In fact, to tell you a word from the heart, Mu Jinsheng has never given up looking for Jian Xinrou from the beginning to the present, because Jian Xinrou has always been the woman in the deepest part of his heart.

I already felt enough guilt for the things I had done before, so Mu Jinsheng must find Jian Xinrou to apologize to her and bring her back to his side.

Even when he saw that Jian Xinrou had been buried in the ground, Mu Jinsheng really didn't believe it, because it wasn't these things that he had personally experienced, but he just listened to others and Mu Jinsheng wouldn't believe it at all.

At this moment, Lu Yu and Lu Feng are ready to start a new life, and they don't plan to meddle in the previous things, but they are a little faintly uneasy in their hearts, because what Mu Jinsheng said just now is also away and does not directly confirm that that person is Jian Xinrou.

There was not even the only evidence except for the mobile phone, which did not rule out that it was someone else's fake, but they were all at the airport at that time, and no one could have done this kind of conspiracy and plan at all.

"I still feel a little faintly uneasy in my heart, in fact, what Mu Jinsheng said just now is not unreasonable, the things he has been worried about may be true, according to a woman's intuition, I also feel that person is not very like Jian Xinrou, but the mobile phone does appear in front of her, and I have no chance to refute."

Lu Yu and Lu Feng were originally going to make dumplings and celebrate well, starting from the beginning, the relationship between their sister and brother would get better and better, but when Lu Yu mentioned Jian Xinrou again, Lu Feng's brows also furrowed.

No one believes in this matter, because it happened too suddenly, even if it is placed in front of Lu Feng, Lu Feng will not believe it.

"Sister, haven't you already said it? The past is the past, and if we pursue those things that are useless and do us no good, it is better to focus all our attention on our own lives. ”

Lu Feng closed his eyes tightly, and finally made up his mind to really give up that girl, she was living well in another world, at least in her heart, she would feel that Jian Xinrou was in heaven, and now that she was mentioned by that man again, Lu Feng really hated Mu Jinsheng.

"I didn't mean that, all this happened too coincidentally, only Jian Xinrou's mobile phone was found, and Jian Xinrou didn't answer the phone from the beginning, don't you think that if it's just Jian Xinrou's mobile phone that fell on the taxi or that person is not Jian Xinrou at all? Judging from the figure, it is indeed about the same, but this blur can't see anything. ”

Lu Yu stopped the work in his hands, in fact, he couldn't believe it all along, he was deceiving himself, every one of them knew it, but he was still willing to believe that there was a glimmer of hope, because there were only a few people in this world who really felt that Jian Xinrou was important, and others had nothing to do with her.

"Sister, don't you want to be like this, okay? I finally decided to let go, and from the beginning I felt that it was not soft-hearted, but at that time, you persuaded me again and again, you thought I was deceiving myself, but now you are not? Don't change your mind just by taking a word or two from someone else. ”

Lu Feng took off his apron and sat directly to the side, he didn't want to say anything now, now everything has been around their family for too long, and they haven't returned to normal life for a long time, and they finally made up their minds, and let a man's words destroy it.

"I just think there are too many strange things in this, if it's really that simple for us, it would be a bit too coincidental to lose someone."

Lu Yu's mentality of not wanting to give up doesn't come from, anyway, this mentality is about to destroy Lu Feng.

I haven't been working these days, and I'm thinking about Jian Xinrou all day long. Naturally, the affection for so many years is not so simple to let go.

But Mu Jinsheng, that man, had already told him too clearly before he was too hateful, and now he actually made a phone call to harass her, maybe even after Jian Xinrou died, he would not let her go.

"I beg you, is the pain of each and every one of you good, don't hold on to any hope, isn't this life bad now? Can I live my life? I'm going crazy to be tortured by him, if he can come back to life, I'd rather die now, I'm willing, I've been surrounded by guilt and madness all day, and I immediately feel like I'm going to be depressed. ”

Lu Feng went completely crazy, now the whole person is roaring and trembling, shouting loudly, tears also fell with the loud voice, Lu Yu saw Lu Feng like this, his eyes instantly turned red, what did the two of them endure, because they were too kind, so they blamed the death of their friend on themselves, and never let themselves go.

"Okay, okay, don't think about it anymore, let's never think about it again in the future, it's my fault, I shouldn't mention this, let's live a good life, okay?"

Lu Yu immediately stepped forward to comfort his younger brother when he saw him like this, because there was no one who didn't want a good life, and they were now driven crazy by real life, but Mu Jinsheng still refused to let them go.

In their eyes, Mu Jinsheng is the only person, and Jian Xinrou is the ultimate victim, no matter how they toss, now that Jian Xinrou has been buried in the ground, she should be allowed to rest in peace.

"Sister, you know what? I'm really going crazy, but I don't dare to say it, because I know you're also sad, you treat Jian Xinrou as your real friend, but I'm not the same, my feelings for her for so many years..."

"Seeing her die in front of me, do you think my heart is comfortable? But the man kept looking for us over and over again. ”

Lu Feng is talking now as if his blood has been drained, Lu Yu wanted to go to heaven to accompany him, but he was pushed away, he went back to the room alone to hug his head and cry, Lu Yu also sat in the living room and cried after hearing the cry.

Why did they let them bear all this, they obviously didn't do anything wrong, and what they regretted the most was that they didn't stop Jian Xinrou in the first place.

Jian Xinrou was really blessed to have the two of them as good friends in her previous life, just like she had said before.

It's just that An Ruo, who is on the other side now, doesn't know that there are still two good friends who are worried about her, because she can't remember what happened before, and even if she passes by now, she won't have any waves when she sees them.

Mu Jinsheng was very excited at this moment, thinking that he was about to go out immediately, but he felt as if he was missing something, so he decided to take his son with him this time.

In any case, Mu Zheng has the right to know, to tell Mu Zheng all this, at least to tell him all hopes, and should not deceive him all the time.

When Mu Zheng's room was opened, Mu Jinsheng instantly burst into tears, watching his son sitting there playing with blocks, and muttering "Mom, you fight this" while playing with himself, as if talking to himself, now pretending that Jian Xinrou was by his side, it seems that this child misses his mother too much.

"Mu Zheng, what are you doing?"

Mu Jinsheng wiped away his tears, walked over gently, sat on the ground and looked at his son, now there are always thousands of anxious things, he should explain everything to his son clearly, because he is a member of this family member, even if it is a young child, he has that right.

"I miss my mom so much, I feel like my mom is playing with me, and mom won't want me, right?"

The most difficult thing for Mu Zheng is also the most difficult hurdle to pass, that is, when he regains his sight, the first thing he sees is not Jian Xinrou, only Mu Jinsheng can see how disappointed this child is in his eyes when he sees it.

"You're right, Mom will definitely come back to play with you, it's just a matter of time, if you wait a little longer, maybe the two of us can find her."

Mu Jinsheng's voice was a little choked, it was quite difficult for a man, obviously he was very uncomfortable in his heart, and now he had to spend part of his time comforting a child.

This child is not a burden but a spiritual support for Mu Jinsheng, if there is no Mu Zheng, Mu Jinsheng may not be able to stop for a long time.

"Dad, I always feel that a lot of things have happened, but you can't tell me, I know you're afraid that I'm sad, but I always want my mother to be by my side, if you don't tell me, Mu Zheng will be sad every day, I have a lot of nightmares."

Mu Zheng expressed his true demand, all the pressure fell on him, Mu Zheng is really fed up, if you can do it all over again, you must ask everything clearly.

Mu Jinsheng originally wanted to tell this child the cause and effect of the matter, since Mu Zheng asked questions at this moment, Mu Jinsheng told him directly, and put everything because he is not a particularly naïve child, there are many things, Mu Zheng understands.

"Okay, Dad will tell you now, in fact, Dad has done a lot of things wrong, you shouldn't not believe your mother from the beginning, your mother is too sad, she chased us when we went abroad, and then it seems that something happened, and I can't find my mother anymore after an accident, my mother's friend told me that my mother has left, but I don't believe it."

Mu Jinsheng's eyes were red as he spoke, behind this plain language, there was only indescribable emotion and guilt, when he thought of Jian Xinrou's appearance of running to the airport, Mu Jinsheng didn't know how to end, and his tears couldn't be contained.