"Actually, I've been thinking about a question, what is love! Is it as desperate as in a TV movie? Or will it last forever and die, as the legend goes? I don't think so, love should be the most ordinary and ordinary thing! It should appear inadvertently, but deliberately pursue, to find! People often say, ask what is the situation in the world, teach people to live and die, this is true, when you fall in love with someone, you may have put the other party's good or bad in a higher place than your own life, the other party's smile and smile, are always plucking your heartstrings! It's like the moth, even if you know it's a flame, you still pounce on it, even if it's bruised, even if it's dead......"

Since then, for a few days during the Chinese New Year, Ye Yan didn't have a good conversation with Mu Xi, just said hello in the morning and evening, or said good night, other than that, the two didn't say anything to each other, so they stalemate for a few days, until Ye Yan calculated that after a period of time it would be the day of Mu Xi's menstrual period, Ye Yan asked Mu Xi if his body could still bear it, but Mu Xi didn't answer Ye Yan, Ye Yan thought that maybe Mu Xi hadn't gotten up yet, just when he didn't care, Ye Yan's head suddenly had an idea to call Mu Xi, Ye Yan's head didn't understand why he suddenly remembered the reason for calling Mu Xi, his body had already taken out his mobile phone and called Mu Xi, the bell rang for a long time, and no one answered the phone, Ye Yan realized that maybe Mu Xi's body didn't bear the menstrual cramps at all, maybe he had fainted at home, maybe he didn't have time to think about it, Ye Yan ran to the station frantically, and quickly bought the earliest car back to Simao, Then he kept calling Mu Xi in the car, just like that, until Ye Yan was almost in Simao, Mu Xi answered the phone, and Ye Yan answered the phone at the moment when Mu Xi connected the phone, his originally anxious heart instantly calmed down, and he pretended to say to Mu Xi in a normal tone

"You! Okay? ”

Muki, who was only listening to the other end of the phone, said in a slightly weak voice

"Hmmm! I am fine! ”

Ye Yan heard Mu Xi's voice, although he was a little weak, but there should be nothing wrong, but Ye Yan was still a little relieved, so he asked

"Are you alright? That's good! I'm calculating, you're probably going to have your period or something like that today, so I'm worried about you......"

Ye Yan didn't continue to speak halfway through his words, and after listening to Ye Yan's words, Muxi was silent for a while, and then spoke slowly

"The two most uncomfortable days are already too much! Rest assured, it's okay! ”

Hearing Mu Xi's words, Ye Yan instantly felt as if there was a huge stone in his heart, which smashed on his heart very much, pressing himself as if he couldn't breathe, Ye Yan was in the car, holding his mobile phone to his ear, staring blankly at the car that had slowly driven into Simao District, and then said softly

"Ahh That's right...... Originally...... It's already over......"

Mu Xi, who was on the other end of the phone, heard Ye Yan's words and continued

"Is there anything else?"

Ye Yan listened to Mu Xi's words, at this time

, I feel that there is a long distance between myself and Mu Xi, so far away that just Mu Xi said these four words, as if he can easily turn Ye Yan's concern for Mu Xi into a knife, and then use this knife to pierce Ye Yan's heart! It hurts, but Ye Yan still pretends to be okay and says softly

"Uh-huh! If you know you're okay, you'll be fine! ”

After Mu Xi heard Ye Yan's words, he didn't even say goodbye to Ye Yan, so he hung up the phone, and Ye Yan waited for the car to arrive at the station, and looked at the exit of the station blankly, he was thinking, now that he is back, should he go to see Mu Xi? Or do you just go back? What about pretending that you never came back? In this way, Ye Yan stood at the exit of the station for a long time, looking at the crowd coming and going in the station, no one stopped for as long as he did, Ye Yan slowly came to the ticket office, wanting to buy a ticket to go back, but at the moment when he wanted to buy, he stopped, his head was blank and walked to the station, and then took a taxi to the school where Mu Xi was, it was noon, they should have come out for lunch, Ye Yan was in the inconspicuous corner of the school gate, quietly staring at the school gate, hoping to see Mu Xi, but, After waiting for more than an hour, the students who came out to eat before had returned to school, but they still didn't see Mu Xi's figure, just when Ye Yan thought that Mu Xi might have come out to eat a good meal before he came, when Ye Yan was about to leave, Ye Yan seemed to hear Mu Xi's voice, Ye Yan turned around violently, and then hid, looking at the direction of the school gate, Mu Xi and her classmates slowly walked out of the school gate talking and laughing, and then the two of them simply bought some bread and milk and other things at the school gate, and went back to school again, Ye Yan looked at the moment when Mu Xi entered the school, and his mind was full of the smile on Mu Xi's face, as if he hadn't seen Mu Xi smile like this to himself for a long, long time! Ye Yan walked in the direction of the station as if he had lost his soul, and even almost ran a red light and was hit by a car, Ye Yan didn't care about the injuries on his body after being knocked down when the car drove over, as if he was a puppet manipulated by someone, after buying the ticket back, he sat on the car, thinking, what is it between himself and Muxi that he is still relying on to maintain not breaking up?

Along the way, Ye Yan thought about many possibilities, but he was vetoed by himself one by one, and in the end, he couldn't think of any reason why Muxi and himself could still be together, and he remembered that someone once told him that in high school, once they graduate, most couples will break up immediately! Ye Yan couldn't help but think of himself and Mu Xi, because all kinds of signs indicated that he and Mu Xi were about to come to an end! Ye Yan returned to Jinggu in despair, and then returned home, it was already dark at this time, and Chen Xiaolong was also at home after a long absence, watching Ye Yan come back, he hurriedly said

"Huh? Didn't you go back to Simao? Why did you come back so early? ”

Ye Yan was silent, and slowly sat on the sofa, Chen Xiaolong saw that Ye Yan looked like this, something was wrong, and hurriedly asked

"What's wrong?"

Ye Yan is still

Keeping his mouth shut, Chen Xiaolong sighed when he saw this, and then said

"You shouldn't have eaten dinner! Whatever you want to eat, I'll go down and buy it! ”

Ye Yan heard Chen Xiaolong's words, bit his lip lightly, and then said

"Buy some wine! I want to drink! ”

When Chen Xiaolong heard Ye Yan's words, he was slightly stunned, and then said with a random smile

"Yo! The guy who usually says he doesn't drink alcohol miraculously said he wants to drink today! ”

As he spoke, Chen Xiaolong smiled, and then continued

"White beer?"

Ye Yan lowered his head and said slowly

"White!"

After Chen Xiaolong heard Ye Yan's words, he wanted to say something, but looking at Ye Yan's appearance, he didn't say anything in the end, went downstairs to buy some barbecue and some snacks, then bought a bottle of liquor, and returned home, seeing that Ye Yan still maintained the appearance of going downstairs by himself just now, Chen Xiaolong put the food on the table, and then said to Ye Yan

"Come and eat!"

Ye Yan heard Chen Xiaolong shouting his words, slowly stood up, and then came to the dining table, sat down, didn't eat a mouthful, took out the liquor, poured himself a glass, and before Chen Xiaolong could react, he swallowed the cup in one gulp, and instantly Ye Yan only felt a hot current from his throat as if it was about to squirt out, Ye Yan opened his mouth wide, and after a while, he eased up, and when he slowed down, he only felt that Dao's head was several times heavier than usual, and at the same time, the skin on his body began to redden, Seeing Ye Yan like this, Chen Xiaolong hurriedly dodged the cup in Ye Yan's hand, and then said to Ye Yan

"You're crazy! You haven't eaten anything, you're not afraid of stomach perforations! ”

Ye Yan heard Chen Xiaolong's words, slowly raised his head to look at him, and then said

"Gastric perforation? Hehehe! That's fine......"

Chen Xiaolong frowned when he heard Ye Yan say this, looked at Ye Yan, and said slowly

"What the hell is going on? What happened? ”

Ye Yan looked at Chen Xiaolong, a mocking smile tugging at the corner of his mouth, and then said

"Nothing! It's almost breakup season! Hehehe! ”

As he spoke, Ye Yan still wanted to snatch the wine glass in Chen Xiaolong's hand, but Chen Xiaolong hurriedly dodged. Then he said

"Eh, what is the breakup season, you can make it clear!"

Ye Yan saw Chen Xiaolong dodging with his own wine glass, and hurriedly took the liquor bottle directly, and when he was about to pour it into his mouth, Chen Xiaolong slapped it over, and threw the liquor bottle in Ye Yan's hand to the place very well, the bottle burst in an instant, the liquor spilled on the ground, and the smell of liquor filled the air in an instant! Ye Yan looked at the broken white wine bottle, raised his head slightly to look at Chen Xiaolong with an angry face, moved his lips, and then said slowly

"Na! Dragons! Do you think the relationship between me and Maki is good? ”

Chen Xiaolong said with a frown when he heard Ye Yan say this

"It's okay! Although it is usually noisy, after all, you have been good since junior high school! ”

Ye Yan heard Chen Xiaolong say this, nodded with a smile, and then said

"That's right! We've been in junior high school since we

All right! ”

Seeing Ye Yan repeating his words, Chen Xiaolong frowned again, and was about to continue to say something when Ye Yan spoke

"But! Time has slowly diluted everything......"

Chen Xiaolong was stunned for a moment when he heard Ye Yan's words, and then said

"What do you mean?"

Seeing Chen Xiaolong ask like this, Ye Yan looked up at Chen Xiaolong's head violently, but because of the sip of alcohol just now, his head hurt violently, Ye Yan hurriedly put his hand on the table, and then rubbed his temples while supporting his head, for a while, after easing down a little, Ye Yan looked at Chen Xiaolong and said slowly

"Once upon a time, there was almost nothing to say between me and Makuki! Together, there seems to be endless topics, and I feel extremely fresh at any time! But,Since last year,When exactly,I forgot,Between me and Muki,For everything around us,And the chat between us,It's starting to become extraordinarily redundant.,It's like it's dispensable.,Even,Can't even talk simply.,I don't know why.,I just know.,Between me and her,Something has changed! I can't find the same conversation with Harmony as before, and I can't find the freshness of being with her! Am I tired of her, you say? ”

Chen Xiaolong heard Ye Yan's words, looked at Ye Yan for a while, and then said slowly

"Then why would you be willing to take the car back today just because she didn't answer your call during her period?"

Ye Yan heard Chen Xiaolong's words, looked into his eyes for a while, and then said slowly

"Because, I'm afraid that if she faints somewhere because of menstrual cramps during her menstrual period, there is no one around who can be trusted, you can take her to the hospital, you can take her to ......!"

Chen Xiaolong heard Ye Yan say this, and said with a slight smile

"Well, that proves that you're in love with her!"

Ye Yan looked at Chen Xiaolong, shook his head slowly, and then said

"At first, I thought it was so, because I was worried about her, so I should love her! Love her! However, I realized that I was wrong...... I was wrong...... It's not love, it's something called heartache! ”

(End of chapter)