Chapter 258: Don't dare to face it
Jian Xinrou often sits alone at the window these days, and today she decided to go to her father's cemetery to take a look, after that incident passed, she no longer had the courage to take a look at her father in person, and the place where she was now was about to forget, only remembering that her father had passed away, and she had to forget her father's funeral, but fortunately, Jian Xinyu reminded her, if it wasn't for Jian Xinyu's reminder, she might have felt even more guilty.
I casually told Sister-in-law Zhang and went out, in fact, all this is in Sister-in-law Zhang's eyes, how can Sister-in-law Zhang not know everything that happened at home, for where Jian Xinrou is going now, Sister-in-law Zhang also understands it very thoroughly, although she didn't understand that it was to give this girl some space of her own, but Sister-in-law Zhang knew that it was good that these would not be reported to the old lady, after all, it was Jian Xinrou's private matter.
Jian Xinrou took a taxi casually after going out, because she was traveling alone, and she was not in a good mood, sitting in the back of the car, she kept thinking about the place that Jian Xinyu told herself, which was quite far from her home, and it seemed that Jian Xinyu's mother and father were buried together, so she would inevitably be a little embarrassed to go.
Jian Xinrou stopped at a flower shop on the side of the road, bought two bouquets of flowers, brought some fruits, took several deep breaths when she was in the cemetery, and then summoned up the courage to walk forward, and when she really saw her father's photo, she fell to her knees with a thud.
Put the two bouquets of flowers gently in front of the two people, those two photos, they look so young, they look so kind, although Jian Xinyu's mother has some opinions about herself before her death, and sometimes she will be excluded and difficult, but now after all, people have left this world, and Jian Xinrou doesn't care so much.
"Father, auntie, I'm late, I shouldn't have come now, it's just that there have been too many things recently, and they hit my brain all at once, and I forgot about your aftermath."
When Jian Xinrou said this, tears kept falling, and when she saw the photo of her father, the memories that she couldn't hold back kept running out.
"I know you won't forgive me, I didn't come in person that day in your next life, leaving only my sister alone, although the two of us don't get along, but I know that both of you want the two of us to live well in this world, and you also want me to take care of her, but she seems to be obsessed."
Jian Xinrou sighed, kneeling on the ground and obviously didn't want to say something else, because after all, Jian Xinyu's mother was still beside her, she always felt that the two people in front of her could be heard, and she always felt that the two people had not died yet, all of this came too suddenly, so sudden that it was unacceptable.
"I know I shouldn't say this at this time today, I know that Auntie doesn't want to hear it, of course Auntie wants her daughter to be well, and I also want to get along with her, but..."
Jian Xinrou has never been a person who slanders others behind her back, but today she said all these words from the heart, I don't know if the protective mother will hear it, but Po has collected a lot in her heart when she says it, and since she received a call from Jian Xinyu yesterday, Jian Xinrou's mood has become particularly complicated.
"These fruits brought today, I don't know if you two like to eat them, although it's too late to be filial now, but I still want to understand my filial piety, at least so that I don't know how to do it in this world, I know it's too late to say anything now, I'm also a selfish person."
When she realized that she was doing all this to make her feel no longer uncomfortable, Jian Xinrou finally understood that she was starting from beginning to end for her own feelings, everyone is like this, for her own feelings, ups and downs, to do everything.
"I didn't expect you to really come, I knew you would come often, so I was waiting for you here early."
When she heard the voice of the girl behind her, Jian Xinrou unconsciously turned her head, it was this woman again.
"I heard what you just said, but how did you say it in front of my parents against your will, do you really feel that you are not afraid of thunder and thunder like this? Do you dare to say these words in front of two deceased people? ”
Jian Xinyu still looks down on her sister very much, and her health over the years has not erased the resentment in her heart at all, because the appearance of this woman is redundant, but it is also redundant here, no matter what, she has to entangle herself with this thorn in the flesh.
"I'm telling the truth, don't you feel like you've suffered something all day long, you've excluded me all these years, it seems that it's always been your dad who has been targeting me, and I don't know about the death of my parents and aunt, if you hadn't informed me in the past, I wouldn't even have seen my father's last face, you say, what kind of role did I play in the middle?"
These days, I feel that my spirit is about to collapse, Jian Xinrou has been blaming herself for not finding out that her father loves her so early, if she had done her filial piety earlier, if she had found out earlier that her father had so many things in her heart to say to herself, Jian Xinrou would not be as sad as she is now, when Jian Xinyu accused herself, Jian Xinrou instinctively fought back.
"Don't you know what role you played? If you hadn't found such a boyfriend, you wouldn't have become the broom star of this family, since you found a boyfriend and the family went bankrupt, you said that he didn't do it, if he didn't make it bankrupt, how could my father be physically unbearable and admitted to the hospital, and how could he die of anger in the end! ”
In front of her parents, Jian Xinyu said these words directly, if her father and mother were alive, they would definitely condone him to say this, but now Jian Xinrou was not willing to retreat at all.
"So what are you calling me here for? I know you told my father that your purpose was to bring me here, and that is what you want to tell me? ”
Jian Xinrou also wore a black dress today, although she didn't bring a small white flower, but it was enough to express her solemnity and sadness.
"You say I'm pitiful enough, my father and mother are gone, and now it can be said that both parents are dead, the two of them are young before I get married, and before I am filial to them, they have already taken the first step, and you, you still have a mother, you say it's really enviable."
Jian Xinyu sneered and said this, there were some tears in her eyes, but more vicious and strong.
In fact, it is difficult for Jian Xinyu to get up from bed today, and today's weather is very cold, there was just a rain yesterday, and today is also cloudy, regardless of Lu Feng's obstruction, Jian Xinyu also has to get up to see Jian Xinrou, and does not let Lu Feng follow.
Sometimes I still don't want Lu Feng to know about the affairs of my family, because they didn't get that close, and in Lu Feng's eyes, it seems that he doesn't know who is right and who is wrong, so Jian Xinyu doesn't have the determination to let this man know, if this man knows so quickly, he is not sure that Lu Feng will really help him.
It turns out that Jian Xinyu's choice is correct, if Lu Feng is allowed to come with Jian Xinyu, he may turn his face directly with Jian Xinyu when he sees Jian Xinrou.
These few days have really broken Jian Xinyu and Jian Xinrou, but neither of them is to be outdone, they want to fight in front of their father and mother, and now Jian Xinrou doesn't want to be her original weak self.
What do you mean by that? That's your father and your mother, and my father and mother seem to have nothing to do with it, if you have to involve my mother, you... No, let me tell you, Jian Xinyu, if you hurt my mother in the slightest, I won't give up with you! ”
Jian Xinrou seemed to suddenly realize that Jian Xinyu was reminding herself of something, but she couldn't believe that if her mother was really involved, it would only make the second uncle desperate now, and she didn't want anyone to do anything or implement any means against her mother, just do something against herself.
"You have reminded me that if it makes you more miserable, it can be revealed from your mother, but I am not so cruel and despicable, and I will confront you if there is anything."
Jian Xinyu laughed, although her face was pale, but she put on a very glamorous lipstick when she went out today, after her father and mother left, Jian Xinyu never seemed to have put on makeup, from the previous daughter to the current ordinary person, but she never forgot to maintain her image, and the lipstick in her pocket is now used.
"You'd better think like this, I'm not afraid of you at all now, you can tell me what you think, I don't mind touching you."
Jian Xinrou didn't pay attention to the woman in front of her, thinking that she was a madman now, so she turned around and left.
"Do you really think you deserve all this now? Do you know that all of this is what you should have belonged to me now, what if we exchanged identities? ”
Jian Xinyu's last sentence made Jian Xinrou feel creepy, Jian Xinyu originally wanted to push Jian Xinrou to hell, but she didn't expect to set up a ladder to heaven for her.
"You're just crazy."
Jian Xinrou walked forward without even looking back, just listening to the woman slowly coming from behind.
"All of this of yours is what I gave you, if I didn't want you anymore a few years ago, you wouldn't have met him at all, if you hadn't met him, you wouldn't have the life you have now, you think you're living very rich now, you think you're very happy, but you picked it all up, it doesn't belong to you at all, these should belong to me!"
The last sentence was shouted by Jian Xinyu, and she screamed heartbreakingly.