Chapter 110: His Low Self-Esteem
"Alas, your Majesty, look at it, how intimate this Jinse is, obviously she will be able to ascend to the sky in one step soon, she is still taking into account your feelings, where to find a good woman like this, since you all think it is so good, it is up to you over there, and now the time will be handed over to you, and the queen mother will leave first."
Afraid that the two of them would get along less, as soon as the words were finished, the Queen Mother ran away in a hurry.
And at this moment, the only two people left in the room are you look at me, I look at you, and the two of them chatted awkwardly and broke up unhappily.
On the contrary, compared to Li Shaoyuan's days, Chu Lan is obviously much better than Li Shaoyuan.
It's a pity that she ran out of methods, and she didn't see Dou Hongyi get better once.
"How do you feel today? Do you think the medicine you were given yesterday had any effect? ”
took Dou Hongyi's pulse, although she felt that this person's illness had not improved, but she still had a glimmer of life.
His thin lips opened slightly, but before the words came out of his mouth, the cough had already made him red-faced. Chu Lan hurriedly stepped forward and patted Dou Hongyi's back, her face full of distress.
Now he really feels like he's a little powerless. He's put everything he's learned to good use of it. But these poisons seem to be deeply rooted. Every day, we try to get rid of the toxins, but every day the same toxins come back. That kind of repetition day after day not only made Dou Hongyi's body have a huge burden, but even made him feel that he was already more than capable of strength.
I could feel Chu Lan's worry. Dou Hongyi immediately cleared his throat and smiled casually.
"Chu Lan, don't worry, I feel like I've been getting better lately, you see that I'm able to stand up now, don't worry, I don't think it won't be long before everything will return to normal."
Suddenly, Chu Lan's eyes turned red, for fear that the person in front of her would find out about his strange appearance, so she quickly sniffed.
Qiang Yan smiled and said: "I think so too, look at who you are, the Qing prince in the dynasty, that is Hongfu in the body, and I am one of the best doctors, the two of us are combined, if this disease is not good, it is impossible." ”
Dou Hongyi smiled and did not speak. But that doting gaze has shown everything in his heart vividly. Unwilling to bear such a gaze, Chu Lan hurriedly tucked his quilt.
"Don't worry about your illness, with me, I will definitely let you live a healthy life in this world." She seemed to be swearing, as if she was saying it to Dou Hongyi, and she wanted to say it to herself.
"Actually, you don't have to work so hard." Hearing this, Chu Lan's whole person was shocked, and she didn't know how to reply for a while. "You know what? I never thought I'd be with you. When Princess Qing betrayed me, I thought that the women in the world were as ruthless and shameless as her, and I had never even seen this in the face of those who were dedicated to me, I thought you had also tasted the feeling of a hot face and a cold ass, so why would you take risks for me? ”
Hearing this, Chu Lan was completely silent. yes, why would she take risks for that person's sake? There are countless glories and riches in this palace, as long as she nods her head and agrees, she will enjoy it for a lifetime, but why should she force herself to this point?
Raising her eyes, when he saw the tender gaze of the man in front of her, she understood everything.
What she wants has never been glory and wealth, nor has she ever been a single favor of three thousand beauties, what she wants is the person in front of her, the person in front of her who will accompany her no matter where she is.
Perhaps afraid that the person in front of him would question him, Chu Lan involuntarily lowered his head, not even daring to look directly at the person in front of him.
"You don't say it, after going through so many things, I also want to open, there is no better person in this world than you to me, I don't want to live up to your infatuation, so what about you, are you willing to stay by my side for the rest of your life and never betray."
In an instant, Chu Lan's eyes suddenly lit up, and that gaze was projected onto Dou Hongyi's body. The whole person's face was full of disbelief. What is it that you are willing to be by my side for the rest of your life and never betray. Isn't that what he should have said to the man in front of him? How high is the man in front of him, how can he grovel and say such a thing?
The disbelief in Chu Lan's eyes made Dou Hongyi smile helplessly. Yes, how could someone like him say such a thing? He is a prince, a man born with a golden key, what do he want, how can he say such humble words?
Without waiting for Chu Lan to react, Dou Hongyi waved his hand and motioned her to retreat, Chu Lan was unwilling, but when she saw the black eagle on the side, even if she was unwilling, she had to retreat.
Walking on the road, Chu Lan kept thinking about what Dou Hongyi said before. She couldn't understand how an excellent person like Dou Hongyi could be afraid of her leaving.
"Why, isn't it possible that the prince's words scared you, or did you not dare to keep your promise to him in front of the prince?" Just when she wanted to be obsessed, the words of the man next to her instantly pulled her back to reality. "Or, like the people before, you want to play with the prince on applause."
The more Black Hawk spoke, the more he went overboard. When Chu Lan raised his eyes to object, Black Eagle's face already showed that kind of anger that people didn't dare to approach.
"What nonsense are you talking about, I can still say it if others don't understand, but don't you understand me either, you obviously saw how I came out of the emperor, is it too much for you to say this!"
Hearing this, the anger in Black Hawk's eyes instantly subsided by half. The whole person also naturally avoided Chu Lan's gaze. Yes, how could he doubt the sincerity of the person in front of him, the person who could give up his life for the prince, who else in this world but her?
As if he was afraid that Chu Lan would hold him accountable for what he had just said, he immediately changed the subject.
"Judging from your expression just now, I'm afraid that even you think that the prince shouldn't say such humble words."
Chu Lan nodded fiercely. Black Hawk smiled coldly at the sight. "Maybe you all have a huge misunderstanding of the prince."
Oh, yes. People in the world think that Dou Hongyi is a god. thinks that he has a lot of things that people don't have, and he is the happiest person in the world. But they forgot that every family has its own scriptures that are difficult to read, even the prince is no exception.
Although the prince and the emperor are brothers, they are half-brothers. Both mothers were the emperor's favorite concubines. Their children are also inevitably comparable. From birth, they have been spending time in comparisons.
Two people are half a pound and eight taels. This should be a happy thing. But the prince's mother was not proud of this, on the contrary, she was still worried about this matter. Whenever the prince did not do enough, she would always reprimand the prince with her harsh scolding.
Gradually, the prince had to treat himself harshly every day for the sake of his own mother's happiness. But when he became better and better, his mother left him.
From then on, he no longer believed that hard work would pay off, and he began to give up on himself. Because the emperor was alive, he couldn't be too presumptuous, so he had to live like a walking dead and indulge in war. So much so that now everyone calls him the god of hell, but no one feels the loneliness in his heart.
Coupled with the appearance of Princess Qing, I am afraid that Dou Hongyi is now full of inferiority complex for this world.
Chu Lan listened with relish, but his eyes were already shining with a little starlight. Why is Heaven always reluctant to let him go?
In modern times, Dou Hongyi is also a fatherless and motherless person, and in order to get the right to live, he has become what people consider to be the lowest person. She thought that when she became a prince in ancient times, he would not suffer so much, but what she didn't expect was that he had endured far more than she had imagined.
Suddenly, she stood still, her whole eyes looked straight at the black eagle in front of her, and when she found the doubt in his eyes, he quickly said categorically. "Black Eagle, don't worry, even if the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, I will let the prince own his home, as long as I am here, there will be no more threats to him in this world." ”
Black Hawk nodded, looking like a teachable child. "I hope what you say now is what you want to say in your heart, if one day I see you bullying him, I won't care if you are a woman or not, and I will directly ask you for your life."
Chu Lan nodded, but before she could say what she wanted to say, suddenly, there was a violent noise in Dou Hongyi's room. The two of them instantly didn't care about anything, and rushed towards Dou Hongyi's room without thinking.
When she entered the door, she saw Dou Hongyi sitting under the bed decadently, her whole body wet, and when Chu Lan saw the cup on the ground that was broken into thousands of pieces, she probably thought of what had happened inside recently.
Not wanting to blame him, she hurriedly rushed up and put him on the bed.
"I didn't expect me to be so useless now, even holding a water glass is so embarrassing."
"What are you talking about, now that you are weak, it is normal to have these and those things, you don't push yourself too hard, now that the war has subsided, you can take a good rest with your illness."