but feel sad when she heard these words.

Suddenly, Tang Xiujun felt something soft on her face, and then her face was a little wet. Tang Yanxin kissed her face. "Thank you, Mom. Tang Yanxin helped her mother move things. After finishing speaking, Tang Yanxin took the food from Tang Xiuyun and went to the kitchen.

Tang Xiuyun's heart had a softness, and the smile on the corner of her mouth finally became a little real. Looking at Tang Yanxin's staggering figure towards the kitchen, Tang Xiujun thought that if she was happy, she would run to Tang Yanxin's side to get the food in her hand. "Let Mom come. Mommy will cook you a big meal. Go to the living room and continue playing the game. ”

Tang Xiuyun came to the kitchen and began to prepare lunch for her Tang Yanxin. She didn't know when Zhou Junyu would come at night, Tang Xiuyun thought while picking vegetables. The sight of the café immediately came to her mind.

Tang Xiuyun remembered the excitement of Zhou Junyu when he just walked into the café. At that time, he was out of breath, his heart kept rising and falling, she remembered that Zhou Junyu said that he could move in, and when she said it was impossible, Zhou Junyu looked disbelieving and ecstatic. Zhou Junyu's whole body stiffened, and then his face gradually turned blue. His eyes were eager, surprised, then sad, sad, and finally calm and silent.

It is undeniable that Tang Xiujun is happy about this. Tang Xiuyun smiled and chose food, yes, the joy of revenge. Doesn't she really hate him? Tang Xiujun asked herself, she still loves Zhou Junyu, how can she not hate him, but she doesn't want to like him, so she doesn't want to hate him. She thought she could do it without fluctuations, but she was wrong, and the truth is that she laughed. But why does she also feel heartache and sadness in the thrill of revenge? Tang Xiujun was afraid to think about obvious answers.

That pair of eyes, that face kept appearing in Tang Xiuyun's mind, Tang Xiuyun was a little soft, and even Tang Xiuyun had an illusion, if she was still in the café, still looking at the scenery and chatting with Zhou Junyu, the result might be completely different. Tang Xiuyun thought, fool, whether it is him or herself.

Love is a double-edged sword that can hurt two people at the same time. Perhaps the most painful thing is not to love, not to dare to love.

Tang Xiuyun stood up with the vegetables she had picked, and then went to do something else.

There will also be one person in the family, and the future may be completely different. Who knows.

At night, Zhou Junyu stood in front of Tang Xiuyun's house. No, in fact, he's been standing here for a long time, every time he raises his hand and tries to knock on the door, and finally he puts it down again. Later, it got dark. He didn't know how to get in. When he thought of Tang Xiuyun in the morning, he was powerless, and he didn't know what attitude he would take in the face of Tang Xiuyun. He was also afraid, so he hurt Tang Yanxin. He didn't do well the last time he closed the door. Zhou Junyu thought, don't hurt Tang Yanxin again.

Why didn't he catch a cold after getting drenched in the rain? For the first time, Zhou Junyu hated the strong physique he had exercised since he was a child, so that he could wait a little longer so as not to infect them and calm himself down again.