After Chen Bowen came out of the doctor's office, he relayed the doctor's instructions to his younger brother Chen Zhongwu just now, telling him to have a good rest, and then called Ah Ming and asked him to take him back to the company.

After the eldest brother left, he was bored, and he couldn't find anyone to help him untie the knots in his heart. He played with his mobile phone for a while, and suddenly remembered Lu Wanting.

The woman's presence in his life was so brief that when he awoke from a coma, his memories seemed to have missed her. When he was kidnapped by the kidnappers just now, he still blamed her in his heart, if she hadn't let him go to Miao Village, he wouldn't have met the kidnappers at the airport.

Taking a step back, if it weren't for the friction she had with her eldest brother in the elevator, she wouldn't know her, let alone get a marriage certificate with her.

In short, things have developed to this point, it is useless to blame her, I just forgot to ask her about her current situation, a weak woman like her, I am afraid that she was scared by those men in black at that time, but since the eldest brother did not mention her, then she should be fine, and she doesn't have to worry so much.

He couldn't even take care of himself, he was already injured, and it was unknown when he would be discharged from the hospital, let alone go to her to talk to him.

At this time, he remembered the beautiful nurse in the morning. So, he pressed the bedside button again. It wasn't long before the nurse who had helped him change the infusion bottle walked in again.

"What about the nurse in the morning? He wanted to see her. As soon as he saw the large, flat face of the woman standing in front of him, he could not speak politely.

"You said Xiaoxiao, he told her to go for you." Unexpectedly, the other party was much more polite than before. After she went out, it didn't take long for Xiaoxiao to walk in and stand by the bed looking at him with a smile.

"Sit down, sit down. He's so stuffy, you can talk to him. He flashed his trademark smile at the other. Usually the reason why he laughs like this is when he asks Mrs. Chen for money, and when he sees the girl he likes.

Xiaoxiao generously sat down on the chair in front of him: "Say it, you said he listened." ”

He didn't expect her to be so cheerful, and he was embarrassed to not know what to say. But she looks very good when she laughs, especially like Anne, a female classmate he met in high school.

At that time, their relationship was very good, and they once became the main gossip hero and heroine in the class. He hadn't seen that girl in a long time, and he hadn't seen her at the only few class reunions he had seen before. So he began to talk to her about the girl.

True happiness is not ecstasy, it is no longer pain, in his very subjective view, it is a long stream of water, the blue sea without waves, to be an ordinary person in the crowd of sentient beings, to enjoy the love of life for a moment, then even if they do not die, they are in heaven.

This sentence was not said by him, it was said by Sanmao. Anne, a young man of literature and art, once wrote it on a small piece of paper and hurriedly stuffed it to him for ten minutes between classes.

In fact, Anne is not called Anne, her big name is Qiang Wei, but she gave herself such an English name for some reason, and she said that many royal families and nobles call it this. He still thinks it's vulgar, so he always calls her Wei.

The blue sky of the sky.

Wei once said that when you were eighteen years old, he would give you a big gift. Later, she said, Chen Zhongwu, your big gift can't be delivered, I'm sorry I broke my promise.

He replied, "It's okay Wei, you see that this is still a year and seven months before the age of eighteen, and it is not a broken promise." They were in the cafeteria, and there was so much noise around him that he had to raise his voice several times.

She said, do you want to know what it is?

In fact, he didn't want to know, she could take out anything with mouse turtle laundry detergent. But he still said that he wanted to know, and that he would rather let his ears suffer than let his stomach suffer, and if she didn't let her speak, she would make him noisily not be able to eat.

She was a little hesitant, or embarrassed, swallowed a few bites of food, and she finally spoke, do you remember the article you sent him during the summer vacation? He threw them out, to readers, Yilin, Xinlei, and Nanfeng, and he thought that when the time came, he would show you the book, and then use the manuscript fee to buy you Nike's new skateboard shoes.....

"Stop, stop," he looked up at her, "do you appreciate the level of the problem?" Oh no, I'm actually going to say that the level of appreciation is problematic. You vote for such broken articles, have you ever voted for the least of your stories? ”

She said, "Yes, yes, but none of them paid any attention to him." So, the gift can't be given. I was too much of a failure. ”

But he thinks that he is the one who fails, as if she took his tape and stuffed it into someone else's MP4, which is not of the same grade. He decided to be speechless at her and continued to bow his head to deal with his sweet and sour ribs.

But she was obviously very excited, and she played with the spoon in her hand with all kinds of tricks: "Chen Zhongwu, alas, why don't you say that you are not excited, or he will print out the article for you himself, paste a cover, and paste the smallest thing he said?" Chen Zhongwu's special edition, ah......"

He said, "You can post whatever you like, and you can post our English workbook." ”

I have to admit that he is still touched in his heart, no wonder she used to carry back several magazines from the bookstore without saying a word. It's just that he is a careless boy who is not good at expressing his feelings, he just felt that the ribs that day were a little greasy, but he didn't notice Qiang Wei's lost expression later.

During the summer vacation of his freshman year of high school, his classmate Qiang Wei fell out of love. When the sun was scorching, she called him to go online, and he said no, so she offered to pay him for it, plus a bottle of Sprite. He said okay then. When he hung up the phone, the water on the popsicle was already wet and sticky dripping all over him.

In the Internet café, the only two air conditioners were restrained by dozens of machines, and he stared at the front of him sweating profusely, dragging it to death, and he had forgotten Qiang Wei for a long time. It was almost dark before they tapped back, and Vi looked unhappy.

He asked her what was wrong and how she was upset. He knew the advisor, but he really didn't know what to say. In terms of feelings, his IQ is a third-degree cripple.

She walked straight to the side of the road, where there was a fruit shop with bright cherries on the door, and he was thirsty. Who knew that her eldest lady sat directly on the curb and cried.

He was anxious and stammered: "What are you doing?" What about you...... Don't cry, this, this, this...... Everyone is watching! ”

She cried even harder. The old man who was pushing the cart came to him and asked him if the girl was hungry and wanted to buy a few fresh buns. He thought to himself, God, you can take him......

Later, how good she was, he also forgot. They didn't go home, they went to the pedestrian street and ate two bowls of Malatang.

She said angrily: "Chen Zhongwu, I'm really blind, boys are not good things!" ”

He poured chili oil into the bowl and chimed in: "Yes, yes, boys aren't good." After saying that, he felt that something was wrong, and hurriedly persuaded her, you can't use the word "all", it's too extreme. There are also good ones, who told you not to meet. But what you will always encounter is that the time is not ripe. ”

She ignored him, in the dim light, their eyes were filled with tears, he was spicy, she was really crying. So he held her small face with his hand and wiped the corners of her eyes with his free fingers.

He always remembered what he told him at the time, that people are inherently alone. It's just that sometimes happiness surrounds you and makes you feel delusional. It is precisely because he sees through this that he has been able to be free.

Her big eyes looked at him, as if she wanted to see his heart, and see that his heart was empty. Then, she brushed away his big hand: "The whole world isolates you, and he won't ignore you, you are his only buddy." Seeing that he was not perverted, she added loudly, "Really, it's not human to lie to you!" ”

He immediately agreed, saying that he believed everything she said. Actually, it's just that he didn't expect her to take their friendship so seriously. She helped him copy his homework, she lent him her phone and it was confiscated by their homeroom teacher, she wasn't angry, and when he was pestered by other girls, she could definitely get rid of those troubles...... At that moment, he almost choked on tears from the sour breath in his chest, throat, and nose.

Hearing this, Xiaoxiao couldn't help laughing out loud and asked him how many girls he had been entangled with when he was in school.

He answered seriously that he was a single-minded person, and he had never chased a few girls since he was a child. Xiaoxiao didn't believe it, he added childishly: "Really, it's not human to lie to you." ”

Then, he continued to reminisce and narrate. After graduating from high school, he went out to play alone, sitting on the train bound for S City, the night was thick outside the window, and the drips of the past spread like juice on the edge of his heart. The place he was going to was a province away from his hometown, that is, it was the farthest he had been separated from Qiang Wei since his first year of high school.

The day before going to S City, a large group of them were singing at KTV, and in the light and shadow, you put your arm on his shoulder and said, "Chen Zhongwu, do you know why he has been friends with you for three years?" Just because you didn't complain about me no matter when he called you out, just because you said we were good buddies, don't think that I won't be able to bother you when you finish your studies......" Her mouth was full of wine, and gradually her speech became slurred.

He grabbed her hand and advised her not to drink again. He sensed that she was already drunk, but finally said what she had been holding back for a long time.

In fact, he is most afraid of her like this, because she can always move him out of time, and at this moment of imminent separation, the feeling of soreness and unbearable pain tortures him from the bones, and he will not give up if he does not give in, which is absolutely awesome.

When he got on the train that day, he received a text message from Wei as soon as he sat next to each other, she said that she dreamed yesterday that the article he had given him before was openly coded on the novelty, and in the dream he cried excitedly, she laughed, and then said that she could only see him cry in a dream.

He thought that she didn't see the 18-year-old tall boy huddled in the corner of the sofa and burst into tears yesterday at KTV. Of course, he wouldn't let her see it either.

Youth is a grand performance, the curtain falls, everything is silent, and he can't go back.