Jun Chenmo was sad and wanted to see it, but he didn't know what was written on it, he was reluctant to read it in his heart, and he was even more sad when he saw it, but his fingers were still trembling and he took down the letter, sighed, and slowly opened the letter.

"Jun Chenmo, I know that when you see the letter, it is possible that I myself am no longer in this world, I hope you don't feel too sad, after all, ...... In this life, it is inevitable that people will come to this point, you have to learn to accept this fact, although I am no longer there, but you must not forget me.

I...... I want to tell you that we have fate to love each other, and we don't have fate to get along, and we continue to go to the end, but! I'm still glad I met you, before I met you, I had another plan in my life, without you, and I wouldn't have everything I have now.

Everything I do, this doesn't revolve around you, everything is my own plan, unlike other things, but I didn't expect to meet you.

What I didn't expect was that many things were accidents, but the time with you was always very happy, I was happy to meet you, happy to have a baby, happy to recall our past, Jun Chenmo, I am so reluctant to you, so reluctant to baby, I actually want to see him, grow up in my arms, watch him be born, watch him grow up, and want to hear him call me my mother.

However, everything is just a matter of thinking, isn't it, everything is an accident, but I don't regret it, for you, everything I can do for you, you have to appreciate it.

It's just that there will be no me in the future, you must be better, happy, if you have the opportunity, go to find someone who understands you, loves you, you love to get married, to have your own and her future, okay, having said so much, you still have to be good, don't feel too sorry for me, that's not ...... Wouldn't you be fine yourself without me?

Speaking of which, Jun Chenmo! Promise me! You must live well! Live well for me and don't let me down. And also...... I'm sorry, it's me who didn't protect my child, I didn't let him see the world as it is.

An unborn child, just gone, I'm sorry for it, I'm sorry for you, I'm gone like this, don't blame me for being good, and don't be too sad, everyone has their own lives, you just treat me as if I've never been here, I've never seen me, isn't it okay?

Okay, having said all that, I'm leaving, remember to be happy, remember to live well for me! ”

Jun Chenmo grinded the letter like a treasure of words, the more he looked at it, the more sad he became, and his eyes slowly turned red, and he muttered in his mouth: "Bei Xiaoqi, why are you so stupid, why, I...... It's so sad to go even if you go, why, you fool! ”

Cuiyun heard Jun Chenmo's words at this time, and guessed in his heart what Bei Xiaoqi wrote on the letter, usually he knew the character of his wife best, and when he raised his head and saw the prince so sad, Cuiyun also thought that Bei Xiaoqi also had something to say on it, and he still wanted Bei Xiaoqi to think about it. Feeling that her voice could still be heard in her ears, Cuiyun cried, knelt in front of Jun Chenmo all of a sudden, and said in a choked voice: "Don't be sad about the prince, if the lady can see the prince like this, it is estimated that she will also be sad, she must hope that the prince can cheer up, the lady is lying next to her, she should be sad when she sees it." ”

Saying this, Cuiyun also cried, after Jun Chenmo heard it, he slowly stopped his emotions, calmed down little by little, and Cuiyun continued: "How good is this, the slave and maid don't cry, we don't cry, otherwise Madame will be worried, and the prince, Madame will also be buried in time, how can you do it when it's cold here, it's so cold, Miss must be too cold to stand it." ”

After saying this, Jun Chenmo was silent, holding the envelope tightly with one hand, and reaching out with the other hand to touch Bei Xiaoqi's face, reluctant emotions spread in Jun Chenmo's eyes, so he was silent for a while.

Jun Chenmo paused and said, "You go out first, it's okay to have me here, I want to stay with Xiao Qi for a while, and I'll talk about the burial when the time comes." After speaking, he turned his head to look at Bei Xiaoqi, Cuiyun raised his head, and wanted to say something more.

The mouth opened, but he didn't say anything, nodded secretly and stood up, slowly retreated, on the way, Cuiyun kept looking back at Bei Xiaoqi, not reluctant at all, wanted to see more Mrs., he hadn't been with Mrs. enough, he was sad to death, Cuiyun's heart was also very sad, but there was no way, and there was nothing to do, just like that, Cuiyun retreated, and Jun Chenmo and Bei Xiaoqi were left in the cold spring.

Jun Chenmo looked at Bei Xiaoqi, regardless of the cold, he slowly lay on Bei Xiaoqi's shoulder, closed his eyes, frowned, and was still chewing on the words written on the letter in his heart.

On the other hand, the Queen Mother has not been comfortable these days, she has been thinking about Bei Xiaoqi's affairs in her heart, the more she thinks about it, the more sad she becomes, and the people next to her don't know what to do when they see the Queen Mother like this, at this time, several maids brought the food to the table, and the maids stood aside.

The subordinate next to the Queen Mother said: "Queen Mother, you haven't eaten for a few days, eat a little, don't damage your body, it's not worth it." After hearing this, the Queen Mother thought about Bei Xiaoqi, frowned and held her forehead, waved her hand and said: "Take the food down, I don't want to eat it, I don't want to eat it, I can't eat it, it's a waste." ”

After hearing this, the subordinate knelt down directly and said to the Queen Mother: "Niangniang, you can eat some, a little bit is fine, the food is cold, it has been like this for the past few days, the hot is served, the cold is withdrawn, tossing back and forth, no matter how nutritious the food is, it is good to eat a few bites less, and it is good to maintain a little physical strength." ”

However, such words were spoken, the Queen Mother was still unmoved, and the next person had to leave some of the dishes and snacks, in case the Queen Mother wanted to eat for a while, she could have something to eat, and the rest were taken to the kitchen, just like that, the Queen Mother still didn't want to eat, and sat there.

The Queen Mother picked up Bei Xiaoqi's portrait, looked at Bei Xiaoqi's face and posture, and said in her mouth: "Alas, it's because I can't live with such a good child, it's a pity, if only Xiaobei could come back, I just need to take a good look at Xiaobei." ”

After the people heard these words, they couldn't say anything, so everyone could only bow their heads and not speak, just like that, the Queen Mother looked at the portrait of Bei Xiaoqi all day long.