Chapter 128: Writing a suicide note

"It's not that I don't know how difficult it is for this throne to come by, and I also know that you don't want my position to be snatched away by others, but have you ever thought about it, since I succeeded to the throne, I can really call the shots one day. I don't put the decision on you because I'm afraid of you, but I hope that you have done your best to help me fight for this throne, and I should also give you a right to enjoy, but this does not mean that if the power is given to you, you can do whatever you want. ”

It turned out that when he first seized the throne, the emperor had compared Li Shaoyuan with the prince many times, and finally it was the queen mother's, and the throne was handed over to Li Shaoyuan under the wind.

Li Shaoyuan has always been grateful and adored to the Queen Mother. So every time she will hand over important decisions to the Queen Mother, and over time, the Queen Mother has a feeling of listening to the government. Not only the affairs in the harem, she has to ask about them, but even the affairs of the previous dynasty, she will have a temporary jurisdiction.

Now Li Shaoyuan feels more and more that this momentum is not quite right, and when he wants to take back his power, he finds that the Queen Mother has long been accustomed to this kind of life with power in his hands, and he has no choice but to trap Chu Lan by his side, and make this matter big in an infinite loop.

"Look at what you are saying now, is this what one of your children said to his mother? It just doesn't make sense. ”

"Queen Mother, how can it be that you should be reasonable, Dou Hongyi's affairs have already involved the affairs of the previous dynasty, it stands to reason that even if you are the queen mother, you should not care about the affairs of the court. I used to be young, so I naturally listened to the queen mother for everything, but now that I've grown up, I know what I think, and the queen mother doesn't need to take care of me about everything, if I really don't want to do it behind the scenes, I will restrain myself like this, and I am willing to give up this position and let the queen mother have full authority to be the emperor! ”

Li Shaoyuan put the jade crown on his head on the table, and the queen mother was stunned, and hurriedly rushed forward and put the jade crown on Li Shaoyuan's head.

"Huang'er, what are you doing here? In the past thousands of years, he has never had an emperor just take off the jade crown on his head, do you really want to force the queen mother to death? The Queen Mother looked at the person in front of her, and only felt that she was exhausted, and she was afraid that the person in front of her would do something bold.

But Li Shaoyuan looked at her softly, and said very gently: "The queen mother is not forcing you, but you should really have a good rest." ”

Raising her eyes, what the Queen Mother saw was still the emperor's deep eyes, although the eyes were still full of respect for him, but there was a hint of inviolability. Looking at such a pair of bright eyes, the Queen Mother only felt as if she had seen the emperor of the year. Such majesty and courage can't even be compared to her.

He silently took a step back, and the whole person staggered. Mama Rong saw it and hurriedly came up to help. But the Queen Mother pushed him away and walked up to the beauty alone on the beauty floor.

"That's it, the child is older, the mourning family can't control it, the mourning family is older, it's time to rest, give it to you, give it to you, don't come to the house to eat, just ask you not to regret what you did today in the future."

looked at the person in front of him, and finally relieved. Li Shaoyuan's frowning brows finally relaxed, he bowed silently, and finally disappeared into this dull hall.

The Queen Mother looked at the departing figure, the whole pair of eyes dimmed, and he silently put his hand on the armrest next to him, as if he was talking to the person next to him, but then he whispered to himself.

"Child, I hope you don't become the next emperor."

Li Shaoyuan, who has gained all his freedom, only feels that his psychological burden has been reduced a lot at the moment. He subconsciously walked towards Chu Lan's room.

And at the moment in the bamboo garden.

"Why would I be so stupid as to give that thing to Li Shaoyuan, if I didn't give it to him, most of them would have gone back to save the prince now, why should I be so stupid, why should I be so stupid?"

Chu Lan couldn't help but feel sad in her heart when she thought of the fact that she showed the flowers to Li Shaoyuan in order not to step into Concubine Lan's trap, if she knew that this was true, she would not be able to give the flowers to Li Shaoyuan. And now that he is confined again, he has a problem even notifying Black Hawk.

Thinking of this, he hurriedly walked to the door of the room, but before the man could take a step, two knives appeared in front of him, and a deep word kept shouting at him: "Please also invite the girl back to the house, the sword has no eyes, don't blame the villain when the time comes, it hurts your life." ”

At this moment, Chu Lan felt endless despair.

"Miss, why don't you take it easy, now the whole palace is busy because of your affairs, you better slow down, no matter how urgent you are, you are right these days?"

"Hey, why don't you take it, now it's a matter of human life, you still say that you are not in a hurry, you little girl, didn't you stay in the prince's mansion before? Now that I'm at the palace, I've forgotten about it, haven't I? ”

Chu Lan was angry, and when he heard Zhuzi's words, the whole person instantly began to scold nonsense. Zhu Zi didn't dare to say anything when she was scolded, she just wanted to consider Chu Lan's safety, but she didn't expect that this was also wrong.

Looking at the sadness of the bamboo, Chu Lan also felt that he seemed to have said something, and wanted to apologize, but the figure of Dou Hongyi lingered in his mind. She kept walking around the room, and subconsciously she touched her neck, and suddenly a bumpy scar caught her attention, and the scene of forcing Dou Hongyi to die in order to see Dou Hongyi suddenly appeared in her mind.

In an instant, her eyes flashed, as if she had found an idea, and she grabbed the hand of the bamboo and exclaimed excitedly, "I have thought of a way." ”

"What's the solution?"

"I'm going to die again."

"Again, are you crazy, you really healed the scar and forgot the pain, have you forgotten the marks you put on your neck last time? Are you really not your body being a body? Hearing Chu Lan's words, Zhuzi only felt that she was frightened, the last picture seemed to be still vivid, and she never wanted to experience those bloody scenes again.

"So what, in this dangerous situation now, if my life can save my boyfriend's life, what if I lose it, not to mention that this is the only way I can, bamboo you will help me, right?" Seeing the person in front of him, there was obviously a trace of hesitation, Chu Lan wanted to tempt again, "If there is no Dou Hongyi, what is the use of my whole life staying." ”

couldn't stand the soft grinding and hard foam of the person in front of her, Bamboo immediately waved her hand to agree, but after a while, her small and cute face wrinkled into a bun again. "Miss, your method is good, but the emperor seems to have premeditated, and he has already taken away all the sharp strength in this palace, even if you want to commit suicide, you can't commit suicide."

Chu Lan suddenly glanced at it and found that this was indeed the case, but in less than a moment, his eyes were aimed at the vase of flowers placed on the wooden board.

She smiled at any moment, "Don't worry, I have a solution." ”

When she sent Bamboo to find Li Shaoyuan, Chu Lan began to implement her plan.

She closed the door tightly, then turned on the cold water in the bathroom, and watched the water make a loud noise before breaking the vase.

Looking at the jagged fragments in his hand, Chu Lan subconsciously swallowed his saliva. In less than a moment, she seemed to have made up her mind.

Seeing that Li Shaoyuan had not yet arrived, she hurriedly took out a pen and paper, sat on the ground, and wrote a suicide note very carefully.

This suicide note was written by him to Li Shaoyuan, and it was also a way back for himself.

She was able to persuade Bamboo to help her, but she actually lied to Bamboo, and lied to her that cutting her wrists was just a play. I am a medical student, so it will be okay to cut a random place. But in reality, the reality is not as easy as it says. The fragments are uneven and of different shades. Maybe she accidentally cut herself for a while, and she won't be able to save herself. What's more, he has left himself a way back last time, I'm afraid that this time Li Shaoyuan won't believe in himself so easily, if he doesn't do it realistically, I'm afraid he won't be able to compromise with himself.

It didn't take long for her to start writing.

"Li Shaoyuan After a few days of wandering and wandering in the rain, I already feel deeply tired, if Dou Hongyi does not come back, there is no point in my life living in this world, if you really still remember the friendship between us, the friendship between you and Dou Hongyi, please let go of your dignity, your body save him, so that I can also die as I deserve, if you really don't save him, I will become a ghost after death, and I will also haunt you."

After neatly writing this suicide note, Chu Lan only felt that he had done the greatest thing he had done in the past few decades, looking at what he had written proudly, and proudly placed it in the most obvious seat on the table.

Then he locked the door and brought the fragment to the shower room, where the barrel was now full of water. Your next man put his hand into the barrel, and suddenly the coldness made him retract his hand.

I've heard that the cold water can reduce the pain, so it seems that this time he shouldn't be in a lot of pain.

He silently walked into the barrel, submerged the whole person, and when he saw a faint figure outside in the water, he instantly picked up the glass shard in his right hand and slashed it hard at his wrist.