Chapter 271: Can't let go
So she didn't even think anything in his heart, and she couldn't accept it for a while, and said loudly.
"What do you mean it's none of my business, Li Chengan, do you have a heart? I've been with you for so many years, I've followed you for so many years, don't you feel that I love you? Do you have no heart? ”
Xia Yuning couldn't accept it at all, why couldn't this man look back at himself?
How worthless it seems to have been waiting for him for so many years.
Li Cheng'an was a little impatient when she heard her crazy tone.
"I want you to figure it out, I haven't given you any verbal promises, and I shouldn't have made any actions that make you misunderstand, why do you have to think that I'm dragging you, Yu Ning, I've already told you that I don't like you, then I won't change my mind, you know my character."
This is the first time in so many years that Xia Yuning has seen Li Chengan say so many things, but this sentence has torn out her heart.
Because he just wanted to reject himself, they had almost no common language over the years.
But now this man did not hesitate to break his heart in order to reject himself, and when he said such decisive words, she only felt a little chilled.
What is it for all these years that he has been sticking to him, Xia Yuning stepped forward a little frantically and snatched the document from the man's hand, and threw it aside with a snap.
"Can you listen to me carefully, why can't you see me? I'm standing in front of you, and you look back at me, huh? Chengan, why don't you look back at me? ”
Li Chengan looked at her crazy posture and had a headache, he sighed, he didn't know how to wake up the woman in front of him, she was like she had fallen into a dream, and she didn't want to wake up.
After a long time, he said lightly, "Yu Ning, I won't have a chance with you, I clearly rejected you, I hope you don't have any illusions about me in the future." ”
After hearing his words, Xia Yuning finally couldn't hold back her tears.
"Why can't you see me?"
Xia Yuning cried while opening her mouth in a frenzy.
Li Chengan still didn't come forward to comfort her in the end, he didn't want to give her useless hope.
In the end, he only said one sentence, "I haven't divorced Yihuan yet, she can be regarded as my wife in name, so you don't have to think about me anymore, I'm not as good as you think." ”
After Xia Yuning heard his words, tears flowed down her cheeks from the corners of her eyes, and she was a little crazy, "You said you weren't so good, so why did you protect me so much when you were a child?" Why? You are always there for me when I need you, my parents are not by my side all the year round, you take care of me, why do I think it's love? I thought that you liked Su Yihuan just temporarily lost your mind, so I was willing to wait for you all the time, willing to tolerate you, but now you tell me that you don't want to wake up, I am really dreaming, how can you let me accept it? ”
Xia Yuning said wildly, the tear stains on her face and snot crisscrossed her, which was too ugly.
Li Chengan looked at it from the side but felt a little boring, he didn't know what had happened to him over the years, it was like he had become a bloodless robot, he usually didn't cry or laugh, and even his emotions were very few.
is more numb, when he sees Xia Yuning's posture, if it is the same as before, Li Chengan thought about it and went up to comfort her.
But now that he sees Xia Yuning's posture, he is more tired and troublesome. Fun reading little books
Li Chengan seems to have been tortured by Su Yihuan a lot, and he has become such a ruthless person.
He used to always feel that his grandfather was the ruthless person, who only suppressed himself every day to make himself an excellent heir, but never considered his mood, what he wanted, what he wanted to do, and what he didn't want to do.
His grandfather didn't even ask him, he just raised him to be a good heir, and until now he felt that he really did what his grandfather thought he was as emotionless as he thought.
Li's is just a working machine, and it doesn't need any emotion.
In the end, he just sighed, "You forget me, I don't deserve you like this." ”
Li Chengan said this sentence expressionlessly.
Xia Yuning shook her head, she suddenly reached out and grabbed Li Cheng'an's, and after finishing speaking, she opened her mouth with a begging tone, "Don't you give up on me, okay?" I don't want to give up, or we will get married now, while I can make you forget that woman, she doesn't want you anymore, can you wake up? ”
Li Chengan should really think that it should be Xia Yuning who should wake up,
She's been deceiving herself, daydreaming uselessly, and he doesn't want her to give herself such a chance to deceive herself.
So he coldly refused, "I won't marry you, and I won't divorce Su Yihuan, even if she doesn't come back in this life, as long as she keeps that marriage letter, she and I are still husband and wife after all, even if she dies, she is also my wife Li Chengan." ”
Li Cheng'an's words were like the last straw that crushed the camel's back, Xia Yuning was completely defeated by his words, she sneered, and then turned around and left.
Li Chengan just watched indifferently, without any emotion that he wanted to catch up.
That's fine, even if that woman is not Su Yihuan, but he has been waiting for her, she will come back sooner or later.
Li Chengan thought so.
Whether it's comfort or not, even if he still has illusions about that incident, he always feels that Su Yihuan will always come back.
So he could wait, no matter how long it took, as long as she wanted to come back.
But what he is most afraid of is that he has waited for so many years without a result, and then he is really unwilling.
The thing I was most afraid of was that she was too decisive and left no room for redemption.
He didn't know why Su Yihuan left back then, and now he regrets why he believed Xia Yuning's one-sided words in the first place, and believed that she really left here with Xiao Qilu and didn't want to come back.
Now that he thinks about it, he regrets it very much, but he really can't find her.
He once tried to find her, but the world is so big, where is he going to find someone who doesn't want to go home, it's impossible to say that he doesn't blame Su Yihuan, but no one is there, and it seems useless to blame her.
But the distance he has maintained between him and Xia Yuning over the years has always been Xia Yuning chasing him and escaping, he is unwilling to face Xia Yuning, nor does he want to face her.