Strange, speaking of which, he had long forgotten what it was like to be beaten, why did he have such an intuition at this time?

It must have been his delusion.

As everyone knows, Zhang Meishou really has an urge to commit the following crimes!

She didn't know that the people who seemed to be as indifferent as water in their previous life had such a rich idea in their hearts!

As a woman, she is ashamed of herself!

After holding back for a moment, Zhang Meishou asked: "Childe, only this once, I don't know if I can be disrespectful?" ”

This feeling of wanting to scold the other party and ask for the other party's consent is really ...... It's weird!

However, under the disparity of identity, what other way can not be done?

Zhu Youzhu was obviously shocked by this "special" request, and after a while, he nodded and said, "It's okay...... Be my guest. ”

He sat there, looking at her, waiting to be scolded.

Seeing this, Zhang Meishou was a little discouraged, and only said one sentence for a long time: "Childe is wood!" ”

Zhu Youzhu looked at her in surprise.

Although no one dared to say that about him, in his eyes, this was really not a curse.

Moreover, this coincides with the fact that he often dreams that he is a tree, which is strange.

"If you want to scold, don't scruple." His tone was serious, a tone that made her open to scolding.

"Childe never asked me a word, he made up his own mind, and he didn't let me know everything, and that's all. But at first, I did everything I could to show favor to Childe, but Childe turned out to be ...... You can't make it without long eyes! ”

In this way, she really felt that it was ridiculous that she had lived unjustly in her previous life!

Her many unhappiness stemmed from his wishful thinking and misunderstandings!

Those days were really uncomfortable.

She would rather the other party be an ordinary emperor, there are countless beauties in the harem, she can fight, it is her ability, she can't fight, and she is willing to accept her fate, and she will never blame him for half a sentence - at least then she can be happy, and she doesn't have to live with infinite scenery on the surface, but she is so barren and depressed in the dark, and there are words of suffering!

"It's to see what you're doing...... I felt more and more unbearable. Zhu Youzhu sighed softly and said: "I think it's too hard for you to show favor to me against your will in order to live a more stable life and be clear about others......

Therefore, he pretended to turn a blind eye, intending to make her not have to force herself so much.

And in order to make her feel at ease and no longer feel anxious for the future, she has always been the only one around.

But it wasn't until this life that he realized that he was completely wrong.

At this moment, not only the little queen, but also himself, also felt that he should be scolded.

In vain, he has always thought that he sees people very accurately and does things quite well - but at the moment, the stupidest and most self-righteous person in the world is none other than him.

But while blaming himself, his heart was beating with joy.

After a lifetime, those situations in which she often seemed a little clumsy and uncomfortable when she courted her, made him experience joy for a long time.

Zhang Meishou listened to his words, half touched, half angry, and his tightly clenched hands trembled uncontrollably.

She thought of many past events from this, and also made assumptions in her heart-

When she opened her mouth again, she lost her previous coherence and even seemed incoherent.

"If it weren't for your groundless misunderstanding and self-righteousness, the situation between you and me would be completely different...... You think you are protecting me and Zhao'er, but in the end, Zhao'er is ridiculous, I have been tied to the harem for all these years, and I don't even have anyone to talk to, and I won't even quarrel anymore! I don't have any great skills, so I can only use countless stupid methods and stupid ideas...... But the bastards who can't get used to me are all laughing. ”

Zhu Youzhu listened to his eyes repeatedly, and when he was about to speak, he heard her still talking to herself.

"I know, I may not be qualified to blame you, you are gentle in the world, diligent in government, and the king of benevolence......"

"But you walked cleanly, did everything you wanted, showed your ambitions, and your reputation is recorded in the history books——"

"I can't control Zhao'er, I can't protect the Ah Lu family, it's Mr. Liu and Lord Xie, they try their best to help me, but I can only watch them suffer in their old age and die depressed——"

"There is no Zhao'er, I am holding a breath for the sake of Dajing and for the sake of face...... When I lived to my old age, I often thought that I would simply die - but I was unwilling, unwilling to make them proud, unwilling to be ridiculed and unproductive. I don't dare even more, I'm afraid that as soon as I leave, they will have nothing to rely on. Yes, I can only try to live. ”

"But later, Heling Trillium and ...... Although they are useless and absurd, where are they to death? At the end of the day, you're up and down...... It's all ruthless and unjust! I have been mistaken all my life, and I have to worry about your country, and in the end, I have watched my loved ones being wronged to death, and you are not necessarily so noble in comparison——"

When Zhang Meishou said this, his eyes were already red.

Finally, she almost choked up, "I was just wondering, if it wasn't that situation at the beginning, wouldn't there be those things that followed?" ”

At this point, her voice became more and more muffled, and after being washed away by the sound of rain around her, she almost felt unrealistic.

After the girl said this, she suddenly turned away, turned her back to him, and faced out of the pavilion.

Her small back is straight, as if she hides inexhaustible tenacity and stubbornness.

The cool breeze that swept the rain and mist blew her black hair.

But Zhu Youzhu clearly saw that her shoulders were trembling slightly.

“……”

Suddenly, only the sound of rain remained, and he was at a loss for a moment.

Her words were obviously uncontrollable and a little messy—but he roughly understood.

Zhao'er was not worried, he had expected it, but he always thought that with the road he had paved, and those talented ministers, the situation would not be too bad.

However, the little queen actually said......

Canglu was killed.

And there is no queen!

The new emperor also seems to be unsatisfactory, and will ...... The two Zhang Heling brothers were cornered.

Her situation and encounter, although she did not say half a word, it is not difficult to imagine.

And he didn't know about this, and he didn't expect it—

The "heaviness" she endured was far more than ten times more than he thought.

At this moment, he couldn't tell what he felt in his heart, but he felt that his heart was like a knife, which made him feel no pain in his body.

However, this pain is not as good as her tenths and twelveth at this time.

Zhu Youzhu didn't know how to stand up and how to step forward.

He came to her side and saw her face full of tears.

It is true that the pear blossoms bring rain, but it is pouring rain - tears are silent, sliding down in strings, and it is even more urgent than the rain outside the pavilion.

Zhu Youzhu panicked, and hurriedly raised his sleeves to wipe her tears, but she avoided her.

His hand, when withdrawn, clenched into a fist, and the fist smashed on the back of his head, showing his helplessness and anxiety at this time.

Who can help him and give him ideas? No matter what the conditions are, he is willing to agree.

Also, how does it come to be said in the book...... At this point, he had forgotten it all.

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