Chapter 382: Asking for Forgiveness
In the past, when buying a new house and decorating the bedroom, I didn't care too much, and only put forward a request that was not too complicated and too fancy, so Lin Xing restrained the mess in her heart and wanted to install this place more warmly.
Changed to a light line.
However, it is only a period of absence, but this bedroom has really become a warm style.
I saw that in the huge room, all the photos were visible.
All kinds of photos, all of which are her pictures.
Lin Xing stepped forward in a daze, looking at these things, only feeling that the current situation was really not good.
It was as if there were already tears in her eyes.
Are you moved by this situation......
Lin Xing couldn't figure it out, but in such a situation, it was really easy to move her.
She stretched out a hand and picked up a photo, which was a selfie of herself once in a while and when she went out to play.
Sweet smile, erected scissors.
It seems that no matter what, compared to other photos, she used to be very happy, and of course, there were more selfies.
Because it's too cold, no matter what it looks like, in the photo, she is the only one left.
But even so, as long as there is that person, Lin Xing feels extremely happy in her heart.
Of course, that was in the past, and now, thinking of Lin Xing at this point, the smile that floated on her lips slowly faded.
Yes, in the past marriage, she was able to get too little, but she was still so happy.
Perhaps, this is the so-called contentment.
Now, because I have so many thoughts in my heart, I will never be willing to bear everything so lonely like that.
Lin Xing smiled bitterly on her face, and slowly browsed the surroundings, still feeling a little moved.
After all, it's not easy to combine so many photos at once.
What kind of thoughts did you have in your heart to be able to do such a thing?
Thinking like this, Lin Xing turned around and saw most of her body leaning in front of the door, looking at her.
Her eyes were focused and deep, and she was holding two glasses of water in her hands, which she had personally made in the ceramic shop.
Unsurprisingly, Lin Xing was a little stunned again.
It turns out that those things are still there.
She thought that since she left, she would be very reluctant to see these things, so she would just pick them up and throw them away.
But now that I see these things, I really have a damn feeling in my heart.
Lin Xinghe looked at each other, a little unable to bear the depth in his gaze, but after thinking for a while, he looked away.
The smile on her face was still the same: "I can't imagine it, this style you like." ”
stepped forward and handed Lin Xing the glass of water he was holding in his hand: "Drink." ”
Lin Xing took the water, but only held it in his hand and did not start drinking it immediately.
She stood in front of her, her head slightly lowered, and the small bangs covered the starlight in her eyes, and she couldn't see clearly.
"Do you want to know why I designed this place like this?"
I don't know why, but the sentence that comes out now is quite meaningful.
It seems that invisibly, there is a sense of indescribable meaning.
Lin Xing listened, her heart jumped, and suddenly she couldn't say anything.
There was an urgent thought in her heart telling her that she wanted to know, but there was another thought telling her that knowing this, there would be no change at all about the current situation, so she simply didn't think too much about anything.
She turned her head, not intending to make eye contact, and her voice was also pretended to be reluctant: "Do I need to know?" ”
It doesn't have to, so you don't need to know.
Thinking that such a statement could cope with the past, Lin Xing didn't think too much of this in her heart.
didn't think about it, and suddenly he stepped forward in two steps and grabbed Lin Xing's wrist all at once.
There was still water in his hand, but he didn't react at once, so the glass of water was all poured on his body.
Instantly it became a piece of wetness, and it seemed like the water was still hot.
Lin Xing was very anxious, the panic on her face was obvious, and she hurriedly started to find a tissue from another place, pursed her lips tightly, and wiped it on her body.
Now, she reacts from the bottom of her heart, that is, she is very afraid that something will happen.
This kind of reaction is normal to say normal, and at the same time, it also makes me feel happy.
He lowered his head, his deep gaze was like this, he didn't know why, and suddenly felt that he couldn't say anything.
Everything that was to be said seemed to be not surprising in the presence of this woman.
"I'm fine, don't wipe it." In fact, the water was not very hot, because I thought that I was going to drink it immediately, so the water was all warm.
In the past, he would have done these things, but now, many things are different, so there will be such an ending.
r_(r1);
Lin Xing didn't stop, she was still wiping, and there was a feeling of self-punishment in her movements.
Pulled her up and hugged her into his arms, gently patted her back with one hand, and refuted her words with what Lin Xing had just said.
"It's all like this, isn't it necessary?"
At this time, Lin Xing understood what he meant.
If the concern is so urgent and clearly seen, then what has just been said, the so-called unnecessary words, becomes a kind of lie.
The first reaction, of course, is denial, rejection.
Lin Xing stretched out her hands and wanted to push it away, it was already like this, if this matter continued like this, I am afraid that in the future, there will be no recovery, and the person who will put herself into it is still herself.
They have already thrown themselves into it once, and they are all injured and completely injured, do they want to fail the second time on the same man
I have to say that Lin Xing is now much more sensible.
But you must know that in many cases, reason is also something that is useless, because the feeling of not being able to control and lingering is definitely faster than the reason that can be controlled.
refused to let go, and still wrapped around her tightly like this.
At the same time, those things that have always wanted to be spoken, are also said at this time.
"A-Xing, do you know how much I miss you?"
Just such a sentence, Lin Xing had been trying to struggle, but he paused slowly, and the expression on his face was also obviously blank.
seized the opportunity, and then said: "Ah Xing, what I said is true, since you left, I can't sleep every night, so I got up and washed your photos......"
"You know how much I miss you now when you see so many pictures, right?"
In many cases, these words do not need to be said, as long as you have a brain, you will gradually understand.
But in this situation, Lin Xing really felt that such a thing didn't quite understand.
A hint of joy gradually floated from the bottom of my heart, but soon it was over like this.
You can't just throw yourself into it like this, otherwise, who is the person who suffers?
Lin Xing didn't say a word, as if nothing had loosened.
Stretched out his hand and patted Lin Xing's back, and he didn't know if he was comforting himself or An Linxing.
"A-Xing, it was my fault before, are you willing to forgive me and let us live the rest of our lives together?"
This sentence...... Lin Xing felt very moved in her heart, but in the current situation, she really felt that she didn't know how to choose.
What should she do if she sees the same situation as before?
Once something happens, and then you can never jump off the corner, a person, will get into a lot of horns.
In this way, it is not a good thing, but it is not a bad thing either.
At the very least, when stepping into the next circle, you will think carefully about whether you should jump or not.
Lin Xing's silence all the time, without saying a word, undoubtedly made her feel a little sad.
I didn't get a response, so I didn't know what it was like now.
The one who was holding tightly in his arms was indeed his own woman, but in such a state, he had to think about it more.
He pushed Lin Xing away, grabbed her shoulders with both hands, met her eyes, and asked very sincerely.
"A-Xing, do you believe my words?"
Lin Xing's eyes met her, thinking about what she had just said, and she only felt that her whole person felt abnormal.
Is it time to make a choice again?
But now, what should she choose?
Indecisiveness is Lin Xing's current state.
In fact, many things have long been predestined, such as the previous divorce and departure, the current return, and the current retention.
Lin Xing was just undecided, but that didn't mean that she didn't have a deep idea in her heart now.
She still pursed her lips, looked at her eyes, and didn't say anything, but she was invisibly expressing something.
I was a little flustered.
The movements of his hands tightened a little unconsciously, and Lin Xing only felt that his shoulders were starting to ache.
"It hurts......" she didn't want to put up with anything anymore.
Glancing at the place where her hand touched, thinking about it, she only felt uneasy, so she relaxed a little.
But the sparkle in his eyes was sincere, and he was really waiting for an answer.
"Ah Xing, I'm done, don't you have anything to say?"
What can be said to agree to be with him?
It feels like no matter how you speak, you have a different mind.
Lin Xing was simply silent.
She thought about it, and felt that the atmosphere here was a little unspeakably weird, so after thinking about it, she still raised her head and said.
This chapter is complete!