She said that she and her brother only talked a lot about it that day, understood a lot of things, and most importantly, she knew a lot of things about her mother, including the truth about why her father treated her like that day!

When the brother saw that she knew that her father would beat her mother, he said to her

"Do you know, Ci'er, why Mom and Dad didn't leave when they came back this time?"

She shook her head, indicating that she didn't know, and when her brother saw this, he continued

"That's because my mother found out about you and was worried about you!"

She was stunned for a moment, and then understood what her brother was talking about, she lowered her head and said

"Mom, they all know?"

When my brother heard her ask, he shook his head and said

"Huh! My aunt told my mother everything, and if I hadn't happened to be at home at the time and heard their conversation, maybe I wouldn't have known what happened to you! ”

She lowered her head and didn't speak, and when her brother saw this, he hurriedly said

"Ciel! I don't mean to blame you, I don't want you to tell me what happened, but I want to tell you that after my mother heard what my aunt said about you, she immediately gave up everything in her hands, including work, and then went to look for you! ”

She looked at her brother in surprise and opened her mouth, but she couldn't speak, and when her brother saw him like this, he continued

"Mom gave up her job and came back because of this incident, and Dad knew that Mom gave up her job and came back for your business, and he was very angry, as if it was because of Mother's sudden departure, all the things they had done in the past few years were in vain, so ....."

The brother said, said, and didn't say any more, and she also understood that things were cause and effect, and in the end, everything turned out to be her fault! If it weren't for her, then the mother wouldn't have let what they had done in the past few years be in vain because she came back and the mother didn't come back, and if what they had done in the past few years hadn't been in vain, then the scene of the father beating the mother would not have happened! It turns out that she is the culprit of everything!

She thought that everything was because of herself, and she couldn't help laughing, and when her brother saw her like this, he felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly said

"Ciel! Don't think about it! The reason why I say these things is to tell you! Mom, she cares about you! She loves you so much! ”

When she heard her brother say this, she looked at him with pain on her face and said

"But! It's because of me! If ..... if not me...... It's all about... It's not going to happen!! ”

When my brother saw her say this, he didn't know what to say for a while, and at this time, an idea suddenly popped up in her head! "If I had died, there wouldn't have been so much going on! Mom, she won't be beaten and scolded by her father because of herself! Thinking like this, she suddenly looked at the road not far away, and her brother saw her like this, and hurriedly grabbed her and said

"What are you going to do?"

She looked at her brother and said slowly

"If ..... had died, there wouldn't have been so many things! Then I'm ......"

Before she finished speaking, her brother suddenly slapped her in the face, and instantly she felt a hot pain in her face, looked at her brother in surprise, and only listened to what her brother said

"Do you know what you're talking about?!!

She said hurriedly

"I know! I don't mean I'm ......."

"You know a!"

Before she could finish her sentence, her brother interrupted her again and said a dirty word to her! She looked at her brother with a puzzled face! I saw my brother looking at her and said slowly

"Are you trying to say that if you died, these things wouldn't have happened?"

She nodded, and when her brother saw this, he couldn't help laughing, and after a while, he relented, and then continued to speak to her

"Then let me ask you a question, if you kill a person, and then you kill yourself, will the person you killed come back to life?"

She frowned and said

"Can this be the same?"

"Isn't it different!!

The brother almost roared at her, she listened to his brother's roar, felt a little scared, did not speak, looked at her brother quietly, only listened to the brother continue

"Listen, Nozomi! The past has already happened, so don't go into how it happened! You just need to know to avoid these things in the future! Instead of encountering such a problem, choose to escape! You know?!! ”

She listened to her brother's words, gritted her teeth, and nodded slowly, and when her brother saw her nodding, he slowly breathed a sigh of relief, and then only listened to his brother continue

"Nozomi! You remember, in this world, no one can easily say that because of their own mistakes, in order to avoid such a thing from happening again, they want to die! Such a person is cowardly and shameful! The real way is not to run away, to face this matter with your own actions, and then try to change in order to avoid the same thing from happening again! And not to die! ”

She listened to her brother's words, the thought that appeared in her head just now had already disappeared without a trace, looking at her brother's angry and angry appearance, she slowly lowered her head and said to her brother

"Brother! Sorry ....."

When the brother saw that she said sorry, he exhaled heavily, then touched her head, and then said

"It's okay! In the future, just don't say you want to die! ”

She nodded, and when her brother saw this, he smiled, and realized that they had been out for a long time, so he said to her

"We've been out for a long time, it's time to go back, otherwise mom and they should be worried!"

She nodded, ready to get up, when her brother continued

"Nozomi! Just now there is something about my mother, you had better pretend not to know in front of your mother, I'm afraid that my mother will be worried if she knows all the things you know! ”

When she saw her brother say this, she nodded heavily, and when her brother saw this, he got up and said to her

"Alright, let's go, let's go back!"

She hurriedly stepped forward and followed her brother and walked in the direction of going back! Along the way, the two didn't say anything more, both of them had their own hearts, and she knew the cause and effect, and the guilt for her mother in her heart could only be suppressed in her heart now, otherwise if her brother saw through it, it was estimated that most of them would think that it was his responsibility to tell her together! In this way, they returned to their mother's residence, the father had left, and only the mother sat alone at the table in a daze, and when she saw them returning, she hurriedly said happily

"Huh! You're finally back! Where have you been?! I didn't find you! ”

Seeing his mother asking, my brother hurriedly said

"Oh! I didn't go anywhere, I just walked around with Xiaoxi in a park not far away for a while! ”

Saying that, her brother glanced at her, she nodded when she saw this, and her mother saw that her brother said this, and she didn't doubt it, so she hurriedly said

"Huh! The meal was a bit cold! I'll give you some heat! ”

When my brother heard his mother say this, he hurriedly waved his hand and said

"Mom, no, no! The dish is not cold yet, so it's just right to eat now! ”

Saying that, my brother hurriedly stepped forward, picked up the dishes and chopsticks, ate a few bites of food, and said to her

"Nozomi! Hurry up, hurry up and eat! ”

She nodded, then sat down next to her brother, picked up the clean dishes and chopsticks, and began to eat! When the mother saw this, she watched the two of them eat, and before long, the meal was almost eaten by the elder brother, and she didn't eat much, the mother asked

"What's wrong Xiaoxi, isn't today's meal the same as your appetite?"

When she saw her mother asking, she quickly shook her head, but she didn't know how to explain the transformation, so her brother said it for her

"Oh! Mom, that's right, didn't we go out just now, Xiaoxi felt hungry on the way, so I bought her a little food on the side of the road, and it was estimated that she was a little full, so she couldn't eat much of these dishes! ”

When my mother saw my brother say this, she said a little complaining

"Xiaoxi, you are really, you know that you cook at home, and you have to eat outside! Xuan'er, you too, don't spoil your sister too much! ”

When the elder brother heard his mother say this, he hurriedly replied

"Haha! Yes, Mom, not next time! ”

When my mother saw my brother say this, she put away the dishes and chopsticks, went into the kitchen, and began to wash the dishes! Seeing her mother leaving, her brother hurriedly said to her

"Nozomi! The way you are now, your mother will definitely notice that something is wrong later, now while your mother is washing the dishes, let's leave! ”

When she saw her brother say this, she nodded, and then said to her mother that we have something to do, so she didn't stay and left! After leaving her mother's house, her brother sent her to the school gate, and when she was about to enter the school, her brother said to her

"Nozomi! The reason why I tell you these things is because I think you have a right to know, but I want you to feel guilty! ”

She was stunned, then turned around and said to her brother with a smile

"I know! Brother! ”

After finishing speaking, she walked into the school, did not look back, along the way, she walked, while thinking, what her brother said just now, the more she thought about it, the more she felt wronged, tears instantly couldn't stop flowing, in order not to let her brother see her strange appearance, she could only hold her chest, grit her teeth, let the tears flow down, just like that, she returned to the dormitory, and found that the other people in the dormitory had not come back, so she lay on the bed, hugged the quilt, covered her head, and began to cry! She's not as strong as her brother thinks! She's just an eleven-year-old girl! She knew that she was expelled from the previous school because of the trouble she caused at school, and at the same time, her mother was worried about her, so she gave up everything she had done in the past few years and lost her job to come back to see her, which led to her mother being beaten by her father! No matter what she thinks, when she thinks about it, everything, the source of these things, is because of her! She knew that what her brother said to her was true, but it was she herself who caused everything to happen, and it was also true! The elder brother said that the past would let it pass, maybe for the elder brother, it was just a gentle sentence, but for her, this matter was like an incomparably large stone, pressing on her, and she felt that it was extremely difficult for her to even breathe, let alone move the stone away from her body! She can't do it for a while, maybe she won't be able to move this stone for the rest of her life, then she can only adapt, or wait for this stone to crack and disappear by itself one day! But it all takes time!

She didn't know that she had been crying in the bed for a long time, crying and crying, maybe too tired, she fell asleep, and when she woke up, it was already dark, and the other people in the dormitory had not come back, she was a little curious, but because she had just cried, she was not good at going out, so she quickly got up and washed her face, at this time, the dormitory door opened, they came back, and when they came back, they hurriedly rushed to the door of the bathroom, looked at her, and asked

"Muxi, Muxi! Do you have a boyfriend? ”

When she heard their words, she quickly turned around and looked at them with a puzzled expression, and they saw her red eyes and make meaningful sounds......

That was the first time she felt that her presence was superfluous, she said!