(52) Mutual harm

James sat alone in his office. Yang Tianqi had already gotten the ferry ticket last night, and he would definitely go to Yuhan today to discuss the itinerary. If they confirmed the itinerary, Zhao Zongli should get the news. James wanted to know Yuhan's final decision, but was afraid to hear from them. Watching the wall clock tick and tick, he paced back and forth irritably like a trapped beast in a cage, feeling impatient and helpless, feeling that he was about to explode. He got up and took out a bottle of foreign wine from the wine cabinet, opened the cap, tilted his head and poured it into his throat, the spicy pain irritated his throat, and he felt a little better.

Footsteps sounded in the quiet corridor, is Zongli back? James listened carefully, not like a religious rite. The footsteps were as impatient as he was now, the voice came from far and near, and then the door to James's office was pushed open with a "bang".

Lin Yuhan appeared at the door. James looked at her steadily, unsure if he was hallucinating.

She approached him step by step, anger bursting into her eyes. It wasn't the apparition that appeared after alcohol anesthesia, it was really her. James looked away and adjusted his mind.

"What? Don't dare to look into my eyes, your heart is empty? Yuhan pressed forward step by step, without retreating.

James put down the wine bottle, feigned composure and retreated to the window, one hand supporting the windowsill to stabilize his body, and his expression quickly returned to his previous calm. "It's so late, what's the matter?"

"Why did you do that? Are you afraid that you won't be able to get rid of me? Why did you arrange for Yang Tianqi and me to go to the UK? ”

"......" James was surprised, he didn't expect Yuhan to know, and he couldn't answer for a while.

"When did you start planning?"

James remained silent.

"It's so well arranged, and it took a lot of thought, right?" Yuhan smiled contemptuously, "So, I should thank you?" Thank you for arranging such a good academic future for me, thank you for choosing such a good husband for me, and thank you for making up such a happy life for me. If I keep living according to your arrangement, I will be happy, right? I'm going to be happy, right? Yuhan's voice was louder than louder, and finally turned into a shout, "Who do you think you are?" God? How do you arrange my life? Why are you?! ”

The irrepressible pain made the corners of James's mouth tremble slightly, and his heart was like a knife. It wasn't the result he wanted, he didn't want her to go through the pain, her pain would be doubled as his wound, the knife carved into the tip of his heart.

Yuhan seemed to have exhausted all her strength, and then her knees weakened, and she sat down on the ground, her voice turning into sobbing.

"What we've been through...... Is everything fake? …… You tell me...... Are those all fake?

How can you be so cruel? …… Pushing me away doesn't count, why send me into the arms of another man? ”

James felt something hot in his body tear apart, as if all the blood in his heart was rushing out, turning into a warm current, impacting his internal organs. He leaned down to reach out and touch her, his trembling fingers condensing in the cold air, the last shred of reason that was left to hold him, he couldn't. He was afraid that he would take her into his arms if he couldn't control it, that he would never be willing to let go of her again, that she would fall into the whirlpool of evil between the two of them from now on, and that the rest of his life would be full of pain.

James withdrew his hand that had stopped in mid-air, as if a cold and heavy wall had been built inside him.

Yuhan raised his head, tears filled his cheeks, and his sad eyes were pitiful, "We have experienced so much together, I thought ...... Thought we could already feel each other's hearts......"

"You're the one who made it to yourself." James interrupted her coldly, "I gave you everything I should have given you as agreed, and you still don't have enough?" Do you still want to get my heart? Or do you want to give another ***? James' gaze was grim, slowly approaching her face, "I'm happy to accept it, I just hope you don't come back to pester me when you're done." ”

Yuhan looked at James with confused eyes, and before he could fully understand what he meant, James had already buried his head, pressed her lips domineeringly, and crushed it violently.

In the face of this sudden kiss, Yuhan didn't have time to react, his lips were violently invaded, the air in his mouth was deprived, and his brain went blank. Gradually, she felt breathless and tried to push him away, but his palms clamped the back of her head, and his lips opened her lip flap domineeringly and asked for more.

Yuhan felt humiliated like she had never felt before, and she began to struggle hard, pushing him away with all her strength, her lips flushing and gasping for air as she regained her freedom.

James's gaze revealed a flame of desire, and a cold voice squeezed out between his teeth: "Didn't you send it to the door voluntarily?" Regret it now? ”

Yuhan's heart was trampled and collapsed, and tears of humiliation burst out. "Why? …… Why do you do this to me? ”

"What you saw before wasn't all I had." His voice was evil, "You're just one of my many women, I didn't expect it to be so difficult. I'll be a little nicer to you and crawl over on my own, what a stupid woman, a woman like you is no longer attractive to me. ”

Yuhan closed her eyes in despair, "What a bastard you are. Her voice was faint, but the words struck James like nails on his heart, causing his body to tremble.

Yuhan staggered to her feet, her body was cold, her face was bloodless, the tears on her cheeks had not yet dried, and she looked at James with a vacant gaze. "I wish I had never met you." After saying that, he slowly turned around and walked out of the door, his figure fluttering, like a soulless shadow, disappearing from James's sight.

Everything was quiet again, as if the whole world had frozen. James stood still for an unknown amount of time, and finally his body shook slightly, and he could not support himself to sit on the windowsill, like a deflated skin. He knew that Yuhan had completely left his life, everything was over, and he clearly felt that somewhere inside him was festering, dying quietly.