"Give me a chance? Mr. Chu, are you talking about giving me a chance? Even now, although he has repented, has he given me a chance? In those years, in all the years when he ignored me, did he ever treat me as his biological daughter? Didn't he have no daughters in those years? He only has the woman he loves by his side. ”

Jiang Yingyue said, she was about to cry. It was the first time in a long time that he was on the verge of an emotional breakdown.

Chu Hanchen was already distressed just by looking at Mrs. Chu like this. Hurriedly patted her on the back and said softly: "It's over, it's all over, no matter how bad it was, isn't it all over now?" Now even if we settle accounts with him, won't we be able to get our mother back? Mrs. Chu, didn't you also say that you should look forward as a person, how can you move forward if you have been entangled in the hatred of the past? ”

Chu Hanchen looked distressed, but he didn't seem to be able to listen to Jiang Yingyue at all.

"Don't feel bad, didn't you just get up? I haven't seen the two little babies yet. You haven't eaten breakfast yet, and you've only been out of confinement for a long time. The body still has to be well maintained, and only after taking care of the body can you continue to settle accounts with him, right? ”

Jiang Yingyue listened, wiped two handfuls of tears, and took the pain back.

She doesn't have the right to cry all the time, to keep talking about how hard she used to be.

After wiping away her tears and complaining for a few words, Jiang Yingyue still returned to the right track of life. When Sister-in-law Yu was preparing breakfast, Jiang Yingyue hugged the two children separately, and then went over to eat breakfast, and after cleaning up these things in the house, she was persuaded by Chu Hancheng to go to the hospital for the second time.

Because at this time, the hospital said that Jiang Hongwen had woken up, and Qiao Shaoqing had also arranged for experts to follow up on Jiang Hongwen's illness.

Although she felt uncomfortable, Jiang Yingyue finally went to the hospital. I went to see Dr. Qiao first, and after listening to what he said, Jiang Yingyue went to the ward with Chu Hancheng.

In the ward, Jiang Hongwen had already woken up. At this moment, he was sitting at the head of the bed, one hand still handcuffed to the side of the bed, and the door of the ward was still guarded by the prison guard.

Because you come to arrange an ordinary ward, you will have patients or family members passing by when you go back and forth. There are prison guards at the door, and naturally other people passing by will always look at them. Jiang Yingyue walked over here, and it was not a good feeling to see this situation. Although he had already asked Dr. Qiao to arrange a villa building for Jiang Hongwen to live in, because he had not made an appointment in advance, the villa building was already very popular. So, we'll have to wait a little longer.

At this moment, Jiang Yingyue could only endure it, and after entering the ward with Chu Hanchen, she saw that Jiang Hongwen's condition was not particularly good. Seeing the hand that was cuffed to the side of the bed, Jiang Yingyue's heart was even more uncomfortable.

However, Jiang Hongwen was in a surprisingly good mood when he saw Jiang Yingyue and Chu Hanchen coming to see him together.

He even asked with a smile on his face: "I'm really sorry that you are here, to meet you like this." ”

Even in prison, Jiang Hongwen did not have such embarrassment when he saw Jiang Yingyue and Chu Hanchen. After all, at that time, Jiang Yingyue and Chu Hanchen knew that his body was fine. But now it's different, they may already know that they are going to die.

Yes, he probably didn't have much time left, and every physical pain was a serious warning to him. He himself didn't know why his body had deteriorated so quickly, and in a recent physical examination before he was imprisoned, the doctor only told her to pay attention to some of her body. Don't have too many emotional fluctuations, don't get tired, and so on. But in the past six months or so, he has experienced the unbearable pain of his body again and again. Jiang Hongwen knew that the general trend was no longer good.

Seeing Jiang Yingyue and Chu Hancheng here at this moment, Jiang Hongwen felt uncomfortable in his heart.

Jiang Yingyue saw that he could still squeeze out some smiles on his face, which was even more unpleasant. What is the situation, can you still laugh? He himself couldn't cry or laugh, why could Jiang Hongwen still laugh?

"I wouldn't be surprised by what you are like to meet us. I'm already familiar with what you've done and what has happened to you over the years. Only, why didn't you tell us about your physical condition before you went to jail? You haven't been sick for a day or two, why don't you tell us about it? ”

Jiang Yingyue's words obviously meant some blame.

However, Jiang Hongwen's eyes at Jiang Yingyue at this moment were extremely sorry.

"I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hide my physical condition. About two years ago, I had a very comprehensive physical examination, but at that time, the doctor didn't say how serious it was, just told me to pay attention to my body. Originally, more than a year ago, I should have gone for a re-examination, but at that time, you also knew that there were too many unexpected things. Not only did I not have the time nor the mood to do a medical examination, so I had long since forgotten about it. Then came the lawsuit, and the jail sentence. I don't know what my physical condition is, I know that almost half a year ago, I felt the pain in my body again and again, until the end was unbearable, I fainted and was sent here. It was only after I woke up that I heard from the doctor about my condition. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, it's all my fault, I shouldn't have suddenly appeared in front of you like this, I shouldn't have used my physical condition to let you bear the burden again. ”

Jiang Hongwen apologized to Jiang Yingyue vigorously, as if he was a child who had done something wrong.

With such a partial appearance, Jiang Yingyue who watched it was angry.

"Apologize, you apologize to me. Don't you think it's ridiculous? What is there to apologize for this? Do you feel like I need your apology? How about I need you to stay in jail? Spend these 6 years steadily, and use these 6 years to think about what you have done. It is impossible to spend these 6 years reflecting and regretting it, do you understand? Do you know what I want to see? I want to see you get out of prison at the end of 6 years and then kneel in front of my mother's grave to apologize to him, to tell him that you were wrong and that you already know you were wrong. Instead of showing up in the hospital like you are now, let the doctor tell me that maybe you have your life soon. You're really good enough, are you rebelling against my hatred of you in this way? ”

Jiang Yingyue was sad and angry, no matter how much he hated Jiang Hongwen. But he couldn't help it, seeing that he had cancer and would die soon.

In Jiang Yingyue's plan, he never wanted him to die prematurely.

The result of such a sudden deviation really made it difficult for Jiang Yingyue to accept for a while.

A good person, who has never had any warning or prompt, has suddenly said that maybe he is about to die.

I'm afraid that this situation will be unacceptable to anyone, and Jiang Yingyue is no different.

"Yingyue, I didn't, I didn't resist you again. As long as you open your mouth, I am willing to accept any punishment you give. I know I'm sorry for you, and I'm sorry for your mom. Your mother is gone, and all my sorrys can only be on you, so as long as you open your mouth, I will do anything, even if you want me to die immediately, I am willing. Yingyue, Yingyue, can you understand the regret in my heart? I even regret that I can't go back to the past, I can't get it back. If I could start all over again, I would like to be able to go back to the day when I was sorry for you and your mother, and I want to start from that day and make amends for my mistakes. Pay attention to your mother and love you well. During my days in prison, I have deeply reflected on myself. Knowing that you can't forgive me, so can I, and I can't forgive myself. After all, I have made a big mistake in this life, and I know that I can't even change it to pay for the wrongs I missed you. But Yingyue, I still love you. Even though your mother has been gone for so many years, I think back to it now, in the deepest part of my memory, it is still her. He is the best woman in this world for me, the woman who loves me the most.

Oh my God, what have I done? What have I done to the people who love me the most, the people I love the most? Now, this is my punishment. Okay, it doesn't matter, if it's a punishment for me, I accept it. ”

"You said it nicely, the person you love the most is my mother, but have you forgotten how he got there? Forget it, people have been gone for so many years, what's the use of me talking to you about this here? Now that you know your physical condition, you should also know that the most critical test result has not yet come out, and you can only be sure if the result comes out. Do you know if your illness can be controlled or delayed? I hope that your illness can be controlled, and that you can procrastinate, and the longer the better. I'd rather you live and suffer from sickness. I don't want to see you die, so this time, if you want to ask me to forgive you, please live, only if you live, I can continue to hate you, I'm afraid that if you die, my hatred will have nowhere to put it. ”

Jiang Yingyue said, her eyes already moistened. She didn't want Jiang Hongwen to see him crying, and the moment he turned around. He avoided Jiang Hongwen's gaze and wiped away the tears that were about to fall from his eyes with his hands.

Although Jiang Hongwen didn't see Jiang Yingyue wiping her tears, he could still guess what Jiang Yingyue was doing when she turned around.

For a moment, in Jiang Hongwen's mind, it was Jiang Yingyue when he was young, he fell and bumped, and pounced on him and cried. At that time, Jiang Yingyue had to ask her to comfort the old man for a long time, and finally had to promise to buy him a lot of snacks to appease her.

But now, Jiang Yingyue even wiped her tears with her back to him.

His own child has already been separated from his own life, how can Jiang Hongwen not be heartbroken.

Although Jiang Yingyue is already an adult, Jiang Hongwen is still looking forward to it at this moment, if Jiang Yingyue can cry in his arms like when he was a child, he will definitely be very happy even if he is in physical pain. It's just a pity that the happy appearance of the past can never be found again.

No matter how much you look forward to it, in the end, you will lose it.

And it was not others or himself who caused him to lose all this, one can imagine how much Jiang Hongwen hated himself in his heart.

But what's the use of hating, Jiang Yingyue won't forgive him at all now. He would rather die in exchange for Jiang Yingyue's forgiveness, but Jiang Yingyue said that she hoped that he would live to bear the pain.

It doesn't matter, as long as she can be happy. This little bit of physical pain is nothing. He is willing to bear it.