Recalling these past events and thinking about his state of mind at that time, Yu's tone was extremely complicated: "I took Brother Qi everywhere to ask for medical advice, and almost no one in the Song family was willing to come forward to help, for fear of taking responsibility." Later, it was the third aunt and grandmother of the Yun family who had already married to help me find a Lang Zhong and save Brother Qi'er's life. ”

"Well, I remember that when my father came back, the first thing he did was to reprimand those people, saying that they didn't know what to prioritize and what their distant relatives were. There are also a few people whose children and grandchildren have not been reused because of this incident. Song Jinniang said in a calm tone.

"yes."

Yu smiled wryly and nodded.

The father-in-law has done a good enough job to complain about their mother and son.

Since then, no one in the Song family dares to look down on her for half a point.

But she didn't realize the old man's goodness at that time, thinking that it was just a coy gesture, and she was always dissatisfied with the Song family in her heart.

complained that Song Ju had not come back for a long time, as if he had never taken her mother and son to heart.

After all, when she married into the Song family, she was secretly threatened by her parents to death, and she had resentment against this undesirable family affair in her heart.

If you are biased in your heart, everything you see is naturally bad.

However, by the time we understand everything and know who is the one who really treats them well, and wants to live a good life with all our hearts, it is already too late.

"I remember that the third aunt and grandmother of the Yun family had a handkerchief with you. When my father and I returned, I ordered someone to prepare a heavy gift, and you personally came to thank you. Song Jinniang said.

She also wanted to go over together, but at that time, she had just left He, and she was afraid that people would feel unlucky, so she didn't come to the door to ask for suspicion.

But speaking of which, the third aunt and grandmother of the Yun family who came out of the concubine were also short-lived, and they died of illness a few years ago.

"That is the day...... I went out of the city to Yunqing Town and came to thank you. ”

Speaking of this, Yu's expression was full of self-deprecation: "At that time, I was full of gratitude, and because my parents had just passed away, I regarded her as a close friend...... I felt that it was very difficult to get free, so I talked to her for a while, and when I saw that it was not early to go back to the city, she left me for the night on the grounds that it was far away to go back to the city and it was not safe to travel at night. ”

"At that time, her husband was away from home, and there was no need to avoid suspicion, so I wanted to stay with her a little longer, so I agreed. So I sent the maid and the coachman, and sent the message back to Song's house, and told them to go to Yunqing Town to pick me up early tomorrow morning. ”

Song Jinniang didn't speak.

Such small details, she can't remember everything clearly.

But when she heard this, she had already vaguely expected something.

"In the evening, she held a feast, and she and I were the only ones...... Because I felt that I was a little hypocritical in my heart at that time, I had some wine with her. But it was clear that he only ate two glasses, and somehow, he was very drunk......"

At this point, Yu's voice trembled: "Later, I went back to the room to rest, and I don't know what time it was, someone entered the room...... That's a man......"

The rest of the words, she couldn't say again.

Song Jinniang clenched her fingers slightly.

Really.

"That person is the big proprietor of the Yun family, Yunqu-"

She knew that the third aunt and grandmother from the Yun family were from the same concubine of the Yun family, and the two were sisters and brothers.

"Sister, even though I met him when I was a child...... But I also know that after getting married, I should abide by women's morals! At that time, I didn't know when he returned to Suzhou, let alone that he was there that day...... I...... I've resisted, but I can't...... Later, I suspected that someone had drugged the drink, and it was to deliberately calculate against me! ”

What's even more ridiculous is that even though she hated the other party very much at that time, she only thought that the other party had no feelings for her, and was dissatisfied that her father and mother thought he was just a concubine who was not valued, so she did not agree with the relationship between the two of them, which was just out of anger.

never thought that many years later, this matter would become a handle for him to pinch her!

Now that I think about it, the other party may not have saved the intention of threatening her at that time...... Just waiting for the day when she can really be 'used'.

“……”

Song Jinniang wanted to ask "why didn't you say it back then", but she didn't ask in the end.

Why don't you say it—she thought, looking at the whole of Dajing, there should be few women who dare to have the courage to say it.

What's more, it is to be made clear to the in-laws.

This is also what she often feels is unfair in this world.

Zhang Meishou's mood is also complicated.

For a woman, what could be more important than her life—besides the child, there was a name that her mother had never spoken.

This kind of thing, even if it goes to the court, the most likely to be ridiculed is the woman, and even the woman's mother's family, the in-laws will become a laughing stock for a long time, and even the children will not be able to raise their heads for the rest of their lives.

"Is Brother Jin the bloodline of the Song family? At this point, you don't have to hide it anymore. Song Jinniang asked calmly.

"I don't know ......"

Yu Shi couldn't stop shaking his head: "I really don't know...... A few days after that, the old man also returned home...... After I found out that I was pregnant, I didn't dare to make a noise, but there were no trustworthy people around me, and I didn't dare to go to the pharmacy, so I had to secretly find a Jianghu Langzhong to buy abortion medicine.

But who knew there was something wrong with the medicine...... The fetus never fell, but it made me seriously ill. The illness couldn't hide from the master, he insisted on inviting Lang Zhong to come over, and it was at that time that the news of pregnancy spread. ”

For the rest of the day, she was bedridden and had someone take care of her diet.

By the time she could get out of bed and walk around, the months were already old, and she knew that the abortion pill could no longer be used, so she simply fell down the steps on purpose.

I don't know if it was providence, but the fetus was still saved.

Since then, the maids and maids around her have all been upbeat and always watched, and it is difficult for her to find a suitable opportunity.

But the consequence of all this is that Brother Jin was frail and sickly after birth.

"After Brother Jin was born, I secretly felt like crazy...... Sometimes I think he is the blood of the master, and sometimes I suspect him...... Sometimes I get suspicious, and I even deliberately don't give him medicine to see that he is getting sicker and sicker...... even covered his mouth and nose with a quilt, but in the end, he was really ruthless...... And the old man treats him with great pity and pity, and I feel like a knife in my heart! ”

Speaking of these, Yu slammed his fist on his chest, looking extremely painful, "But Brother Jin'er is wrong, it's just me who is wrong!" ”

"What do you think you're doing wrong? Could it be that it was back then? ”

The man's unbearable shouting suddenly sounded, and then the green bamboo curtain was lifted suddenly, and the delicate jade pendant jingled, and a tall figure strode in from outside.