At this time, Jian Xinrou was the most anxious sister-in-law, because she put herself in the shoes of other people, Jian Xinrou's lips also became white, I don't know how to describe it, the real feeling in my heart, in short, Jian Xinrou just felt that all this was like an agreement in the dark, it didn't seem to be a coincidence that Jian Xinrou met Sister-in-law Zhang, but by knowing Sister-in-law Zhang, she learned something, and these things she learned will definitely be applied in her future life.

"You are a good boy, you don't have to worry about me, I have lived for so many years, such an old age, and now it is the turn of a young man to persuade me, I feel a little embarrassed, but it is not unreasonable for you to tell me this, I should indeed live for myself for so many years, I am used to it, if you suddenly let me go back, I don't know what kind of position I should put myself in."

Sister-in-law Zhang sighed, and pulled Jian Xinrou to the living room to sit down, in fact, Jian Xinrou has not been to work these days, and has been accompanied by Sister-in-law Zhang all day long, no matter what it is, the two of them talk the most is also the fastest time to become friends, the woman in front of Jian Xinrou's heart is no longer an elder, but a friend, the two of them seem to be the same age, and there is no age barrier, because Sister-in-law Zhang is a very open person.

"Everything needs to be used to for a while, just like you have lived in this home for so long, if you go home all of a sudden, you will definitely have nowhere to put it, but as long as you stay at home for a few more days, you will definitely feel the most real mood at home, blood is thicker than water, no one can change it, you believe that I put Sister-in-law Zhang, you have been in our family for so many years, you have lived for others for so many years, it is time for you to live back to yourself, your son he misses you very much."

Although Jian Xinrou didn't know why, didn't know what Sister-in-law Zhang owed to this family, and didn't know why Sister-in-law Zhang had been following the old lady for so many years, these Jian Xinrou didn't want to know, because all of this was destined in the dark, and it had been like this since she came to this family, and Jian Xinrou also understood that she couldn't change anything.

When Sister-in-law Zhang heard that her son missed her words very much, tears came up instantly, in fact, how painful it has been for so many years, how homesick Sister-in-law Zhang knows that she has become accustomed to living alone, living alone in someone else's house, and dedicating herself to this family, Sister-in-law Zhang has been repaying the old lady's kindness for so many years, but the son and a half daughter born to that man have long been forgotten.

"Born without raising a mother."

Sister-in-law Zhang sighed, tears fell down Jian Xinrou, as a young man in the new era, the most unaccustomed thing is that these old people cry, as long as these old people cry, Jian Xinrou will unconsciously tears also fall, her heart is the softest.

"I know your heart is full of guilt, while you are used to living here, you also have some dare not see each other, if you really see your son, I know you don't want to think about what it is to face you, I know you are very painful, but Sister-in-law Zhang is always your son, if you can't see each other so many times in your lifetime, if you don't have so many feelings, you will definitely regret it at the moment before you leave, I am like this, and my father is like this."

Jian Xinrou said with a sad face, tears were about to fall, the two of them now cherish each other, these words even Sister-in-law Zhang's biological son has not said to Sister-in-law Zhang, because a man's ability to express himself is always weak, these Jane Xinrou knows that she wants to do her best to enlighten Sister-in-law Zhang, hoping that Sister-in-law Zhang can feel unprecedented family affection while understanding all this.

"I haven't felt the feeling of family reunion for a long time, Sister-in-law Zhang, I know you miss that feeling too, you often live in other people's homes, although you are very special to us like family, we will naturally treat you like family, we don't want to know what you say about us, but Sister-in-law Zhang, we are never your closest and most trusted person, you are the only one who is close to your trust, he is sick now, he needs you, he wants to see his mother, you know?"

Jian Xinrou wants to persuade Sister-in-law Zhang to go back to see her son, otherwise Sister-in-law Zhang will definitely leave regrets in the future, if she continues like this, Ah Bao will feel sorry for the woman in front of her, this woman is hard-working, she has never lived for herself in her life, and because of this, Jian Xinrou is very sad.

Sister-in-law Zhang felt even more uncomfortable after listening to Jian Xinrou's words, and she had thought more than once over the years that if her son really saw her, she would not blame her, because the number of times she returned home over the years was only a handful, and the only thing she brought home for the perennial lack of maternal love was money, and her son should be very resentful of himself.

"I don't have the courage, maybe I can only look at you from afar, I think my son I didn't take him to the cauldron with my own hands when he was a child, no matter what illness he had, someone else sent him to the hospital, I hired a nanny from home, that nanny is now like his biological mother, their relationship is very good, but the son is not like the son I gave birth to."

Sister-in-law Zhang sighed, the traces of time did not imprint much deep furrows on this woman's face, but in Jian Xinrou's eyes, this woman seemed to have experienced changes in the world, and experienced the coldest part of spring, summer, autumn and winter.

"I know you must be very self-blaming now, but this feeling is really invisible and intangible, so you have to turn this feeling into a kind of motivation, if you take this motivation as something you love your son, I believe that in the next few years, you can make up for all the love it lacks, no matter how good the nanny you hired, you will never be the biological mother, you will always be the one who gave birth to him and loves him."

Jian Xinrou can understand that kind of flesh-and-blood mood, it is because she understands, so she wants to use her current words to wake up Sister-in-law Zhang in front of her, for fear that Sister-in-law Zhang will feel guilty and regretful because she has not been by her son's side for so many years, so she will definitely leave more regrets in the future, and Sister-in-law Zhang also knows this, but she has never been able to get over that hurdle in her heart.

"If you think about Sister-in-law Zhang for so many years, I haven't been with Sanmao, he is the same child who lacks maternal love, but he told me from the first moment on the computer that he missed his mother very much, how much I wanted to be his mother at that time, do you know? But for so many years I had no idea that my own son was waiting for me in a distant land, and now I would rather spend the rest of my life to compensate him and give him all I have. ”

Jian Xinrou herself said that she was very sorry in her heart, because of Jian Xinyu's involvement, many things were not experienced with Mu Zheng, and even delayed Mu Zheng's process from childhood to the present, she didn't even know Mu Zheng's most basic preferences, but she got along for so long, and there was no contradiction with him, the two of them were normal mother and son after putting aside all relationships.

After listening to it, Sister-in-law Zhang suddenly realized, and suddenly thought that the woman in front of her was Mu Zheng's biological mother, and she had not grown up with Mu Zheng for so many years, although Mu Zheng had a good relationship with herself, but she often missed that there was a woman to take care of him and that woman was her biological mother, would her son think of it like this, Sister-in-law Zhang's tears couldn't help but fall.

"Sister-in-law Zhang."

Jian Xinrou stepped forward and put her hand on the hand of the woman in front of her, at this time, only the most basic temperature between people may be able to give each other a sense of security and comfort, otherwise Zhang San doesn't know how to live the days of losing her soul in the past few days.

"I think you should really think about it, your son is really waiting for you, you don't have to think so much guilt or regret, if you really don't go back to see your son now, and don't make up for the mother's love that has been missing for so many years, then it will be a real regret."

Jian Xinrou wants to do her best to tell Sister-in-law Zhang that there is no one right or wrong in this world, everyone is busy with their own lives, it's just that Sister-in-law Zhang has given part of herself to others, and her son has missed his biological mother for so many years, which is inevitable.

If Sister-in-law Zhang is unwilling to see her biological son because of some guilt in her heart, it will be a permanent regret for Sister-in-law Zhang, and it will be a lifetime of guilt buried in her heart.

"I'm really scared, I can't eat well these days, I can't sleep well, I feel that I am not as relaxed as I was at the beginning, maybe after seeing my son this time, I will feel relieved, in fact, he was only born to me and an unknown man, after he was born, I entrusted him to others, and kept it for so many years, I have never been close to him except for seeing him from afar."

Although Sister-in-law Zhang said that she did not raise her son by her side personally, she has been thinking about a child for so many years, because she has no relatives except this child. I have been thinking about it in my heart for many years, although I rarely show it, because the old lady has always wanted Sister-in-law Zhang to become a cold-blooded and ruthless person, which is a necessary condition for people living in this family.

"Okay, don't think about it so much, I'll give you a few days off now, I'll make my own decisions, I'll tell Mu Jinsheng when he comes back, your task now is to go back to your son, the two of you must make all the previous misunderstandings clear, otherwise it will not be good for each other to hold back like this."

Jian Xinrou frowned, and after finishing her words, Sister-in-law Zhang hesitated for a while, and finally nodded.