Zhang Yang glanced at Yu Yang, "Do you think Da Chen is such a place?" If that's the case, then why did we end up in this field, don't you remember the people buried in those mass graves? How they all died tragically, and we will be one of them in the future, with white bones and deep sorrows, and no one will come to claim your body, and no one will remember you as a person. ”

He sneered and looked at the moon by the window.

"Yes, you are the one who represents justice, and you will never change your mind, but what I want to tell you now is that you are in the same group as me, and I have already recommended you to Emperor Dayuan, as long as you are with me, the two of us can ......"

"What can I do?" Yu Yang felt that Zhang Yang was crazy, so he would say such things, and it was absolutely impossible for him to be with him.

"No matter how nice you say, I will never believe you again this time, it is enough for people to be deceived once, and I have been deceived by you twice, I think our friendship will end here, from now on you will no longer be my brother, if you meet me on the battlefield, I will definitely not show mercy, you go!"

After Yu Yang said these words, he took back the knife in his hand, then turned his head away and stopped looking at Zhang Yang.

He was afraid that when he saw his face, he couldn't help but want to kill him with a knife, but he also felt that he might not be able to bear it, but he couldn't forgive him for the wrong things he did.

Faced with this distress in his heart, Yu Yang stood there, eager to kill himself immediately.

But he still has a mission, and he feels that if he completes this mission, he may become completely different from before.

The reason why Zhang Yang left the camp this time was nothing more than to take Yu Yang back, and it was absolutely impossible for him to return empty-handed.

Of course, Yu Yang couldn't follow him back, and after the two of them were in a stalemate for a long time, Zhang Yang said, "Can't you really forgive me?" ”

Yu Yang kept holding his head and didn't look back at him, but he didn't answer.

Zhang Yang knew in his heart that this hurdle in Yu Yang's heart might take a long time to be solved, and he might not be able to solve it in his lifetime, but he had to take Yu Yang away, because only in this way could he save him, which might be the only good thing he did in this world.

Seeing that Yu Yang didn't speak, Zhang Yang raised his foot and pushed the door and walked out.

Listening to the footsteps getting farther and farther away, Yu Yang finally turned his head and looked at the open door, his eyes were empty, and the whole person sat on the stool like a deflated ball.

It didn't take long for the door to be pushed open again, and Zhang Yang walked in with two jars of wine, Yu Yang didn't expect him to go and return, and a flash of brilliance burst out in his eyes, but it quickly disappeared again.

Zhang Yang threw a plate in his hand, and Yu Yang subconsciously reached out to catch it.

"I didn't say goodbye last time, because I have something unspeakable, this time we finally met, do you want to drive me away again? Maybe we'll see each other this time, maybe it's the last time we'll see each other. ”

His eyes were full of sentimentality, and Yu Yang also knew in his heart that the two of them would definitely become enemies when they met again, so he opened the wine and poured a few sips.

The two of them drank the wine silently, and the sound of cooing and cooing turned into a tumbling sadness in the stomach.

All emotions burst out at that moment, Zhang Yang violently smashed the jar of wine in his hand on the ground and spilled it, those fragments were stupid everywhere, and one directly scratched Zhang Yang's face.

Yu Yang quickly stepped forward and reached out to grab Zhang Yang's collar.

"Why why why, why are you lying to me again, why are you doing this, why are you not good to stay in the barracks and be a conscientious soldier, why do you do such a thing!"

He has 10,000 whys in his heart, and now he feels a little funny when he says it, obviously he has already made a choice, even if he knows the reason, what can he do? Will they ever be able to go back?

No, they can't go back to that time.

If he hadn't done this this time, the two of them would still be able to drink and talk, but now everything is different, the two of them have become two opposite sides, and neither side can be each other's friends again.

It is impossible for Zhang Yang to come back, and it is impossible for Yu Yang to go to his camp, this matter seems to have become a dead end, and no one can get out of it.

"Every time I go through all those things, I will tell you everything, but I don't tell you all what I think in my heart, because for to me you are an incomparably bright person, a pointed path that illuminates my path, but ......"

He frowned and stared at Yu Yang seriously.

"But I'm not you, you know? For me, what I want is not the thoughts that you instilled in me, and for a long time, I felt that the motivation for my life was because of you, and because of you, I was able to live like this. ”

Until he encountered that incident, he could no longer let himself live calmly.

Zhang Yang once had a wife, and the two lived very happily, but suddenly one day the imperial court conscripted, and Zhang Yang was selected as one of the few young people in the village.

At that time, his wife was pregnant, and he had 10,000 reluctances in his heart and did not want to go to war, but for those officers and soldiers, disobeying their orders was undoubtedly equivalent to looking for death, and he had also hidden, but later for the sake of his wife, he still chose to come out and face his fate.

I still think countless times that if I can come back alive, I will definitely be able to live a happy life with my wife and have a lot of income.

Until not long ago, he was still thinking like this, looking forward to it every day and night, just wanting to reunite with his wife, waiting for the child to be born and giving him a good name, and then watching the child grow up little by little, until finally he was able to name the cave house candle on the gold list.

But all was shattered, and he received the news that his wife had died, and that he had been killed by the officers and soldiers there.

He couldn't imagine what kind of psychology his wife had when she died, but at that moment his heart collapsed, his heart died with his wife, and the great truths that Yu Yang handed over to him, he silently recited them countless times in his heart, and finally turned into a ball of blood and water, and disappeared into his mind with his wife.